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Post by kapitanprien on Apr 12, 2011 10:54:41 GMT -5
Hello, Yesterday I decided to attempt to make my own seashell essence using a combination of shells. This was the first time in making an essence of any type and I was not sure how it was going to work out. Apparently - it did work out extremely well. I used Morningstar's Seashell Essence page/site as a 'guide'. As I have a large number of seashells I wanted to see if I could make my own. It also helped me to get back in touch with the sea, being -for the moment- stuck in rural PA. I am going to be taking some time off from things and working on my own (like I always do... ) to get in touch with myself more and the like. My Australian essence combinations should be coming this week - which will give me more stuff to clear out. I also recently got my Sulfur Quartz and Hematoid Quartz - both of which have proven themselves extremely beneficial. I just need some time to myself right now to focus on 'off-line' things (I don't have direct access right now at the moment - but am considering getting one of those Virgin Broadband2Go things next month). So I won't be around as often either.
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Post by Storm on Apr 12, 2011 11:04:19 GMT -5
Hey Kapitan!
Take care of yourself and will catch you when we are both around.
I have cleared my diary for the next three weeks so I am going to take some time off too. I will probably post a bit less for a while as well. I think it is wise to do one's own thing with all this research. I must admit I am hugely in denial again so I just have to go with how I feel, and if and when other stuff pops up to 'confirm' stuff or not I will deal with that as it happens. My situation is very different in that my 'connection' is to one of the most notorious guys. I am struggling with that really bad. And I wonder if actually indulging 'memories' and feelings from that lifetime, whether it is mine or not, is counter productive and unhealthy. I am still going to visit certain places in connection with that lifetime though. I am too involved now to back out of that. Whatever is going on it has touched my soul and and changed my life and I cannot just forget it or unlearn what I have realised. But I do wonder if sharing it can become counter productive on some levels.
Hope your new essences work. Best of luck. x
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Post by kapitanprien on Apr 12, 2011 11:20:44 GMT -5
Hey Thanks - you do the same I understand what you're saying - and realize the severe difficulties in particular with the 'notoriety'. I think that is the biggest 'stumbling block' - getting past that on the 'logical' level. I agree with sharing being counter productive at times. I tend to be the type that needs quite a bit of 'alone time' to get himself sorted out. As I clear out I integrate and it can be overwhelming for me...and with having the 'alone time' it really gives me the chance to sit down and sort stuff out without distractions. I haven't had any dreams or anything in quite a while and I think this is because I'm becoming more integrated with the physical - and therefore it gets to the point where there isn't anything for me to share really. I'm also wondering how this WWII event thing will go on 4 June - hopefully my friend will be feeling ok to go to it (she recently had 6 stents put in her heart). I guess right now I'm just so 'lost in thought' with things that - there isn't anything for me to discuss. Feel free to 'pop a line' if you want.
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Post by Iseke on Apr 12, 2011 15:51:44 GMT -5
*hug* Take care! We'll be here when you get back!
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Post by kapitanprien on Apr 14, 2011 8:04:29 GMT -5
Update: I have created two very potent essences which have really been helping me out. One I call 'Me Time' and the other 'Light in the Dark' (the latter which has some crystals with the seashells). I've been doing much clearing out and having many 'ah ha' moments with things not only with 'me', but with this body's situation as well. The 'Me Time' essence was really interesting because when I first started to take that, I actually got physically ill, but as time progressed and I continued to take it - the 'getting sick feeling' waned - so there was something that was being cleared out. Things are picking up in odd ways - my mom will be moving, so I don't know what I'll wind up getting volunteered to help out with there. I will continue to update as time goes on. Edit: I found a good seashell essence site - Australia based. I'm using some of their info as a guide as well and am very interested in creating my own Black Nerite essence: Removes belief in karmic punishment and encourages compassion, commitment and spiritual healing. - from the site: www.shellessences.com.au/shop-essence-practitioner.htmI've chosen to make this one for myself, because unfortunately that was the only 'belief' regarding reincarnation that the body's psyche was exposed to. So in addition to having had to clear out the nonsense regarding Roman Catholicism - this is going to get its ass kicked as well.
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Post by Storm on Apr 14, 2011 9:05:56 GMT -5
Good for you Prien! I may try the Black Nerite. I believe in the healing power of the sea. After my dark night of the soul type experience the only thing that healed me was swimming in the sea. For me I am left with an aftermath of God knows what! I feel RH was so damaged that it is all a mess. I can sense his inner child quite clearly, and he adored the sea. The sea was a huge influence on him from a very early age, which is what really guided him to want to join the Navy. Luna suggested that RH is compartmentalised within me. I am having huge difficulty with this as in order to integrate him and get access to everything that needs to be cleared out I must take on what he did. I am genuinely scared, though obviously he died at the time and personally lost everything in the same way as those who died. He was hunted down and selected for extinction by his assassins in the same way the SS hunted down their victims. So, I guess that means I may not carry so much karma as I would have incurred had he lived and continued doing what he was doing. My chart seems to say that I must focus on healing myself, and that is my karmic legacy and that which needs settling. But me being me, I cannot allow myself to heal unless it serves a greater purpose than just me. How ironic that I finally get a life where it seems to be required that it's 'all about me' and I can't go there, lol! Yet in possible other lives, I was arrogantly being 'all about me' when I should not have been! I have to get myself straight in my head before visiting certain places, like Lidice.
