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[gumby]

I feel so weak now it is difficult to do this, it is a real struggle. Sometimes I actually reverse that process and I actually feel compassion coming to me from the past from Katie, and that helps to relieve this negetive energy. I link with her, we are one and the same being, and this helps. It is interesting how the strongest memories of a past life are the bad ones, the negetive energy. I feel that Katie is a part of me, so I need to send this love to me, and this will also encompass her as she is me. I hope this makes sense, as it is rather strange.

[Demi]

Gumby, I'm sorry to hear that you are going through a hard time. There could even be other past lives, or things from your current life, influencing your mood in addition to Katie. It's interesting how our own self interacts with itself, (some people say our best Masters are ourselves helping from the future). And even more interesting how our different forms from past and future are ourselves, yet have different states of consciousness, different levels of spiritual evolution.

I wanna tell that I also had gratitude and love coming back to me from Fritz when I help him, and I think it has to do with that linear time is an illusion of perception; all our past and future lives exist simultaneously. Knowing this we can actually go into the future lives as well and smooth out past lives! This has worked for me, actually, as the most powerful tool(besides of sending love to your PL is ALWAYS good)! To give a short summary, I went into a future life which has to do with Fritsi's karmic resonance (there were so many similarities...) And when I saw that life in the future, I forwarded the image to Fritsi. When he saw his future Self, he understood that "what we do to others is what we do to ourselves"... only it's stretched out in time! I cannot explain how it happened, but his level of consciousness elevated to something much more loving and compassionate. It changed everything. I have also sometimes been able to change his perception and events in the past. Making him behave better than the option before. Sounds strange and I am sure the previous event still exists, we are talking about moving a "thread" to a parallel universe on the quantum level (where time has any shape).

I suggest you focus on strengthening yoursef, for example by getting enough rest, eating healthy, practice meditation, yoga or something spiritual, focus on the positive, surround yourself with people who are uplifting (we become what we "eat", both as food, and as mental inputs!") to build up resilience (many people are not aware that our moods are directly influenced by the state of our physiology, a deviation from its original design often creates the bad feelings that we blame the outside world for!). From there you will have more strength to deal with other life times. I speak from my own experience And I also know it's often a process that takes time and patience! Take it easy, if needed seek help from a professional, or a healer.

All the best
Demi

[gumby]

Thanks for your kind words and insight, Demi. I am in a situation where I am around negetive people most of the time, and this may be part of what is draining me. I guess that sometimes it is necessary to look towards the future to find a brighter outlook, perhaps my future incarnation is breaking through, I think that I saw myself more than once from the future. But yes, it is my last two incarnations from the past which often weigh me down, for Katie, the trauma of WWII, and before that, I was Ginny ( Virginia ) Chamberlain, living in Louisville, Ky, and I witness the murder of my parents at the hands of Civil war soldiers. Then, in my present incarnation, my parents died when I was a teen. So there is much from the past which weighs me down, and it seems to erode away at me everyday. I do need to plug the drain, and focus on more positive things, and get myself moving in a more positive direction. I know that we must move forward into that ever unfolding future, and it is all so weird how the past, present, and future all seem to be interlinked. Sometime I find myself wanting to live once again the way I did in the stone age,when I was Saline. There is something alluring about the savage pagan. But I can't go back and be that again, I don't think. But forwards to become, yes. I hope that my future self is most wonderful, better, more loving and giving. Yes I have seen her smiling at me from the future, perhaps that healing from past hurts will now happen. I am receptive.

[Demi]

I wish you good luck!
Sometimes we need to visualize what we want (such as being with more positive people) and then at some time an opportunity will come our way.
"Luck happens when careful preparations are met with a favorable circumstance" ~ Unknown.
We must know what we want, so we are not surprised when the opportunity is suddenly there and we are able to make use of it... (and understand that God wants us to be happy; the Universe reacts to our desires and deep beliefs like a mirror. We get what we believe we should have. Go for it!)

All the best,
Demi

[Sunstar]

Feb 15, 2014 16:51:17 GMT -5 Demi said:

understand that God wants us to be happy; the Universe reacts to our desires and deep beliefs like a mirror. We get what we believe we should have.

Very well said and very true! I like Thank you Demi

[gumby]

I think that it is a shame that we can not order our past life dreams, they always seem to come so haphazardly and often you don't realize that the dream is about a PL experience until later when you remember the dream. Many of my PL dreams I am able to determine the setting by the places and scenery, buildings and appearance of rooms. Often these dreams tend to relate to Germany and to my PL as Katie. However, I seldom see myself in these dreams, I am seeing everything from the 1st person perspective, out of my eyes, where I can't see myself at all. All of these remembrances are wonderful to have,and yet at some times baffling. It does take a lot of concentration to bring many era relevant dreams together, and at times you find yourself in new situations and places. The memories keep on flooding up from the subconscious level into awareness, and there must be still much still buried in that abyss which will yet emerge. Out of these dreams I have been able to find certain locations where I frequented when I was Katie, churches, parks, large public buildings, street scenes, mountains. But with all these discoveries, I still do not feel like I have the complete picture of whom I was as Katie. Was I not much different then as I am now? Sometimes I think that I was surely stronger when I was Katie, to have been able to endure all those hardships of WW II Germany, that fear must have been so overwhelming, to have to fight for survival. I do not face such dilemmas in my present life, war is not at my door and I do not run for fear of death. Was it because of that PL as Katie that I don't feel a sense of horror when there is some world calamity? I can't say that it does not bother me, yet somehow I am hardened to it, or like in the case of the Dutch airliner recently downed in Ukraine, I feel like I want to exact revenge on the rebels for what they did to those innocent people. Often I feel as though the bombs are still falling, and I am running from the destruction and inferno. I feel afraid and I feel like I have no control over what is happening. Is there still a war raging at my door step? So that question still rages on, which I and Katie have struggled with. What is my purpose here?

