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Post by adriana on Sept 18, 2010 5:33:31 GMT -5
Okay, so I visited my mum a few weeks ago, and when we ate dinner together with the guy she lives with now I mentioned places I want to go to. I mentioned France, Italy, Mexico, Chile, Thailand, Scotland.. And then I said I have been thinking of visiting Auschwitz. Then my mums guy said he will take me there, he said he could pay the trip and we could go there. He was a bit drunk at the time, but my mum made him sign a piece of paper on what he had promised me so he had to stick with it later lol  So I might be able to see that place in the near future. But I'm a bit afraid, too.. What if I totally freak out and run for my life and break out of the fence?? I mean it's a rather huge possibility I died there, so I'm a bit worried about my reaction at the same time as I want to go there. Have any of you visited a camp you believe you had a past life in, and the regretted the visit? |
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Post by sweetlunapie on Sept 18, 2010 7:09:33 GMT -5
Adriana, there are so many ways to deal with anxiety and panic that you can learn so you could deal with visiting Auschwitz! Please don't give up on the trip just because of that. I have such a bad panic disorder that I had to turn down a trip to Germany this October because I don't think I'd make it through the airport. You're not like me in that way, and I'd be sad if I knew you wanted to visit but didn't because of that! It's ok if you run into the fence, they took the electricity down a long time ago, haha!  |
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Post by adriana on Sept 18, 2010 12:00:45 GMT -5
Thank God they took down that electricity lol! I took a trip with train to Denmark (not very far from Poland) with some other teenagers many years ago, and that caused a lot of anxiety in me.
But I'm older now, and I don't really want to turn down the opportunity like that.
I have an urge to do it, too.
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Post by msmir on Sept 18, 2010 14:05:55 GMT -5
WOW I know one day deep down, I will muster up the strength and courage to go visit Auschwitz. Right now, it cannot be done for 3 reasons. First being I can't leave my kids at the ages they are for a long period of time, secondly I cannot afford a trip like that right now, and thirdly... and most importantly, I am not anywhere near ready to go on a soul level. When the time is right which I know one day it will be.. my kids will be probably teenagers, I will be in better financial position (hehe I sure hope, if the law of attraction works then yes I will be), and most importantly I will be ready....but if you go please, let us know.. I wanna hear all about it.. and you also need to really evaluate deep down if you are ready for such a trip. I was actually told by a really good psychic not that long ago that I will be actually likely going there twice in my lifetime.. first time by myself and second time with my daughter when she is in her 20's as she did spend time there but was liberated.. as sensitive as she is now I have a hard time believing she will be ready to visit but the kid surprises me all of the time...
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Post by lulz on Sept 25, 2010 0:20:28 GMT -5
I've always wanted to visit Auschwitz as well, since that was where I worked. I'm not sure what kind of emotions it would evoke from me, as I didn't die there, however, it was still a big part of my life, and I can remember some of the terrible things I saw and took part in there. I feel I would react strongly in some way or another upon being there, whether it be or sadness, guilt, or something else.
This sounds like a wonderful opportunity for you, and I certainly wouldn't turn it down.
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Post by euskanoravian on Sept 26, 2010 18:42:42 GMT -5
My step-dad went last summer. He was silent about it for a while. Nonetheless over time he started talking about it. If you decide to go, you must be emotionally ready for it. He was not quite prepared to deal with the emotions that he felt while being there. That is why he kept quiet about it for some time.
Blessed Be,
Andi
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