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Post by kapitanprien on Mar 11, 2011 15:52:37 GMT -5
(I thought I'd post this here just to let everyone know how it is with me - after having another 'aftershock' this morning from clearing out some really 'heavy' stuff from my body and nearly vomiting from it...I figured that it is best to post this...even though folks here understand.) In light of the most recent attacks that have been made against me on other spiritual boards, I felt the need to explain some things so that people understand my situation better. I realized that, after these most recent attacks, the connections between the healing I must do for my body and peoples' jealousy. What many don't realize, or forget long after I've told them half a dozen times, is that - in order for me to live 'my' life, I have to clear out 'residual trauma' (residual energies, emotional blocks, whatever you want to call it) from the body. I have to do this in order to then 'bring in' my energy and integrate it with the body. Because each soul exchange is unique - the person who has had it is pretty much left figuring everything out for themselves (in other words - 'blazing their own trail'). I have noticed the connections between this 'having to make one's way' and peoples' attacks out of jealousy. This has happened all throughout the years of my time on spiritual boards sadly. Why people think it is some sort of 'race' of some sort, I will never know. It never was for me - as I am doing things at the pace I am comfortable with and doing what I MUST do in order to help the body heal and then integrate my own energy. Why people interpret that as some sort of 'spiritual one-upmanship' is beyond me...but they do, and they attack me because of their jealousy due to their misunderstanding of my situation and of me. Rather than asking me more about it - they react with jealousy and attack me. They mistake my 'intense passion' and 'independent outlook' for what I do as 'arrogance' and 'attention seeking' when it is not. All I want to do is do the job and get it done with so that I can live my mundane life without the complications arising from 'residual trauma' interfering. Simply put, my very life depends upon this. To illustrate one example would be the healing of the Fibromyalgia and Sciatica that I had. I could have either cleared out the 'etheric crud' that was causing it and live my life more fully or...not have done that and continue to suffer from the residual energy. I am sure that if anyone else was in my position - they'd feel the same way too about 'taking out the etheric garbage' so they could live their life better. Thanks for understanding.
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Post by kapitanprien on Mar 13, 2011 11:19:36 GMT -5
That's why this is my home now Iseke Yeah you bring up a good point - I don't know why others are threatened by it either! Ever since having that 'clearing' - the day after that happened I didn't feel too well so mostly rested. I'm feeling a bit better now and have been having 'ah ha' moments left and right. My Shadow Defense essence blend ( www.healingorchids.com/livingtreeorchids-products/combination.html ) should becoming very soon too - I think Wed. at the latest, and am interested in seeing how that will help me out. I'm also going to buy some Black Tourmaline to see if that will help as right now I am carrying: Amethyst, Jet, Black Spinel, Phenakite/Phenacite, and Kunzite and it seems to help with what I'm going through at the moment. Mostly just trying to take it easy right now... Edit to add: There is another essence I will be buying next month - the Reed Triggerbush from Living Essences of Australia: The essence to recharge after a long struggle. To bring back the feeling of wholeness of being where one’s integral self is restored. To heal and then integrate and revitalize the parts of the mind and body that feel worn down. To restore inner strength, unify the mind and regain the ability to withstand the rigours of one’s life. For the person who has never recovered their strength after an accumulation of hardships. For feelings of anxiety, losing one’s memory, feelings of instability. Being unable to cope with life in general. For situations when a person, with the accumulation of all the experiences of life which were bruising, hurtful or traumatic, feels unstable and unable to cope. They become more and more fragile and anxious about their life situation. A person who has lost connection to many parts of their being due to hurt or trauma will find it more and more difficult to function as time goes on. Even after an immediate trauma they can feel disjointed and almost out of touch with reality. They may not realize that it is the build-up effect that is really devastating them now.I will be using it with the FES Rosemary (I have to buy more as I used up my current stock bottle) and the FES-Healing Herbs Crab Apple. 2nd Edit: I have purchased Black Tourmaline and also Charoite to help me: Black Tourmaline: heavenandearthjewelry.com/ecommerce/control/product/~category_id=metaproperties/~product_id=blackTourmalineArCharoite: heavenandearthjewelry.com/ecommerce/control/product/~category_id=metaproperties/~product_id=charoiteAr
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Post by Laurasia on Mar 13, 2011 14:48:25 GMT -5
Hi Prien.
You're self-improving, & you would be surprised how often people are threatened by that very thing. It doesn't really make sense, but it happens nonetheless. Just like when someone starts a diet or new exercise regiment....often their loved ones will automatically start trying to sabotage their efforts for some reason. I have experienced this personally. It doesn't make much sense, but it does happen.
I think a lot of it is that when they see/hear about someone improving themselves it makes them think about how much they need to/should improve themselves. Basically put, it points out flaws within themselves & they don't like that. It may not have anything to do with them or even affect them directly, but it still makes them think of those things & so they react accordingly.
