Post by doctorwhat on Jun 5, 2011 22:52:22 GMT -5
i'm not sure this is the right area of the forum, but i see others' memories in here, so i'm gonna do it here.
i'm bored, so i was wondering what others' past lives were aside from the WW2 era. i'm just curious.
aside from my WW2 past life, here's the recurring dreams i've had since i was a little kid. i'm not sure how reincarnation recall really works. but in dreams that's how mine come to me. a couple times when i've meditated, but that hardly does it for me because my mind wont relax.
and it's never a total recall of my lives. it's usually something attached to some sort of emotion, like dislike/hate, excitement, etc. kind of like in this lifetime, you remember graduating high school or college, but you dont remember some of the everyday things like what you had for breakfast May 30, 1998. that's my take on reincarnation.
ok, here's mine
sometime during the Renaissance (1500s maybe?), i was around 12 years old boy in Spain, and i was learning to make pigments for my paint. i had an instructor who was Italian (who i hated because he kept using Italian), but i made him speak Latin since i didnt know Italian. but i knew Spanish, English, Latin, and French. and he kept getting annoyed at me because my green wasnt green enough to make the painting realistic? and i was fascinated by the woman milking the cows and there were chickens running around everywhere. and there were stone walls around me, like an enclosure. and i wore a floppy hat, some sort of vest and fluffy sleeved shirt and tights. and i wasnt all swarthy like Spanish people look. i had light hair and eyes and light skin.
in late 17th century France, i saw some sort of coach, and i was a little girl, blonde, probably around 8 or 9 years old? and i remember it was coming down a small hill, and there were horses pulling the coach. and it looked like this one --> www.flickr.com/photos/slayra/4734086888/in/photostream only it was whitish and goldish, and no paintings on the side from what i could see. but the shape and appearance are similar. and i was so excited because i got to see our king's coach go thru my town/village.
in just before the end of the American Revolution in Connecticut (like a couple years before), i was a girl around 18 or 19, and i wanted to be a soldier, but i wanted to be in the British army. i dunno. in my dream/meditation i was really enamored with the redcoats for some reason. i was a secret Tory (loyal to England) but my parents werent, and my Toryness was based on liking the uniforms better
i remember really liking Benedict Arnold for some reason tho, before he was found out for traitorous behaviors.
i had a really strong recurring dream in the late 1800s about being in the Civil War during the Battle of Sharpsburg (aka Antietam), and i was on the Confederate side in the Army of N VA. there was corn? lol, i dunno, but for some reason there was a cornfield and it stuck out in my dream (i still have an obsession with cornfields). i was on the young side, and i had a wife and a baby boy. and i was shot, but died because they tried to save my left arm (below the elbow), and i remember they used maggots to eat away at the dead flesh. i think this is where my phobia came from - definitely extreme fear - of being infested with parasites, even tho i know maggots arent parasites, but the wriggling and stuff....i have goosebumps & shivers thinking about it ick. in my dream i remember being disgusted when i lifted the bandage to see them squirming and wriggling and moving. but i ended up dying of some sort of infection in the hospital tent. i get like cold chills every time i look at photos of the battle of Sharpsburg/Antietam Confederate dead. not any other ones, like Gettysburg or whatever.
then my SS life. not sure if i was a doctor (in 1 source it says "doctor" but that's the only place i saw it, but i'm pretty sure he/i wasnt a doctor), but i hung out with Mengele at the selection ramps drunk off my rocker. worked in a few camps, in charge of the men's camp in Auschwitz. obsession with gypsies (haha carried over my gypsy obsession and Mengele hatred/obsession to this life too) died by hanging because of Ravensbruck
then after that one, my Vietnam War past life. i was around 22, my name was Jeremy. and i remember running ahead of my guys and my commander, wanting to play hero (against my commander's orders) and 1 of them said "Jeremy! no! come back here!" and got myself shot in front of a jungley tree area by some Vietnamese. in the head, shoulder, and my hip. my guys dragged me back, and the last thing i saw was helicopters flying over us before i died. i was only in Vietnam itself for a few months. what's weird about this one, is he/i was from the same town in NE as the city i was born in VA, and the county in NE is the same name as the town i live in now in IN.
the other day, i was thinking about my hydrophobia (haha not related to rabies) and decided to do some meditation, because there HAS to be a reason i'm so terrified of water (i never in my life had any almost drowning or whatever, and i refuse to learn to swim because i cant bring myself to go into the water, which is a bit counterproductive as learning to swim could save me, but still) and i got nothing
i'm still working on it.
but those are the ones i know of.
edited to add this : i'm interested in my WW2 past life, but i think the one i'm most interested in is the VW one, i think because it's the one that's most recent. and i was only born in 1978, a couple years after it ended. so for some reason, i reincarnated pretty quickly between that life and this one. i still dont know too much how past life astrology works, but i've been trying to read my chart w/ help of Miriam's new book (which is excellent by the way - go buy it). but still have no idea how it really relates to it. unless for some reason i'm just not getting it.
i'm bored, so i was wondering what others' past lives were aside from the WW2 era. i'm just curious.

