Post by katannallee on Oct 25, 2012 15:35:19 GMT -5
I don't know that I was a Holocaust victim in a past life but have always wondered because of my earliest memory (around 2 or 3 yrs old) which was like a nightmare but I was wide awake in my bed/crib in my room in the middle of the night. There were men in my room with wheel barrels with babies in them. The window in my room was a furnace and the men were throwing the babies into the furnace. Then one came to me and hovered over me with a knife. I screamed and got out of bed and ran to the room where my parents were asleep and woke them up. My dad who was somewhat annoyed with me, carried me back into my room and turned on the light and sent me back to bed. When I was a bit older but still a young child I had a recurring dream that varied slightly each time where I was i some sort of vehicle traveling up a very steep hill. Once at the top of the hill there was some sort of structure, an old farm house or something and a room, maybe a kitchen, with many large cupboards in it and myself and some others were hiding in the cupboards and very quiet and scared. Each time I distinctly remember seeing the Nazi trousers and boots and knew they were searching for us, heart pounding with fear, and each time someone else would be found, but never myself. I would normally think these dreams were because of my vivid imagination or triggered by a movie or TV show, etc., except it was very early in the 1960's and I don't even think we had a television yet.
Hello ! That does sound like past life memories, especially because you were so young when you had them, and could not have known anything about history etc. and it is quite unique scenes which look like they originate from the Holocaust.
All the best, Demi
"If you have no power to do good for all beings, you have no power at all" ~ A message from Fritz (PL)
Post by Leutnantzursee on Oct 25, 2012 18:31:15 GMT -5
Hello Katannallee and welcome to SR :-)
Yes, I would agree with Demi, it does sound like past life recall coming via dreams - this is one of the most compelling and sometimes frightening ways in which we are visited by those old memories. There are many other clues as well, like recognition of things and just plain old phobias about situations or objects, sometimes visiting a place can trigger memories too. It sounds very distressing, so sorry to hear about these terrible dreams.
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Indeed, these likely are past life recollections via dreams. Being that you were so very young when they started & they were so very detailed & vivid. Are the still a problem for you even now? I certainly hope not...though, unfortunately, having such nightmares is a very common problem for people reincarnated from the Holocaust.
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