I certainly hope that you have never experienced that type of a reaction from a member of this forum, as that would make me very unhappy indeed. We are all here to heal at our own paces & in our own ways. Members attacking one another for bettering themselves (or any other reason for that matter) is not something that will be tolerated here.
Sincerely, Laurasia
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Post by kapitanprien on Mar 13, 2011 15:22:56 GMT -5
Hi Prien.
You're self-improving, & you would be surprised how often people are threatened by that very thing. It doesn't really make sense, but it happens nonetheless. Just like when someone starts a diet or new exercise regiment....often their loved ones will automatically start trying to sabotage their efforts for some reason. I have experienced this personally. It doesn't make much sense, but it does happen.Hey Hmm... I never stopped to think about that, but yeah I guess you're right. Except this time it's about a form of healing that I must do. Me...I'm always happy to hear when someone makes a 'breakthrough' and has healed themselves to feel better. That's just the type of guy that I am...I guess I don't like to see people suffering from spiritual pain (although I have been perceived as being not very compassionate by militant vegetarians and 'love and lighters')...and I like to share what I come across as it may (and has) helped others to heal too. (sarcasm)...but oh, I'm not compassionate. (end sarcasm) I think a lot of it is that when they see/hear about someone improving themselves it makes them think about how much they need to/should improve themselves. Basically put, it points out flaws within themselves & they don't like that. It may not have anything to do with them or even affect them directly, but it still makes them think of those things & so they react accordingly.
I think that's a valid point. I guess in my case, I'd be happy to see what I need to work on when it is suddenly pointed out to me because....(drum roll please) it saves me tons of extra work in trying to spot the issue in the first place! ;D I'm the lazy workaholic. So I guess rather than being the way they are - I like to stop a moment and do some 'self-checks'. I certainly hope that you have never experienced that type of a reaction from a member of this forum, as that would make me very unhappy indeed. We are all here to heal at our own paces & in our own ways. Members attacking one another for bettering themselves (or any other reason for that matter) is not something that will be tolerated here.
Sincerely, Laurasia Nope. I tend to experience it from the types that are the uber-intellectuals of the spiritual community whose 'discourses' are so abstract they make a Pollack painting look organized. I've also been told by someone I've been emailing with that those types that do this are also use their intellect and words, so to speak, to dominate people. I would even go so far as to twist situations around to 'blame the victim'. For example: if someone is in an abusive relationship, and they decide to put their foot down and say No More!, then this person is viewed as 'egotistical' and 'judgemental' against the person who is doing the abusing. They completely 'spin truth around and put it on its head' so to speak. (Related articles on this sort of thing: beyond-within.com/blog/consciousness/the-danger-of-pop-new-age-doormat-syndrome/and from: in2worlds.net/new-age-love-and-light-fallacies1. Be passive
After compiling this entire write up, I began to realize there was a common thread amongst many New Age love and light belief systems – the idea of extreme passivity. From the unbalanced leaning towards passive feminine/Goddess energy, to the idea that everything is supposedly perfect as is and nothing needs to be changed, to sitting around apathetically waiting for the Big Ascension Shift and external rescue, suppressing the intellect while awake and the mind during meditation…..all of it has the common thread of getting the practitioner to become a passive doormat. My boyfriend even relayed one particular love and light belief he came across which said that when it comes to predators, abusers, sociopaths, etc. we need to respect who they are, and that “we shouldn’t interfere because that’s just them expressing their free will.” !!! Translation – let them abuse you and prey on you, because to do otherwise is to be violating their freewill. Never mind about your freewill! Talk about distortion of concepts, and things becoming inverted.
Something that’s going to pop up throughout this write up is the idea of balance. The middle ground, the third choice, and avoiding false two choice dichotomies. Our society is quite fond of polarizing binary choices, and New Age belief structures are no exception. Being the prey is just as bad as being the predator. We should be aiming for balance. Where you know your own worth and stand up for yourself, not allowing yourself to be a passive doormat who gets preyed upon and taken advantage of. But who also doesn’t prey upon or take advantage of others. It’s very simple. And when you encounter somebody who is trying to prey upon you, you either put your foot down, or remove them from your life. To do so isn’t mean or judgmental. It’s removing yourself from the predator-prey circle. There’s nothing wrong with that…..and we should be questioning any belief structure that seems to be designed to serve the abusers, predators and sociopaths.
Be mindful of the direction any New Age belief system or practice is trying to steer people. So often passivity is the big inversion or twist, when things take that turn out into left field but they hope you don’t question things and just go with it. Passivity means the negs have free reign, because the people most likely to be able to empower themselves as well as making a positive difference in the world have been taken out of the picture, convinced of their need to be nothing, do nothing, turn off the mind, stop thinking, and just let the predators roam wild taking advantage of everything and everybody. Now, speaking of passive victims that leads to….) I liked what she told me about someone she spoke with who made the statement: "Scratch a Hippy to reveal the Fascist". As harsh as those words may well be - as one who was on the receiving end of such nonsense - there is much truth in them as far as I'm concerned.
