Greetings

[why-att]

Hi Everyone!

I was very surprised when I found this forum, I joined here in March and this is my first post. To introduce myself very shortly and superficially: I'm a 27 years old, Hungarian girl (with slightly boyish temper).

About three years ago I had a very short, but strange dream, I saw a picture of a man, I didn't saw his face clearly, but I realised that he was in SS officer uniform. After this picture a name came into my mind: Kurt. That's "ok", but somehow I felt that he was me.

Next time I'll write about it more. (Sorry for my poor English and thank you for reading.)

[gumby]

It is so nice to have you here and it seems like this is the place for you to share more about your thoughts and dreams about Kurt. Why did you feel that you were him in a past life? Have you other memories? I am fascinated with the mid-European countries, I feel my past life roots to be in Austria and Germany. I really love that land between the rivers, the rich river valleys mountains and forests. Your English is better than many fluent speakers, it is great! Thanks for sharing with us and I hope to hear more.

[why-att]

Thank you for the welcome.

"Why did you feel that you were him in a past life?"
I don't know why, but I remember how. I just saw a picture of a very different person from me, but I realized that was me. And I didn't liked it and I woke myself with a stretching. I definitely felt that was an unusual dream, but I know what kind was.

Before my dream, a few years ago I've already interested in reincarnation and I've read about reincarnation dreams. In that kind of dreams (usually in historical context) you can be inside yourself with different look or you can see yourself as a different person outside yourself. I think my dream was the latter case.

Ever since I can remember I never sympathized with nazism or racism or any kind of those things. But I know we return here again and again to the development.

But it's a difficult, foggy story and I feel strong emotions about it. And maybe that dream was a real reincarnation dream, because in that dream I didn't idealize myself, I didn't like what I saw, but I've already accepted it.

I'll write about it little by little.
And I've taken a look at your website, gumby and I'll read Katie's story.

[Sunstar]

Hello why-att!

Welcome to SR, it's great to meet you here. Thank you for sharing. I'm also not a native English speaker (I'm from Germany) - so don't care about that. I was also SS man in my past life, and I also found out in a dream. For me this was also very emotional and shocking. But when I woke up I just knew that it was true.
It's interesting that you immediately got a name. I didn't get a name or places so far, though I'd like to. I'm looking forward to hear more about your PL. Do you remember any events or places?

Best wishes
Sunstar

[why-att]

Hi Sunstar,
nice to meet you!

Unfortunately (or fortunately, who knows) I haven't any accurate memories, but lately I had two "flashback" or something... I didn't dream, it was two short scene which popped up in my mind.

Disturbing content!

In the first one I saw a mother with her little baby in her arms and I have had to shoot her down. She looked me bravely and (as I remember) said something... a curse. I can't stand her look and I didn't want to kill her, but I have had to do... so I got her up against the wall, but back to me, I didn't want to see her face, I took aim at her head and I shot.

In the second one I was in a street and I saw that another SS officer pulled a girl's long black hair. The girl was on the ground and the officer punched in her face as hard as he could. I just stood rooted to the spot and I was shocked.

But I really don't know what were these scenes, maybe those were just fantasy. And I tried shelf hypnosis too, but I'll write about it in another post.

[Laurasia]

Hello Why-att.

Welcome to the forum. I apologize for not being able to reply to you until now, but I have been terribly busy with work theis summer. I hope that you enjoy yourself here. If you ever have any questions or concerns feel free to PM either myself or one of our Moderators, Msmir & Lizzie66.

It certainly does sound as though you are having recall from a past life. Given that you saw yourself wearing an SS uniform & have now started having such graphic & violent recollections I would guess that you may have been a member of one of the Einsatzgruppen units as well. I don't want to put anything into your head or influence you in any way, but the flashbacks that you mentioned above are nearly identical to some of my own from when I worked with the Einsatzgruppen in my last life. (And, no, it is not strange to get recollections in the form of "flashbacks" while you are awake. That is how I have recalled most of my own recollections.)

I do want to tell you though that I know & have personally experienced the affects of having these sorts of recollections, so if you ever want or need to talk about any of this stuff please do not hesitate to contact me. You can even send me a PM or email if you feel more comfortable talking privately. Just know that you are not alone in what you are going through.

Sincerely,
Laurasia

[why-att]

Thank you for the welcome, Laurasia and I'm glad to be here, this is a very interesting place.

I've also thought that I was in an Einsatzgruppen unit, but I'm not sure of course... I can't be sure in 100% in this whole thing, but somehow I feel I can trust in my dream more or less.

[Demi]

Hi Why-att

You are from Hungary, oh that's nice. Always wanted to visit. Your food is very spicy, I heard. I am also partly from Eastern Europe.

I totally understand your doubts, whether your experiences are just "fantasy" or a past life. I am having the same thoughts sometimes, and I know others do too. So I try to write down my experiences and pay special attention to any clues which are possible to verify, such as names and places, and I have so far succeeded in some verification of my past life person (but there is always room for more!) Too bad that a lot of PL experiences do not come with a street sign attached!

And a great help is to chat with others about it... there is no other way just to see what info you get... and people here are helpful. Sometimes it is a challenge to have this kind of experiences, and also interesting. Feel free to post any questions if you like.


All the best,
Demi

[why-att]

Thank you very much for the welcome.

[msmir]

Hi Wyatt I am sorry for being such a stranger as I was recently on holidays and now back, busy with work and family. I am glad you joined and glad you found a place to open up. We are supportive of one another and it's a great community. Hope to see you around more.

[why-att]

Thank you for the welcome, msmir.
I'll try to be more activated here soon, I promised that I'll write more.