New member with past life as a Nazi

[bailey1234]

Hello everyone!
My past life sadly was a Nazi in the 2nd world war. As a young child I used to line up military tanks and war toys. Aged about 8 I knew lots about WWII yet I never researched it. I knew the date 1945 was significant to me. I learned about the war in school aged about 10 and we were shown photos and I instantly thought "I've been there" Anyway from about 12 I had nightmares of a concentration camp. I was lining people up and sending them to their death, I was following instructions and the other nazis were helping me. I woke up many a time feeling sick to my stomach. Anyway I have since found out the following:
I was born in Germany in 1915. My father fought in the First World War and my mother cared for me at home. I was an only child. In the late twenties I joined the nazi party and once the Nazis were in power, I helped out as a Nazi with the holocaust
I am so ashamed of that now and wish to god I hadn't joined the Nazis.
My name in this life is Emma

[Laurasia]

Hello Emma.

Welcome to the forum. I am glad that you found us & hope that you find your time here beneficial.

Yours & my own past lives sound eerily familiar. Hans (my past-life self) was born in 1911, his father fought & presumably died in WWI, he was an only child & he was raised by his mother (at least until she gave him away to the state in exchange for financial aide).

If you have any questions or concerns feel free to contact either myself or one of our moderators, Msmir & Lizzie66.

Sincerely,
Laurasia

[why-att]

Hi Emma,
welcome to the forum!

While I've reading your post about your childhood experiences I've remembered that almost ten years ago a girl from my class told me, when she was a little child she talked about her past life to her father, when she was a German soldier at WWII and where her past life shelf fought. She didn't remember it, her parents told her. In the grammar school she and I weren't friends, we were only classmates. So that was strange why she told me about her PL experience, because I think this is not that kind of theme which you can share with your surroundings easily. Maybe she suspected something about my past life, while I haven't got any idea about it.

[Miserere]

Hi!

Your feelings are totally familiar, as is partially a great deal of our past life. Myself, I also had a father who served in WW1, but wasn't an only child but I too ended up in the camps there... I hope you can find some peace here

[Leutnantzursee]

Hello and welcome Emma, I hope you find the forum a good place to start in unraveling your past life, it can be a long and painful journey as I've discovered, but you have friends and support here.
All the best
Liz

[agentur]

Greetings Emma

Do not be ashamed.  Never be ashamed. History was written by the victors, and the victors lied. they lied about everything.  it is a shame that you had such a sh*t job as a prison guard.  and yes you were lining people up all the time but that doesn't necessarily mean it was to their deaths. it could have been for de-lousing or work detail or transfer.  and there were a lot of people in the camps that were not jews. there were Polish, Allied POWs, Catholics and political dissidents.  and whatever happened in those camps was NOTHING compared to what was going on in soviet Gulags, and not even close to the horrors that the allies did to us after 1944.  if you want to know about a 'death camp' look up Rhine Meadows. look what general Eisenhower did to us.  but history didn't tell ya that part huh?  

[Demi]

Hey... it was ALL bad.