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Post by Storm on Mar 13, 2011 15:52:50 GMT -5
I don't believe anyone has the right to judge anyone else. We all have our own s**t to deal with and no one can ever really know how it is for another person. I have never been on any spiritual boards, other than this one, or any other forum for that matter. It's just not something I ever felt like doing. I am lucky in that I have friends, in particular one friend, who lives nearby and who I can be totally frank with. She is a true gift. And you guys on this board are too. Something about this forum jumped out at me. I feel so close to you people. There is definitley something about the Holocaust/WWII that binds people together. Kapitan, I cannot beign to imagine how hard this stuff you are going through is. But I'll tell you something I am fascinated in, can someone who is a born reincarnation 'clear out' the body's c**p in the same way do you think? I have actually got a few of your recommended essences and will try them out. I have accumulated a lot of baggage from my present incarnation and through obvioulsy not having conscious recall of my former lives, in particular RH. Of course that can really impact on health and wellbeing and whilst I am not unfit I am not at my optimum level, and I want to be. I guess that goes for all of us in some ways, that our pasts are affecting our present in physical as well as spiritual/psychological terms. So really I think your story is actually more relevent to us who were probably reincarnated souls than first might be apparant. Maybe that is why you have had people attack you in other forums? Maybe something inside them was moved by your story and it got them out of their comfort zones and pre-conceived ideas about their own stories? I dont know, it's just a hunch. Personally, if I feel threatened by something, whether it be something someone says or whatever, then I rather feel it has hit a nerve for a reason. I try to find out what I can learn from that reaction. Anyway, you are in the right company here and your story is very interesting! I am so grateful to Laurasia for this forum. It is a God send! Blessings xx
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Post by kapitanprien on Mar 13, 2011 16:27:31 GMT -5
SSKarma: I don't believe anyone has the right to judge anyone else. We all have our own s**t to deal with and no one can ever really know how it is for another person. I have never been on any spiritual boards, other than this one, or any other forum for that matter. It's just not something I ever felt like doing. I am lucky in that I have friends, in particular one friend, who lives nearby and who I can be totally frank with. She is a true gift. And you guys on this board are too. Something about this forum jumped out at me. I feel so close to you people. There is definitley something about the Holocaust/WWII that binds people together.Hey Well after my 'visits' to a few, and having been a moderator at one of them (the largest out of them all that I was too) - in my view, you're not really missing anything as to me, it seems like those places, are 'all fluff and no substance'. The one I was a moderator at WAS nice when I had joined, but experienced 2 or 3 crashes which killed off much of the good material and the forum suffered due to this loss of a part of its 'essence'. I have stopped visiting there since a few days after I asked my account to be deactivated. I just don't care to open up to people and find myself being 'abused' in a sense. (*thinks to himself...'Yeah...that Snakevine essence will be worth the while after all.'*) As for WWII - I think it's just the scale of the events. Even at WWII events I was to (reenacting/living history) people are drawn together - the veterans, no matter what side are, the reenactors are, etc. In fact I had a very unique experience at new event back in '07. Since it is relevant, I will share it: There was a Canadian pilot - served in the RCAF flying Spitfires - there. I was immediately intrigued by this visitor because I had the 'funny feeling' he fought when I did (the year I had in mind was '40). I went over to him and asked when he fought and my 'funny feeling' was correct. He the looked at my uniform and asked, 'Submarines?' because I had my U-Boat badge on with my other medals. I said, 'Yes, U-Boats.' He then looked me straight in the eye and he reached out his hand and I reached out mine and we shook hands. It was the most 'other worldly' experience I've ever had at an event. It 'felt' like time ceased to exist - like he was no longer old and I wasn't in a new body...but like we were just 'back there' and no animosity or anything. If I remember right, I think I cried after that happened...privately of course. Kapitan, I cannot beign to imagine how hard this stuff you are going through is. But I'll tell you something I am fascinated in, can someone who is a born reincarnation 'clear out' the body's c**p in the same way do you think?I believe it to be so. There would be some differences of course, but the one lady whom I've attended WWII events with is a reincarnated DRK nurse and I've helped her the best I knew how with the use of the essences. I have actually got a few of your recommended essences and will try them out. I have accumulated a lot of baggage from my present incarnation and through obvioulsy not having conscious recall of my former lives, in particular RH. Ok - cool, I hope they help you out! Which ones did you get? I know what you are saying by 'your current incarnation' as I am going to try to use my experience with the lady I mention above with 'dealing' with your situation. She too had much trauma from abuse, strict religious upbrining, etc. to deal with...but she also had the PL stuff too causing problems. Of course that can really impact on health and wellbeing and whilst I am not unfit I am not at my optimum level, and I want to be. I guess that goes for all of us in some ways, that our pasts are affecting our present in physical as well as spiritual/psychological terms.Yes, I agree and I understand what you mean. Even though the lady I mention might not realize it - I feel that she has been able to handle difficult situations better than she used to. So really I think your story is actually more relevent to us who were probably reincarnated souls than first might be apparant. Maybe that is why you have had people attack you in other forums? Maybe something inside them was moved by your story and it got them out of their comfort zones and pre-conceived ideas about their own stories? I dont know, it's just a hunch.I think that's the connection I've been trying to draw but could never 'verbalize' it and perhaps made even more obvious with the help I did with the lady I mentioned. As a side note: I had an allied reenactor talk with me and he opened up and said that he feels that he is a