[Storm]

It is indeed a shame that our possible past life dreams and other significant ones come randomly. I enjoyed a lovely break recently, where everything in life was completely "normal", then all of a sudden I had a series of dreams where people were accusing me of having been that horrible man again!

I do think the spirit is fundamentally the same from lifetime to lifetime, except for any growth and evolution it has acquired from past events. I agree war toughens. It probably desensitises the spirit too, so modern tragedies are perhaps not such a shock to the psychological and nervous systems of those who maybe experienced past wars, as for those who have never experienced war, either in this present life or in possible past lives. In my case the jury is still completely out, because understanding so much about psychology now, I can really see how this theory of my possible connection to the SS could be a metaphor for the abuse I suffered in this life. It does make one feel guilty, like one must have done something terrible in a past life or other thoughts one gets to try and make sense of such feelings one gets having suffered abuse. I think in many cases there is a sensible psychological explanation, but I still believe in reincarnation, simply because of the body of circumstantial and cultural evidence supporting it. I do think quantum entanglement has something to do with some of these experiences we have too, but that's a different story.

The fears of bombs and so forth would have left a deep imprint on the psyches of those who experienced them, from all sides of the war, so it would make sense that this might be a factor in a subsequent lifetime, were that spirit to reincarnate. Your purpose, I think like many people's, is to heal from wounds, to grow stronger as a being and to try and make sense of your experiences, past and present, in whichever way works for you, so you can find that peace within yourself and that sense of fulfillment and bliss that I personally believe is obtainable by all conscious beings, and which I wonder might even unlock the next evolutionary stage for humanity. All of these processes we go through, dreams and other experiences, are probably steps along the way. I don't often feel like wanting to exact revenge on anyone, except maybe child abusers. Justice is really what I believe in. But feelings of wanting to exact revenge can be a reflection of past suffering, on a psychological level and possibly a spiritual one too, and they are part of normal processes.

I am very concerned about the increase in anti-Semitism that is developing in Europe again. That really bothers me. It all reeks of the bad old days. I can hazard a few guesses as to what energetic and underground agendas are behind all this stuff, but I am impatient with it, because it is all so yesterday, and even if it is part of some obscure ongoing running programme in an alleged reality grid, I still want to shout at whatever is driving it, "Time to move on people! Prejudice does not work". All that will happen is that human agencies that seek to lock down the populace with military and legal control measures will find it far easier to do so. Whilst it doesn't particularly worry me personally to live in a big brother state, I know others are bothered by it and I do not particularly like it on principle. But I will make the best of whatever deal I find myself in, adapt and survive has always been my moto, and the dreams I have had have mainly been preparing me for a future time when there will be a full on Nazi state style new world order. I'm not keen on the concept of it, but there's not very much I can do to change it so, like you, I am now really focusing on trying to piece together what the heck is going on in my life. After all, I am not much use to God, myself and family, society, man or beast if I am not together and functioning at an optimum level .

My advice is celebrate that you are in a relatively secure position that enables you to focus on your healing journey, without having to experience the terror that poor folk experienced back then and are experiencing in the modern age. As Demi said in an earlier post, happiness is what counts, so try to capture as many snatches of happiness as you can. If these experiences serve any useful purpose at all, it must be to make us stronger overall. Somehow one has to turn negatives into positives, even though that can often seem a very hard thing to do. But you have the life you are in now for a reason. You have been afforded the luxury of relative peace to spend time on your healing, and that is really positive. Healing new year blessings to you.

[agentur]

Gumby I found your thread because I was specifically looking for threads discussing Joseph Goebbels. He is someone I feel very close to and empathy with. I was horrified to read about your terrible dreams. it doesn't match what I know about his character and personality at all. So I'm having a tough time reconciling this. Bearing in mind that, if I read your posts right, these encounters you had were in a dream; the weren't confirmed as an actual memory.

they way you describe him does however match the description of demonic entities or the reptilian shape-shifters that david Icke talks about.

which may shed some light on some questions that have bothered me about what went on in high command, as well as some anomalies in my own life.

...and you mentioned something about this cosmic battle that is still going on today, well, yes I completely agree. yes these battles do carry over into subsequent lifetimes. and these demonic entities WILL follow a person and can do so indefinitely until they are dealt with. I am 100% certain that this is the case with me.

I am also absolutely certain that all kinds of negative entities and demons were 'tampering' with the high command, for the expressed purpose of causing the Reich to not only lose the war but in the most horrific ways possible with them maximum death and suffering on both sides.

That being said, it is entirely possible that Goebbels has demonic entities attached to him. So even though Goebbels himself may not have done anything wrong to Katie per se, his attached demon(s) interacted with katie (and are still interacting with you today) and this would explain why you might feel such animosity associated with him.

something to look into....

[gumby]

Yes perhaps it is demonic in retrospect, I think that I could see right through him and felt at the time that his words were all deception. It was only a matter of time when the majority did question this leadership and where it was going. My memories of Goebbels is from my past life, and is from sudden flashback and sometimes visions. But the clearest was a dream where I was in a large hall, perhaps in Frankfurt, and he was speaking, in his calm almost monotonous voice, so opposite of the ferocious style of Hitler, yet both these men did fill me with a fear, perhaps I wanted to believe them in the propagation of the Nazi cause, but I felt conflict with many of my own personal beliefs founded in church and God. The conflict between Nazi ideals and the church were a great divisive factor in that time.