Post by euskanoravian on Sept 26, 2010 18:40:26 GMT -5
My middle daughter was born in March 1999. After her birth she had been covered in rashes, but the team of pediatricians at the hospital were not concerned as some newborns have it. She had blood work done and nothing had shown up. Nonetheless it stayed for a while and did not disappear until she was around 3 or 4 months old. She was always quite intense and jumpy. I would not say she was at all a happy baby. She cried often but like most infants, she did have her happy moments too. She was a very clingy toddler, though accepted the birth of my 9.5 year old daughter in February 2001. Nonetheless, when my youngest was born in October 2002, she was 3.5 years of age. Her behavior started becoming awful. I was too exhausted to deal with it, since I had some major complications with that pregnancy. My illness was bringing me down, even though it was not yet detected. Thankfully I had a nanny helping out. It was a terrible time. My middle daughter started having nightmares on a nightly basis which went on for several months. She shared a room with my 9.5 year old at the time. Her screaming in the night kept her up. It got to a point where she had to sleep next to me and my husband, just so her little sister would not be disturbed. She still had nightmares, but after waking up from it she went back to sleep when she realized we were with her. The nightmares finally stopped over a matter of time. It was time for her to start sleeping in her old room. She finally went, and thankfully slept through the night. Nonetheless I started wondering at the time if she had suffered from past life trauma simply based on the fact that she always has been so intense and unhappy compared to my other daughters. I even wondered if she had been in the Holocaust. I did not want to face that very strong possibility.
Shortly after her 4th birthday, she started showing an interest in drawing. Every afternoon she would take a piece of paper, and always selected the following crayon colors- blue, black, orange and yellow. Three quarters of the sheet was colored in blue and black, and the last quarter was colored in orange and yellow. While she scribbled, she had a serious expression on her face. I asked her what she was drawing, she would not answer. Then one day I decided to ask her what the blue and black was. She was still silent. Then I asked her what the orange and yellow was. Her answer to me was "the sky". I was surprised by that response. I asked her if the sun was setting or rising. She shook her head and said it was just "the sky". I was starting to really worry about her, and even though I did suspect her past life in the Holocaust, I pushed it out of my mind. I did not want to face knowing that. My husband suggested taking her to a child psychologist since she has had such horrible anxiety issues basically since birth. My intuition told me it would be a waste of time. Nonetheless we took her anyway. As I had originally thought, it was a complete waste of time.
While that was happening, my health was worsening and my doctor was not helping me out. I was becoming desperate as I had felt awful physically all of the time. I decided to once and for all consult a very good medium that had good references. I found one who was quite gifted. Not only did she tell me that my liver needed immediate attention, but told me about my daughter's past life. Was I ready to hear it? If I had consulted this medium, I must have been. She told me loud and clear that my middle daughter was a Bohemian gypsy sent to the Lety concentration camp. She and her mother survived that camp but then were deported to Auschwitz-Birkenau. Shortly after arrival, she contracted typhus and died from that quickly. The medium asked me if my daughter had a bad case of "infant acne" as a newborn. I suddenly remembered that she had rashes after birth which lasted for a while. The rash was apparently karmic residue which she thankfully is over. After that reading, I was in such shock I went right to sleep.
Nonetheless, thanks to the medium, I pushed my doctor into referring me to a gastroenterologist to preform a liver biopsy which was needed to properly diagnose my liver condition. Secondly, I finally had to face why my middle daughter has been fighting her own demons since she was born. At a later time, I got another reading from this medium. I needed to know why my daughter, who was in the Holocaust had wanted to choose me as a parent, a reincarnated Nazi. That is when I discovered how I connected with her while I was preforming my spiritual duty. No wonder I felt like she needed more protection than my other girls. She is still fighting her demons, but is slowly getting better with it. Though her fear of sickness among other things is not any better than it was since she was younger. I do worry about her. I also wonder when she'll be ready to find out who I was. How is she going to take it when she knows?
Blessed Be,
Andi
Shortly after her 4th birthday, she started showing an interest in drawing. Every afternoon she would take a piece of paper, and always selected the following crayon colors- blue, black, orange and yellow. Three quarters of the sheet was colored in blue and black, and the last quarter was colored in orange and yellow. While she scribbled, she had a serious expression on her face. I asked her what she was drawing, she would not answer. Then one day I decided to ask her what the blue and black was. She was still silent. Then I asked her what the orange and yellow was. Her answer to me was "the sky". I was surprised by that response. I asked her if the sun was setting or rising. She shook her head and said it was just "the sky". I was starting to really worry about her, and even though I did suspect her past life in the Holocaust, I pushed it out of my mind. I did not want to face knowing that. My husband suggested taking her to a child psychologist since she has had such horrible anxiety issues basically since birth. My intuition told me it would be a waste of time. Nonetheless we took her anyway. As I had originally thought, it was a complete waste of time.
While that was happening, my health was worsening and my doctor was not helping me out. I was becoming desperate as I had felt awful physically all of the time. I decided to once and for all consult a very good medium that had good references. I found one who was quite gifted. Not only did she tell me that my liver needed immediate attention, but told me about my daughter's past life. Was I ready to hear it? If I had consulted this medium, I must have been. She told me loud and clear that my middle daughter was a Bohemian gypsy sent to the Lety concentration camp. She and her mother survived that camp but then were deported to Auschwitz-Birkenau. Shortly after arrival, she contracted typhus and died from that quickly. The medium asked me if my daughter had a bad case of "infant acne" as a newborn. I suddenly remembered that she had rashes after birth which lasted for a while. The rash was apparently karmic residue which she thankfully is over. After that reading, I was in such shock I went right to sleep.
Nonetheless, thanks to the medium, I pushed my doctor into referring me to a gastroenterologist to preform a liver biopsy which was needed to properly diagnose my liver condition. Secondly, I finally had to face why my middle daughter has been fighting her own demons since she was born. At a later time, I got another reading from this medium. I needed to know why my daughter, who was in the Holocaust had wanted to choose me as a parent, a reincarnated Nazi. That is when I discovered how I connected with her while I was preforming my spiritual duty. No wonder I felt like she needed more protection than my other girls. She is still fighting her demons, but is slowly getting better with it. Though her fear of sickness among other things is not any better than it was since she was younger. I do worry about her. I also wonder when she'll be ready to find out who I was. How is she going to take it when she knows?
Blessed Be,
Andi