reincarnated RAF pilot. He gave me some information and names and I replied to which ones 'struck' me the most and he said that my reply actually 'coincided' with his other interests and information (this was back in '07 I think). I've been inclined to view myself as a sort of 'bridge' to help those who were involved with WWII because my 'connection' to that time is stronger since I'm not reincarnated by birth. What I mean by this is that, I tend to feel that I'm able to 'hone in' on some things, in a sense, and help those who are reincarnated by birth out more (if that makes any sense). I never wanted to verbalize this for fear of being attacked (hence my thread here ) but I think I have brought this up with the lady several times in passing. Your hunch is logical...and I'm sure there's truth in it. Personally, if I feel threatened by something, whether it be something someone says or whatever, then I rather feel it has hit a nerve for a reason. I try to find out what I can learn from that reaction.Exactly. In my situation, people mistake my 'rawness' for that of being 'me' when it actually isn't 'me' because I wasn't born in the body - it is the 'body's' rawness so to speak. There was a member on another forum that knew exactly what was going on with me and she said something like my body is going through some intense inner healing and I have to protect it like a Lion - which is true, that's what's happening. So when people see me defending against others - it is because I must protect the body as it heals. Anyway, you are in the right company here and your story is very interesting!
I am so grateful to Laurasia for this forum. It is a God send!
Blessings xxI feel this is the 'right' place for me. It is the era from which I come and this is the foremost subject and then all the other things are minor subjects which is how I needed it. The other forums I was on - it was all 'present day' stuff and historical stuff was back seat...and that was not how I could exist there. It is opposite to how I need it to 'converse' with people. I agree re/ Laurasia and her forum!
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Post by Storm on Mar 14, 2011 6:07:43 GMT -5
Oh, and I bought the Pine essence and something called Australian Bush Flower. Did you recommend that one? Only I thought I orderd that monkey one, (what's it called)? Unless it is the same thing? Or maybe they sent the wrong one.... :S
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Post by Storm on Mar 14, 2011 6:16:03 GMT -5
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Post by kapitanprien on Mar 14, 2011 8:34:48 GMT -5
Quote Kapitan, "He then looked me straight in the eye and he reached out his hand and I reached out mine and we shook hands. It was the most 'other worldly' experience I've ever had at an event. It 'felt' like time ceased to exist - like he was no longer old and I wasn't in a new body...but like we were just 'back there' and no animosity or anything. If I remember right, I think I cried after that happened...privately of course." That is so beautiful! I have had such moments where time ceases to be and it's like we are existing within one moment of eternity, there is truly no such thing as death.Thanks. I thought it interesting after the fact, that while most reenactors/living historians reach out to the veterans...this guy reached out to me. It's strange because I never had anything other than contempt for the WWII era. I certainly never wanted to have lived back then, although looking back I did have recall of aspects of RH's life.I wonder if that is because of all the post-war feelings about it - although things are now slowly becoming more objective. In fact I despised anything to do with the war with a huge passion as it was all such a waste of life. I felt drawn to the beginning of our species, the Anunnaki and Atlantis and the founding root races very strongly. Then I felt drawn to the Sumerians, Egyptians, Romans, time of Christ and the beginning of Islam/Crusades. I know I was a Templar Knight and also an Islamic person, so as to see both sides of that. I felt I had lived in pretty much every era to be honest as I recall stuff from way back and can see, feel and taste history as it were.
My strongest recall in this life were for the Anunnaki and also the Crusades, in particular the whole esoteric stuff about the Templar grid and the sacred geometry, which I have 'known' since about age 4. I think this is why I bought into the Nazi stuff so utterly as RH, because it was a sort of twisted version of the Templar stuff. There would have been stuff that was familiar and I obviously got swept away by that. My other strong recall was from the 18th Century 'Enlightenment' and the foundation of the Illuminati and Freemasonic movements, which I was heavily involved in during my most researched past life as a member of the British aristocracy. I even have a common ancestor with that past life.That's interesting. I can understand the connections regarding the occult and the SS as they were involved in that. I still struggle with RH. How could I have been so dumb? When I had regression recently and recalled my in between life, (between dying as RH and being born as me), I went off on one totally about how furious I was that I had been a part of this alleged 'pain to learn' stuff. Well see - now you're bringing up something that not only I, but a number of others have been voicing against in the 'New Age Community' - this of having to suffer to learn. I don't believe in that one bit. I believe that one's own authority resides within themselves - not with some sort of 'guide' or 'guru' or 'master'. To me that is the 'giving away of power' sort of thing. And I know that my view is strongly against the grain of the 'Establishment' but that is the way I see it. I want to share an excerpt of one of my favorite articles: Rethinking Karma: beyond-within.com/blog/energy-work/rethinking-karma/Beliefs and Subconscious Structures
The Buddhists may be onto something with this “seeds planted in the mind” idea, though I highly doubt that every single act creates a new one. What I can verify is that habitual thoughts, beliefs and actions create structures in the mind and energy bodies, which then exert a tremendous influence over what we experience. Our beliefs play a large role in creating our experience, as do the energetic structures created over time by habitual thought and courses of action. It may well be that holding a strong belief in a “law of karma” creates that structure within yourself, which you’ll then start manifesting in your circumstances. It’s worth mentioning that these structures can be nearly instantaneously changed or even destroyed, resulting in a corresponding change in the influences and experiences one attracts. Suffice to say that if there ever was a karmic mechanism at work in my life, I think I broke it. Oops.
