Possible PL breakthrough with Emil Jun 8, 2012 5:37:51 GMT -5
Post by Storm on Jun 8, 2012 5:37:51 GMT -5
I do want to address SS*3's statement: "OF course now so many SS are indeed women and myself and my freind are discovering that so many if not all the Aktion sites and camp sites are on places connecting to ancient Goddess worship, it does open a new dimension to the whole Holocaust issue which I do feel we need to explore more. I remain convinced on an esoteric level, (especially knowing Himmler's interest in the Goddess and Paganism), that somehow Nazism was connected to a manifestation of the suppressed feminine energy which behaved as a mother with Münchhausen's syndrome and effectively killed her children to get attention."
That completely blew my mind. I had no idea about that bit of information...I have to do some serious research in this regard. That's so sick and twisted and...it makes perfect sense. Many, many of my memories that do not directly relate to the killings have a VERY spiritual feel to them. There was certainly some strange energy, Rune magic for lack of a better word, being channeled back then.
Recently, I was invited to attend a Blot at an Asatru group's place. I was very curious, but just thinking about it brought up too many memories and energies for me to deal with. I couldn't have gone into the ceremony with purity, as I'd have been living in Reich days' Europe, not 2012.
I really understand about this spiritual quality that certain memories of back then have. I have the same, although for me there is also a terrible darkness attached to the memories I have of Wewelsburg and some of the actual ritualistic stuff senior SS were forced to participate in.