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Post by PoorButterfly on Jul 20, 2012 21:29:11 GMT -5
What a surprise to find a site like this, and I'm glad to see something such as this does exist on the internet. I don't know if I'll fit in here, but I haven't found anywhere else to tell this story, so here goes. I was on the Reincarnation Forum a long time ago, but said very little of this there. I also understand about archetypes, and am open to anything being possible.
I don't claim to have been this famous person in a past life, but I seem to unequivocally have the past-life death trauma of Glenn Miller. I've done numerous regressions, and was told by a shaman that he journeyed to my pastlife death scene, and saw me as Glenn Miller. I had not said anything to him about that name or person. Could this be symbolic, could it be allegorical? I do have connections and attachments to the life of this person, but maybe they're explained a number of different ways.
Twice when just meeting a psychic, and before I could even introduce myself or get a word out - and neither of them knew each other, and they were in different states - they both told me they saw me in the future at a booksigning. They said I will be writing a best-seller someday, but neither of them knew why or could tell me anything further than that.
What matters to me much more than whether I was him or not is how to heal from this trauma I carry. It's the exact trauma a person would have if they had died the way he most likely did. I researched it a lot, and the account that feels most true to me is the one by the RAF pilots. The very things that trigger my symptoms are all connected to what would have happened to him in that airplane. I was always so mesmerized by David Niven as a little girl, and then learned later that he was one of Glenn Miller's last good friends, before they had some kind of falling out.
I also had an energy reading several years ago, and was told I'd been blown up in a past life, and that it was very traumatizing, which is another thing that probably happened to him.
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Post by Storm on Jul 21, 2012 7:45:54 GMT -5
Oh wow, welcome to the forum. What an amazing story. And I confess, I love Glenn Miller!  It's really tough when one seems to have connections to and pretty striking confirmation suggesting a possible famous PL. But someone has to have been these people, so it is not so crazy as it may feel at first when one starts to entertain the idea seriously. And evidence/confirmation is always key, which it indeed sounds like you have a fair bit of already. Healing you trauma is definitely key. As you find the pieces of the puzzle over time you will feel the trauma ease. Of course there will probably be times when it gets worse before it gets better, but this is also normal and do not lose hope if you sometimes feel you are taking two steps backwards for every step forwards. I am about to confront things connecting my possible PL death again soon, and it is always very daunting. I do understand your symptoms particularly being triggered by the last events in that possible lifetime. Welcome to the forum and hope you do find some more answers here. There are a lot of links and resources and people are genuinely interested in sharing information and offering support and advice as we progress on our respective journeys. |
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Post by Laurasia on Jul 21, 2012 16:01:38 GMT -5
Hello Poorbutterfly.
Welcome to the forum. I hope that you enjoy yourself here. Indeed having a famous past life can be daunting in some ways. But all of these people were people just like the rest of us & personally having the knowledge of that can be rather interesting too. Dealing with the effects of experienceing such a traumatic death would be difficult regardless of whether the lifetime was famous or not though, so we can all relate to you on that front.
I wish you luck in finding answers as to whether you really were Glenn or not, as well finding ways of healing from any lingering issues that you are experiencing. If you have any questions or concerns, feel free to PM either myself or one of our Moderators, Msmir & Lizzie66.
Sincerely,
Laurasia
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Post by PoorButterfly on Jul 21, 2012 22:00:42 GMT -5
Thanks for the welcome and good words. It's been about 12 years now since this journey about Glenn Miller began for me, so I've pretty much reached the end of what I now how to do about it, or what to do 'with' it.
It all made such perfect sense at first, and I really felt the connection. I guess the problem has become that I'm not very much better for all my discoveries and therapeutic attempts at recovery, so I've begun to wonder if the feelings and even the confirmations are just symbolic of what really happened, or if there's just so much more to do about this than I can do by myself, or find the right person to help me.. But "what" any other past life just prior to this one could have been instead, I do not know. I do not get anything else when I do a regression or any type of "clear seeing" of my past.
I'm able to see alot of things without even having regressions, just by focusing on them, and I've seen all the way back before my first incarnation, but none of this helps with my debilitating and disabling symptoms.
Is there a thread I should start someplace else now? I know he was in the allied forces as a Major, but I don't really think of him as a 'soldier'. I feel he had a lot of guilt at the time of his death, but it was false guilt. He knew things only insiders would know, or someone with a keen psychic or sixth sense, and his life was in danger for quite some time. I believe he was deliberately assassinated. Sometimes my symptoms get triggered, and then I have to search for what I was just doing, what did I just see or hear, and sure enough, it will lead me back to his death experience. As a child I would wake up screaming in the night from nightmares about it, but my dreams were in symbols that I could later piece together that connected me to him. I always wanted to be a performing artist in this lifetime, but was forbidden by my family. It probably could have helped me work out a lot of these issues if I could have.
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Post by Laurasia on Jul 24, 2012 14:07:49 GMT -5
Hello Poor Butterfly. If you'd like to start another thread regarding this particular past life (you certainly don't have to if you don't want to though) where to place it would depend on what resonates of his life the most for you. Like how you mentioned that he was a soldier, but it is not his military life that resonates with you.....perhaps in this case you would find it more approriate to place your thread in the "Members' Past Lives Not Related To WWII" sub-forum?  Sincerely, Laurasia |
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Post by Leutnantzursee on Jul 27, 2012 17:33:02 GMT -5
Hello PoorButterfly and welcome to SR... :-)
Yes - it is always a difficult one claiming the past life of someone famous, but as SS3 says, someone has to be these people, so by the law of averages a percentage of souls incarnate at any given time will have been in the public gaze at some point in their soul's journey. I too, have memories of a fairly notorious minor historical figure, though again I can't be 100% sure that I was him, and that in some way, its simply a metaphor or another man similar to him that lived during that period in history. It's just the luck of the draw if one is a public figure in one life and completely obscure in another and nothing to do with 'kudos' or thinking ones self better than others. :-) I do think that ALL souls get to be 'famous' at least once in the rounds of reincarnation! I don't know anything much about Glen Miller I'm afraid, aside from his fame as a musician and the fact he died in a plane crash. I believe many celebs of that time were involved in undercover operations or resistance work - like Marlene Dietrich and Josephine Baker, so there may well be more to his death than a simple 'accident'. This may not be exactly the forum for you, but as Laurasia says we are open to anyone who has memories of WW2 regardless of which side you were on.
As for feeling like those memories don't 'help', I think many of us experience this phenomena at some point, its really only when we begin to integrate those lost facets of ourselves that it begins to make sense and heal. Only recently I've begun to accept my own PL's and forgive those other me's that were less enlightened! I wish you every happiness on your journey and as Laurasia says, feel free to contact any of us staff members if you want to talk in private or have issues with the forum.
Liz
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