Belief in Karma Creates Suffering
At its worst, a strong belief in a law of karma can actually generate negative experiences in one’s life. There are many factors that could create a single negative experience – but combined with that belief in karma, one might begin wondering “what I must’ve done to deserve this,” which attaches guilt to the event. This guilt will attract more unpleasantness – and now we’re back to the vicious cycle created by the misguided idea of “deserved suffering.” Someone with a habitual victim mentality may well attract a person with sadistic tendencies who will abuse them – because they deserve it? No, because they can. If the targeted person feels guilt on top of their suffering (which is a tactic many abusers use to project the blame away from themselves!) they have only compounded their problem. As we have seen, suffering balances nothing and benefits nobody, because it tends to radiate outward and produce more suffering. Does this sound like an ordeal worth putting yourself through, over a supposed offense you don’t remember committing, that you can’t even verify? Hopefully not!
Another important factor to consider are the true psychopaths – people and entities who most would think have accumulated some heavy karma if anyone has, by deliberately causing others to suffer. However, the existence of this condition throws another monkey wrench into the wheel of karma itself. If someone literally has no conscience, then no amount of karmic backlash is going to give them one, or turn them into anything other than a psychopath. If that person were to hypothetically incarnate again without the psychopathy, their problem is already solved, and the backlash would fall on someone whose fundamental nature is not capable of committing the original offenses, and who has no awareness of having done so in the past. Once again: no balance or divine justice to be found here.I was told very clearly that because I was one of the Anunnaki it had to be us who did the whole Holocaust stuff in WWII, as we were the ones who genetically engineered the early humans and interbred with them so therefore we were 'allowed' to take life as well as to bestow it. I am absolutely livid about that! I do not believe in 'the Lord giveth and Lord taketh away'. Especially as the Lord in the Old Testament Bible is not always God! It often refers to Anunnaki in my opinion.Well whoever told you this could well be BS-ing you into thinking that you deserve to suffer (see what I posted above). It's just more soppy 'guilt tripping' nonsense. You need to stand in your own truth - I told this very same thing to someone else who was essentially telling me the same sort of 'issue' they were dealing with - that of 'suffering to learn' (they had been abused). They too were told that they were suffering to learn, etc. much like you had been told. Rubbish. I told them about this essence: Cerato:
Positive qualities: Trusting one's inner knowing, intuition; self-confidence, certainty.
Patterns of imbalance: Uncertainty or doubt of oneself; invalidating what one knows, over-dependent on advice from others.
There are times when the soul feels cut off from its own inner truth and therefore does not develop enough self-reliance. Cerato flower essence helps such persons to translate their already considerable spiritual abilities into active decision-making. This process requires that other spiritual beings have less influence, prompting the soul to develop independent judgment.
At first, this comes as a shock and such persons do not feel confident enough to make their own decisions, turning instead to others for advice and counsel. While seeking advice can be beneficial in many instances, it is regressive for those who need to develop a stronger sense of their own spirituality and wisdom. Cerato flower essence develops the ability to trust one's inner knowing, facilitating innate spiritual wisdom and strength. In this way, the soul becomes more confident and certain of its true Self. I have very clear 'memories' of labs on Mars and at the original Eden complex here and of being fixated on mixing races in order to bring some kind of peace to a situation whereby two rival groups, (Elohim and Nephilim), were at war. Of course it did not work and made stuff worse and the whole Holocaust seems to have been connected to what took place way back in our history between two rival groups of beings who sometimes masqueraded as gods and angelics.
I have had contact with these beings all my life. From being followed by UFOS, (in front of numerous witnesses), to having massive downloads of their plans for us and what is going to happen on Earth. It really peed me off and I told them in no uncertain terms to go take a hike back in the 90s. I think being left here to reincarnate at specific times and be an agent for their agendas has left a bitter taste in my mouth, lol! I know we are allegedly Matrix builders but what has gone on in two great wars is beyond the pale! We/reincarnated Anunnaki are apparantly settling all their Karma because they interferred with our species in the first place.
