Post by Iseke on Sept 18, 2010 23:31:05 GMT -5
I still struggle a lot with my last incarnation, and the reasons why I did it.
Msmir has talked a bit about how many of us chose to be alive during the time/place of that event knowing full well what we were risking by doing it because we wanted a chance at a growth of the soul that would not have happened as succinctly otherwise. We had many reasons to choose to incarnate at that time and in the way that we did. I know what mine are, but that doesn't make the trauma any softer.
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I feel a strong desire to continue being Russian, and in this life I am not. I definitely understand the yearning to be part of a certain culture that you developed a strong affinity with over many lifetimes, as you have mentioned in a few of your other posts. In my last life, incarnating as Russian was really important to me, even if I ended up being at the wrong place at the wrong time. Sometimes I wish I had done things differently. Sometimes I wish I had waited. But...in my case, I had more than myself to think about, and I try to remember than when I'm feeling especially upset.
Msmir has talked a bit about how many of us chose to be alive during the time/place of that event knowing full well what we were risking by doing it because we wanted a chance at a growth of the soul that would not have happened as succinctly otherwise. We had many reasons to choose to incarnate at that time and in the way that we did. I know what mine are, but that doesn't make the trauma any softer.
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I feel a strong desire to continue being Russian, and in this life I am not. I definitely understand the yearning to be part of a certain culture that you developed a strong affinity with over many lifetimes, as you have mentioned in a few of your other posts. In my last life, incarnating as Russian was really important to me, even if I ended up being at the wrong place at the wrong time. Sometimes I wish I had done things differently. Sometimes I wish I had waited. But...in my case, I had more than myself to think about, and I try to remember than when I'm feeling especially upset.