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Post by Miss Bothmann on Sept 9, 2010 11:03:33 GMT -5
andi, I sent you a pm hon. mir, I am glad that this mercury phase is almost over. Luckily, just in time for my vacation.
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Post by euskanoravian on Sept 9, 2010 13:09:08 GMT -5
Miss Bothmann, thank you so much. I received it. It is about time Mercury is going direct.
Blessed Be, Andi
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Post by Laurasia on Sept 9, 2010 14:08:11 GMT -5
Hi Miriam.
Yes, apparently my mother in this lifetime was my son in one of my ancient Greek lifetimes. In that lifetime I was actually a homosexual, but due to my station in life I had to marry & have children (which I did on more than one occasion). I believe that this particular son was probably from my first marriage as the picture that I was shown appeared to be either a pre-teen or an adolescent. Anyway, looking back now I was very neglectful of my families due to the fact that I really had no interest in having one to begin with. I did not keep them with me as I moved around, but rather left them where I met & married my wives. I did provide for them handsomely & made sure that their needs were met, but I was not there physically as I personally never had any interest in having a "proper family".
So perhaps this is where her current need for attention stems from? (She has Munchausen by Proxy, along with a severe case of "victim/martyrdom" personality traits.) I suffered greatly while being raised by her due to those things, so perhaps that was karma at work? Though I must admit that trying to accept blame for her neediness leaves a very bad taste in my mouth after everything that I have gone through with her. In fact, I can quite honestly say that I resent the thought. The terrible abuse that I suffered while living in her household is something that I refuse to accept any blame for.
Now the much more pleasant topic...my Viking home. I'm not exactly sure of the place, but I have been able to narrow it down to either Norway or Sweden (most likely Norway though). It was in the middle of an absolutely gorgeous mountanous forest & next to an inland lake. My guide also took me to what had been one of my favorite spots in that lifetime. We went through the west through the woods until we came to a very high, rocky peninsula-like cliff (part of a fjord perhaps). The cliff went straight down to the sea, which was slapping against the base of the cliff.
And I am very glad to here that Mercury will straighten back up when we leave for vacation on Sunday. LOL!
Sincerely, Laurasia
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Post by msmir on Sept 10, 2010 0:35:29 GMT -5
Laurasia, that just sucks about your recollection of your mother.. I mean it's great you found out since I know you needed to know who she was...but it sucks about the bad feelings you have about it.. no you can't blame yourself for anything, and again as I had written in the other email you can't blame it on karma, and yeah its strange but life is planned in such funny ways and the way the soul needs to experience things just happens in ways that is sickening and even traumatic to you on an ego level...I think honestly, you are still at a stage after just discovering this where you need to give it time to digest and you may be able to make more sense of it at that point but maybe the abuse had nothing to do with that, it's so hard to say I wish I could give you better advice.. you need to let the initial emotions pass before attempting to make sense of it..well after Mercury is direct you will begin to make sense of that recollection and be able to be more objective after the initial shock has worn off. But hey finding out more about the life in Norway sounded nice and the areas where you hung out sounded beautiful. However what was the significance of the cliff, is that where it ended?
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Post by Laurasia on Sept 17, 2010 20:50:06 GMT -5
Thank you Mir.
I know that I need to let the initial reaction to that realization calm down before I explore it more. So I've been avoiding it for the time being.
The cliff was apparently one of my favorite places to go to be alone in that life. I believe that it was the edge of a fjord that I lived near. It was beautiful. ;D
Sincerely, Laurasia
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Post by msmir on Sept 18, 2010 0:58:20 GMT -5
Laurasia I have to apologize about the message I had sent you tonight, I hope I did not overstep my boundaries by looking into that issue with that memory you have been wanting to avoid for the time being.. if so I am so sorry. On a better note, I bet the area around the cliff must have been soo nice!
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Post by Laurasia on Sept 23, 2010 14:42:33 GMT -5
No worries, hon. In fact your last email has given me quite a bit to think about & has opened my eyes to a recurring pattern that I need to look at more closely. Your outside perspective has always been quite a gift for me. ~hugs~
And yes the fjord was breath-taking.
Sincerely, Laurasia
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Post by msmir on Sept 23, 2010 14:49:51 GMT -5
Aww so glad to hear that!! Yes this is a lesson in itself, it seems to me anyway!
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Post by msmir on Dec 9, 2010 16:41:56 GMT -5
So ready for the fun to begin again? Mercury goes back into retrograde tomorrow and ends around New Years Eve. Sigh... lol
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Post by mccoyxyz on Dec 10, 2010 9:28:00 GMT -5
reply to Laurasia, I never noticed your comment on this thread before, so please excuse the late reply. You refer to having been a homosexual in ancient Greece, but having to get married. From what I've heard of it, gaydom in those days implied simply a period of your life, not your entire life. That is, it was accepted up until about age 30, afterwards you had to be "a responsible citizen", married and all that. So, working around to my question, would a gay person over 30 experience an excessive amount of discrimination in those days? Or would it just sort of be quietly ignored, like extramarital affairs? (I'm somewhat read up on the whole GL scene, as I had to do the background reading for my former wife on it, as her reading skills were somewhat lacking.)
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Post by kapitanprien on Dec 10, 2010 10:35:25 GMT -5
I'm not really bothered by this stuff...I don't know if it is because I don't believe in it, or don't follow it, or just go with the flow...or what.
If anything things have been working out in my better interest lately. As an example: I had gone to order three different homeopathic remedies. There was one, the Byonia alb, that I wasn't sure if I really needed or not...but I ordered it anyway. Today, I got in my email that the company was out of stock of that, and so I figured, "Well...and that's that." Kind of confirming that I didn't really need that remedy to begin with.
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Post by Laurasia on Dec 11, 2010 10:25:12 GMT -5
Hi McCoy, I didn't want to hijack Miriam's thread, so I answered your questions in a new thread..... My Experiences With Ancient Greek Homosexuality. Hi Miriam, Well the retrograde seems to have greeted us with a healthy dose of snow....9-15 inches worth. LOL! At least it didn't happen on vacation (which starts tomorrow). Sincerely, Laurasia
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