I feel strongly that WWII was a turning point for my soul. No more orders from above! after all none of us know where the stuff that pops into our minds comes from. It could be our 'higher self' or 'spirit guide' or it could be disincarnate or offworld/other dimensional beings who are intent on interferring for their own agendas!I like rebelliousness ;D This all reminds me of a movie preview I saw at the theater when I went to watch The King's Speech. The movie was The Adjustment Bureau: www.theadjustmentbureau.com/Out of all this WWII stuff I am going to have to confront other demons from my deep dark past. In particular my relationship with the alleged Pleiadians. I have always had issues with them. I ran foul of people in the UFO world who think they are so wonderfully spiritual and that they are ascended masters who will help us, but I just could not accept that. They are people, just like us, so they are just as liable to screw stuff up as we are! But now I realise that my issues with them are probably resulting from having bought in too much to certain agendas the Nazis had which could unconsciously or even consciously have been born out of one of their ancient blood feuds. So this whole Nazi past life stuff has demanded that I go back and examine these alleged beings, something I did not want to do, lol!
The crazy thing is I bought a book years ago called Pleiadian Keys. I knew that a lot of the info, once you get past the sickly sweet spiritual stuff, is relevent to the planetary grid and the work I am doing on that. But I just could not bring myself to read this darn book. Because it all reminded me of the facade that the Nazis hid behind. Purporting to be honourable and a superior race when in fact they were doing loads of really dodgy stuff! Anyway, I decided I had better read this darn book and went to look for it, and it has disappeared! I thought, 'very funny guys, now I actually want to start looking at your stuff and you play games'! So I have ordered it again, ha ha! I really think I have to find out what is going on with me and these alleged beings. When I was a baby my Mum had a weird dream where these Nordic type people told her in no uncertain terms that she must let me do what I had to do. They are so connected to this Third Reich stuff. I really need to find out more about that.I don't follow any of this stuff - but good luck on your research. Oh, and I bought the Pine essence and something called Australian Bush Flower. Did you recommend that one? Only I thought I orderd that monkey one, (what's it called)? Unless it is the same thing? Or maybe they sent the wrong one.... :SOh ok - yes the Pine one for the guilt and the Australian Bush Flower one was the Red Suva Frangipani for the intense grief and the shock/trauma that comes from it. The Purple Monkeyflower one is by the FES company.
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Post by kapitanprien on Mar 14, 2011 10:58:15 GMT -5
I am reassured that others go for the idea that 'suffer to grow' may not be all it is cracked up to be.Yes you are. Like who died and made them God anyway to decide such a thing over another? 'One has to suffer to grow'...says who? - you can see how 'anti-authority' I can quickly become. ;D Stand in your own truth and in your own power. I am going to be honest here. I think something is feeding off this pain, so it serves that agenda to keep it coming. I believe that this planetary shift we are going to go through is our chance to maybe ditch the vampires and parasites which have been lurking in our history.I'm going to try to understand what you're saying here - you mean feeding off the 'suffer to grow' belief/thought pattern in order to continue that on the 'collective level'? I actually think I may have been on their side but that the Holocaust was, for me, the straw that broke the camel's back. There is no way on earth any number of past life misdeeds could/should warrant such agony as those people suffered! I will never accept that it is fine on some level for kids to die in terror in gas chambers, (or in any other way)! OMG!Iseke mentioned something worth thinking about with regards to this - it is from the 'How do you view Karma?' thread: Iseke: Think about it: if I had just been receiving cosmic justice by dying in the Holocaust, that would make the Nazis the karma police, right? So what would they have done wrong then, if they were simply enforcing the karmic justice system?My response to this statement was: Iseke brings up a very interesting point with this...and simply with that statement right there, as far as I'm concerned, it really blows the whole idea of 'Karmic Justice' right out of the water. I am fuming that I was an agent of devastation in that life! I am fuming with those forces who remain largely hidden but who interferre on planet with us. My Grandmother summed it up wonderfully once when we were watching a film about the Greek gods. She, (definitley another Rebel Anunnaki reincarnation), went purple in the face and banged her fist on the table saying, "And what use were the gods? All they did was flap around in the heavens interferring in the lives of men!" I laughed so hard! She was right. She taught me that God is within and you just have to trust your inner truth and the magic of creation to find illumination. She taught me way more than that.This is true - even with Christianity - there are quotes like 'The Kingdom of Heaven lies within you'. (or something to that extent). I also feel that when Jesus said 'I am the Way, the Truth, the Light' - he didn't mean 'he himself', but the 'Christ Consciousness' is the Way, the Truth and the Light. I have decided it is time for me to stop sulking with the Pleiadians though. I must forgive them and myself. I can only help realign the matrix/grid in my area if I have no anger within me. Boy that is hard! but I have to do it.Well I feel one has to take the 'energy of anger' and put it to good use. I see anger as a 'tool' that can be used either constructively or destructively like a hammer. A hammer can help build things or it can smash them. All depends upon how you want to wield this power. At least out of all these darned human lives I have finally worked out that I actually love this planet and her people more than I could ever have envisaged when I first landed on this rock milennia ago. I guess it took all the trauma of the Holocaust to make me see that. I would give up my life for this planet. I have strong recall of hovering above the floods of Noah, (Ziasudra as we called him), watching as people got washed away. Well this time I will be right here with the people. No one should act like they are a god and lord it over others, like the Anunnaki, like the Aristocracy, like the Nazis. We are all gods and we all have the inherent right and duty to now recognise that and to create heaven on earth.Well that's how I feel - that we have a right to create 'Heaven on Earth' and work in cooperation with nature. I spent most of my time away from the odd limitations of land with its peculiar ways and so have had a closer connection with Nature due to being out at sea. We are a part of Nature, not separate from it - just like we are part of this whatever Power there may be - we are not separate from it. Bless you for letting me waffle on, and for your wisdom, Kapitan! I would so love to get your old U Boat and try and find out what is hidden, flooded on the Celtic shelf. Did you ever see anything that resembeld flooded cities on your travels at all, out of interest? Knowing how interested some Germans were in Atlantis. I really feel that there are strong links between these alleged ancient civilisations and what we are about to go through on earth with the shifts.