aside from my WW2 past life, here's the recurring dreams i've had since i was a little kid. i'm not sure how reincarnation recall really works. but in dreams that's how mine come to me. a couple times when i've meditated, but that hardly does it for me because my mind wont relax.
and it's never a total recall of my lives. it's usually something attached to some sort of emotion, like dislike/hate, excitement, etc. kind of like in this lifetime, you remember graduating high school or college, but you dont remember some of the everyday things like what you had for breakfast May 30, 1998. that's my take on reincarnation.
ok, here's mine

sometime during the Renaissance (1500s maybe?), i was around 12 years old boy in Spain, and i was learning to make pigments for my paint. i had an instructor who was Italian (who i hated because he kept using Italian), but i made him speak Latin since i didnt know Italian. but i knew Spanish, English, Latin, and French. and he kept getting annoyed at me because my green wasnt green enough to make the painting realistic? and i was fascinated by the woman milking the cows and there were chickens running around everywhere. and there were stone walls around me, like an enclosure. and i wore a floppy hat, some sort of vest and fluffy sleeved shirt and tights. and i wasnt all swarthy like Spanish people look. i had light hair and eyes and light skin.
in late 17th century France, i saw some sort of coach, and i was a little girl, blonde, probably around 8 or 9 years old? and i remember it was coming down a small hill, and there were horses pulling the coach. and it looked like this one --> www.flickr.com/photos/slayra/4734086888/in/photostream only it was whitish and goldish, and no paintings on the side from what i could see. but the shape and appearance are similar. and i was so excited because i got to see our king's coach go thru my town/village.
in just before the end of the American Revolution in Connecticut (like a couple years before), i was a girl around 18 or 19, and i wanted to be a soldier, but i wanted to be in the British army. i dunno. in my dream/meditation i was really enamored with the redcoats for some reason. i was a secret Tory (loyal to England) but my parents werent, and my Toryness was based on liking the uniforms better

i had a really strong recurring dream in the late 1800s about being in the Civil War during the Battle of Sharpsburg (aka Antietam), and i was on the Confederate side in the Army of N VA. there was corn? lol, i dunno, but for some reason there was a cornfield and it stuck out in my dream (i still have an obsession with cornfields). i was on the young side, and i had a wife and a baby boy. and i was shot, but died because they tried to save my left arm (below the elbow), and i remember they used maggots to eat away at the dead flesh. i think this is where my phobia came from - definitely extreme fear - of being infested with parasites, even tho i know maggots arent parasites, but the wriggling and stuff....i have goosebumps & shivers thinking about it ick. in my dream i remember being disgusted when i lifted the bandage to see them squirming and wriggling and moving. but i ended up dying of some sort of infection in the hospital tent. i get like cold chills every time i look at photos of the battle of Sharpsburg/Antietam Confederate dead. not any other ones, like Gettysburg or whatever.
then my SS life. not sure if i was a doctor (in 1 source it says "doctor" but that's the only place i saw it, but i'm pretty sure he/i wasnt a doctor), but i hung out with Mengele at the selection ramps drunk off my rocker. worked in a few camps, in charge of the men's camp in Auschwitz. obsession with gypsies (haha carried over my gypsy obsession and Mengele hatred/obsession to this life too) died by hanging because of Ravensbruck

then after that one, my Vietnam War past life. i was around 22, my name was Jeremy. and i remember running ahead of my guys and my commander, wanting to play hero (against my commander's orders) and 1 of them said "Jeremy! no! come back here!" and got myself shot in front of a jungley tree area by some Vietnamese. in the head, shoulder, and my hip. my guys dragged me back, and the last thing i saw was helicopters flying over us before i died. i was only in Vietnam itself for a few months. what's weird about this one, is he/i was from the same town in NE as the city i was born in VA, and the county in NE is the same name as the town i live in now in IN.
the other day, i was thinking about my hydrophobia (haha not related to rabies) and decided to do some meditation, because there HAS to be a reason i'm so terrified of water (i never in my life had any almost drowning or whatever, and i refuse to learn to swim because i cant bring myself to go into the water, which is a bit counterproductive as learning to swim could save me, but still) and i got nothing

but those are the ones i know of.
edited to add this : i'm interested in my WW2 past life, but i think the one i'm most interested in is the VW one, i think because it's the one that's most recent. and i was only born in 1978, a couple years after it ended. so for some reason, i reincarnated pretty quickly between that life and this one. i still dont know too much how past life astrology works, but i've been trying to read my chart w/ help of Miriam's new book (which is excellent by the way - go buy it). but still have no idea how it really relates to it. unless for some reason i'm just not getting it.