Post by Iseke on Sept 5, 2010 16:51:41 GMT -5
Hello. My name is Iseke. I'm 24, married, and an artist/writer. I've been following Laurasia's story (and more recently msmir's story) for awhile now and doing so has been a great healing experience. I'm thrilled to have found this forum to share my experiences and listen to others, since, as we all know, this event affected me far too deeply to ignore but it is difficult to talk to most others about it.
I have a lot of things to piece together still, and many of the details have yet to come. This is what I have gotten so far, through a variety of means.
My name was Irina, and I was born in St. Petersburg, Russia in 1905. My mother died in childbirth and my father raised me until he died in a political conflict (I am told he was a prominent member of the White movement but don't know any further details). I was 13 and sent to an orphanage, where I stayed until I left for France at the age of 18. I worked as a nurse in a tuberculosis hospital, I believe. At the time of the second world war I helped several hundred people escape the holocaust until I was caught myself. I'm unsure whether I was caught because of my involvement with the resistance or because of my nationality, but in either case I was taken to Buchenwald around 1943. I was tortured but managed to survive for two years, until I was shot to death near the end of the war. This is my first reincarnation (1986) since then.
When I first began to realize the existence of reincarnation and especially of this particular lifetime, I was unaware of just how much my life has been affected. I am deathly afraid of disease, hospitals, and the medical industry, as well as poisoning and vomiting. This has been my biggest issue in my current life: I cannot handle even simple routine medical experiences. I think this conflict is what really pushed me to examine the details of this life. Conventional therapy has been very poor in helping me to be able to deal with these fears. So looking to and healing from the past is my only hope.
Thanks for listening and I look forward to being a part of this community.
I have a lot of things to piece together still, and many of the details have yet to come. This is what I have gotten so far, through a variety of means.
My name was Irina, and I was born in St. Petersburg, Russia in 1905. My mother died in childbirth and my father raised me until he died in a political conflict (I am told he was a prominent member of the White movement but don't know any further details). I was 13 and sent to an orphanage, where I stayed until I left for France at the age of 18. I worked as a nurse in a tuberculosis hospital, I believe. At the time of the second world war I helped several hundred people escape the holocaust until I was caught myself. I'm unsure whether I was caught because of my involvement with the resistance or because of my nationality, but in either case I was taken to Buchenwald around 1943. I was tortured but managed to survive for two years, until I was shot to death near the end of the war. This is my first reincarnation (1986) since then.
When I first began to realize the existence of reincarnation and especially of this particular lifetime, I was unaware of just how much my life has been affected. I am deathly afraid of disease, hospitals, and the medical industry, as well as poisoning and vomiting. This has been my biggest issue in my current life: I cannot handle even simple routine medical experiences. I think this conflict is what really pushed me to examine the details of this life. Conventional therapy has been very poor in helping me to be able to deal with these fears. So looking to and healing from the past is my only hope.
Thanks for listening and I look forward to being a part of this community.
I look forward to seeing you around the forum.