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Oh no...at times I was too busy just living...immersing myself in other cultures/places -as an observer- and working. When I was in the Handelsmarine and on the Hamburg - we stopped in Pensacola, FL. I wrote to my mother about how wonderful the Bananas tasted! ;D (I found that letter on the Hermann Historica auction site.) My focus tends to be on my goal and doing what I need to do to get the job done...that's all.
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Post by Storm on Mar 14, 2011 11:47:31 GMT -5
I think what Iseke says is very interesting, but that sounds to me like the Anunnaki again with their, "we were the creators of your species so we have the right to take as well as give life." Maybe that is true? But does that then mean that if I hurt my kid it is Ok because I gave them life? I do not think so. I do believe that some Nazis may well have been reincarnated Anunnaki. So Iseke may well have touched on a universal truth there, but that does not mean the Nazis and/or Anunnaki were necessarily right to do it all. As for whatever is feeding off us? I have no idea. But some people do believe that there is a hostile presence involved in our planet that has, at times, demanded blood sacrifice. Whether it is Alien, or off world/inter dimensional or Demonic, I could not say. It's probably all of those things rolled into one. But something definitley harvests from us. Even Revelation speaks of the harvest of the earth at end time. I agree that the christ consciousness is within us all. I also believe that it is connected to the Templar Grid/matrix or whatever you want to call it. Maybe now we have to create a new reality with our collective consciousness? Maybe as we travel throug the less dense region of space known as the photon belt we will be able to manifest our thoughts, like in Event Horizon? Perhaps that is why there does seem to be an increase in abuse and brutal random seeming crimes? If people have dark thoughts they will manifest them in reality. Maybe while so many people are convinced that we will get an end time scenario we will see an increase in quakes/tsunamis etc? Perhaps we are collectively manifesting an end time of sorts? I know Gaia has her own stuff goimg on, but she does not want to kill her children. She just wants us to grow up and take responsibility. I think part of the problem with religious scripture is they often become self fulfilling prophecies. That's all well and good when it comes to feeling redeemed or forgiven or saved but not when it comes to the other side of the coin. So many people are almost willing there to be an end time and a damnation of perceived 'sinners', especially in the Bible belt areas. It's almost like it becomes a programme that runs its course in our 'reality'. I always did think 3rd density is almost a holographic dimension, lol! Today the woman who did my regression to explore my life as RH contacted me. she says I have really triggered her off and she has had loads of stuff revealed to her since my regression. We have plans for an meditation event at a strategic location on the planetary grid to try and clear the blockage of pain caused by the Holocaust. It might become quite widespread and may be televised so others can join in elsewhere as she has many contacts in media and the spiritual world. It's exciting! Maybe we really can heal the Holocaust pain, just as Tarra Light and MsMir and Iseke and Sweetlunapie have all said before me. Wow, that would be awesome! It may even help our spiritual evolution. Much more than all this suffering does in any case! x
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Post by kapitanprien on Mar 14, 2011 12:03:38 GMT -5
I think what Iseke says is very interesting, but that sounds to me like the Anunnaki again with their, "we were the creators of your species so we have the right to take as well as give life." Maybe that is true? But does that then mean that if I hurt my kid it is Ok because I gave them life? I do not think so.My interpretation was that - if there is a so-called cosmic justice, then why are the Nazis being punished if they were carrying out 'cosmic justice' with the Holocaust back then? It doesn't make any sense where it relates to the subject of a 'Karmic Justice'. I do believe that some Nazis may well have been reincarnated Anunnaki. So Iseke may well have touched on a universal truth there, but that does not mean they were necessarily right to do it all.
I don't follow any of this alien stuff and don't care about it - but my focus in dealing with this subject isn't 'who is right' and 'who is/was wrong' - but instead that of healing on the subconscious level. Anything else is a distraction from the task at hand that needs to be taken care of in my view. As for whatever is feeding off us? I have no idea. But some people do believe that there is a hostile presence involved in our planet that has, at times, demanded blood sacrifice.I think this 'heavy presence' is just this 'old way' of doing things - old beliefs that no longer serve humanity in a healthy way...old beliefs that seemed to have become a sort of 'thought form'. Whether it is Alien, or off world/inter dimensional or Demonic, I could not say. It's probably all of those things rolled into one. But something definitley harvests from us. Even Revelation speaks of the harvest of the earth at end time. I agree that the christ consciousness is within us all. I also believe that it is connected to the Templar Grid/matrix or whatever you want to call it. Maybe now we have to create a new reality with our collective consciousness? That's what I'm inclined to think (re - the creation of a new reality on a collective level...but it has to start with us as individuals). Maybe as we travel through the less dense region of space known as the photon belt we will be able to manifest our thoughts, like in Event Horizon? Perhaps that is why there does seem to be an increase in abuse and brutal random seeming crimes? If people have dark thoughts they will manifest them in reality/the consciousness grid/matrix.This is why I bring up the integration of the Shadow. I understand there are people who, due to biological issues, will never get near this stuff - the criminally insane, people suffering from mental retardation, etc. You get the idea - but those that are able to take responsibility for their Shadow, I feel should do what they can. If you imagine someone who is brave enough to withdraw all his projections, then you get an individual who is conscious of a pretty thick shadow. Such a man has saddled himself with new problems and conflicts. He has become a serious problem to himself, as he is now unable to say that they do this or that, they are wrong, and they must be fought against. He lives in the "House of the Gathering." Such a man knows that whatever is wrong in the world is in himself, and if he only learns to deal with his own shadow he has done something real for the world. He has succeeded in shouldering at least an infinitesimal part of the gigantic, unsolved social problems of our day.
"Psychology and Religion" (1938). In CW 11: Psychology and Religion: West and East. P.140 Today the woman who did my regression to explore my life as RH contacted me. she says I have really triggered her off and now she has told me that she has had some strange stuff relating to Crowley too, as I have, (he was very connected esoterically to the Nazis).
That's interesting. I wonder if she will explore and do research. We have plans for an event to try and clear the blockage of pain on the grid caused by the Holocaust. It might become quite well known and even may be televised as she has many contacts in media and the spiritual world. It;s exciting! Maybe we really can heal the Holocaust pain, just as Tarra Light and MsMir and Iseke and Sweetlunapie have all said before me. Wow, that would be awesome! It may well help our spiritual evolution. Much more than all this suffering in does in any case! Oh that would be neat. I agree - healing, rather than suffering, is far more beneficial.
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Post by Storm on Mar 14, 2011 12:20:44 GMT -5
But are all reincarnated Nazis being punished? I mean on the latest Healing the Axis podcast the reincarnated Nazis seem to be doing better than the reincarnated victims in some ways. I have a great life, for the most part. Maybe I am just being punished by myself, lol! In fact I sometimes like punishing myself because it stops me getting above myself. Besides, I'm a bit of a masochist at times, ha ha! I often think I indulge those feelings of being damned because it challenges me. I don't ever want to rest on my laurels and feel like I am going to be redeemed by some outside force. I'd be a Jehovah's Witness if I wanted a spiritual insurance policy, lol! No, I need to be challenged to light my way out of the darkness and redeem myself. And a bit of gulit can be a great motivator as long as one does not allow it to eat one up. It's just turning a negative into a positive again really. I think the imprint of agony inflicted by others on one is probably harder to deal with in some ways than the agony of being implicated as a perpetrator. Although, in my present life, I have no real animosity to the men who raped me and do not feel damaged by it any more, so I guess it is possible to heal as a victim too.
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Post by kapitanprien on Mar 14, 2011 12:26:32 GMT -5
But are all reincarnated Nazis being punished? I mean on the latest Healing the Axis podcast the reincarnated Nazis seem to be doing better than the reincarnated victims in some ways.That's another part of what I'm trying to say with regards to 'Karmic Justice'. If there were such a thing, then all the Nazis should be writhing in pain, separated from their families and loved ones, etc. That's why I don't believe in any 'cosmic justice'. I have a great life, for the most part. Maybe I am just being punished by myself, lol! In fact I sometimes like punishing myself because it stops me getting above myself. Besides, I'm a bit of a masochist at times, ha ha! I often think I indulge those feelings of being damned because it challenges me. I don't ever want to rest on my laurels and feel like I am going to be redeemed by some outside force. I'd be a Jehovah's Witness if I wanted a spiritual insurance policy, lol! Ah I see. No, I need to be challenged to light my way out of the darkness and redeem myself. And a bit of gulit can be a great motivator as long as one does not allow it to eat one up. It's just turning a negative into a positive again really.Exactly. I think the imprint of agony inflicted by others on one is probably harder to deal with in some ways than the agony of being implicated as a perpetrator. Although, in my present life, I have no real animosity to the men who raped me and do not feel damaged by it any more, so I guess it is possible to heal as a victim too. Yes - I feel that it is possible for you to heal as a victim.
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