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Post by kapitanprien on Apr 14, 2011 9:27:40 GMT -5
Good for you Prien! Thanks! There is another that I will make using the Tiger Cowrie:
"Removes negative, genetic energy infringements; also removes surrogations (energy overlays from others)." (from that same site) The overlay is a BIG problem I have due to being a walk-in. This will help explain it better:The most difficult situation for a new walk-in is to be around people who pull on them to be or be like the previous incarnee. This can be very tough because those people were usually emotionally significant to the previous soul, i.e., mate, parents, family and friends. They may not realize or believe that a transfer of Souls has occurred. When these well-meaning people project their emotions and pictures of the old occupant on to a walk-in, an overlay of the old energy called "ghosting" occurs in the new energy bodies. Clairvoyantly, it looks like a double image. This is so stressful to the physical body and personality that the walk-in may become ill or feel quite crazy.I may try the Black Nerite. I believe in the healing power of the sea. After my dark night of the soul type experience the only thing that healed me was swimming in the sea. My friend had told me an interesting quote - it went something along the lines of when a man goes to sea he goes back from whence he came (originated). While fully knowing the destructive power of the sea, there is more healing in it for me - The Mother Sea.
I was reading in the site how the shell essences worked and was willing to try them out after having read in the Morningstar site that - these are helpful in cases where even the plant/flower essences have not been able to 'put a dent in things' so to speak. I'm just dealing with really 'entrenched' stuff and thankful that I started collecting shells several months ago! *laughs* I never knew that I would find myself actually using them to make my own essences!For me I am left with an aftermath of God knows what! I feel RH was so damaged that it is all a mess. I can sense his inner child quite clearly, and he adored the sea. The sea was a huge influence on him from a very early age, which is what really guided him to want to join the Navy. I think I have read about that myself - having of course read some on the Kriegsmarine (pre-1935 it was the Reichsmarine) in the process of reading up on U-Boats while doing my research.Luna suggested that RH is compartmentalised within me. I am having huge difficulty with this as in order to integrate him and get access to everything that needs to be cleared out I must take on what he did. I am genuinely scared, though obviously he died at the time and personally lost everything in the same way as those who died. He was hunted down and selected for extinction by his assassins in the same way the SS hunted down their victims. I understand what you're saying. I sort of go through the same process in healing this body - accessing the trauma stored cellular-ly - if that makes sense. Like what you say, I had to 'take on' this body's cellular trauma in order to clean it out.So, I guess that means I may not carry so much karma as I would have incurred had he lived and continued doing what he was doing. My chart seems to say that I must focus on healing myself, and that is my karmic legacy and that which needs settling. But me being me, I cannot allow myself to heal unless it serves a greater purpose than just me. How ironic that I finally get a life where it seems to be required that it's 'all about me' and I can't go there, lol! Yet in possible other lives, I was arrogantly being 'all about me' when I should not have been! *laughs* Yeah that is ironic, but I understand it though. That's kind of like my situation too - where I have to focus on myself (the body) - to heal and so I can live my life...yet, I keep wanting to help others too! *laughs* It's getting to the point though where things are getting straightened out and I can focus on taking care of this body without 'feeling bad' if I don't share some 'helpful news'! *laughs*I have to get myself straight in my head before visiting certain places, like Lidice. Ah yeah - I don't blame you on that one!
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Post by Laurasia on Apr 15, 2011 14:14:53 GMT -5
Hi Prien & SS3. I can certainly understand the need to "withdraw into oneself"...I am the same way from time to time. Indeed, if you guys are being drawn to do that, then you probably need to for some reason. It will become clear as the work gets done. I do have to say that I feel sharing (though not necessarily immediately) is very helpful in the long run. So don't completely isolate yourselves either. Oftentimes an outside perspective is just what we need to make our breakthroughs. Well good luck to the both of you with your time away. I hope that you are both able to reconcile things that are bothering you &, possibly, have some wonderful ah-ha moments. Sincerely, Laurasia
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Post by Storm on Apr 15, 2011 15:14:48 GMT -5
Thanks so much Laurasia. We haven't totally gone.
In my case coming to terms is the hardest part. xx
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Post by kapitanprien on Apr 15, 2011 15:36:15 GMT -5
Nope we haven't.
With me - I'm just becoming more focused on things 'off-line' and dealing with physical reality because I'm grounding after all. I think it is getting to the point where it is just easier for me to talk via Skype with people - I feel like I can 'connect' with them better one-to-one.
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Post by Miss Bothmann on Apr 16, 2011 12:27:28 GMT -5
Good luck to the both of you in your journey in self-discovery. I know that this can be a difficult time and the need to withdraw to an extent is esssential. I have had to do this myself at times. I am glad to see that you are following your inner intuition and hopefully it will yield you even more results.
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Post by kapitanprien on Apr 16, 2011 13:20:34 GMT -5
Thanks - I've been doing much even though it doesn't seem like it. I've decided to fully shift my focus to myself because that's where it all starts. I have to get my 'physical reality' straightned out so to speak and I am well on my way to doing that.
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Post by Storm on Apr 16, 2011 15:14:47 GMT -5
That is great Prien, well done! I am happy about your progress. I am still horribly in denial and now with this business with my friend/regressionist announcing over this healing earth event that I was Himmler in my past life that has taken away so much from me! And I cannot correct it as it is a recorded interview! So the one attempt I make to show that Reini's spirit was not so bad as people think and is learning and becoming a better being gets hijacked by Himmler! Not happy!
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Post by kapitanprien on Apr 16, 2011 15:48:06 GMT -5
Thanks - I've been working with my Tiger Cowrie essence and that has proved very helpful with being a walk-in. I only wish that the weather would be more cooperative so I could put some other shells to the test - I can't wait to make the essence for you though...and see how that works.
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Post by Laurasia on Apr 20, 2011 13:24:04 GMT -5
I am still horribly in denial and now with this business with my friend/regressionist announcing over this healing earth event that I was Himmler in my past life that has taken away so much from me! And I cannot correct it as it is a recorded interview! So the one attempt I make to show that Reini's spirit was not so bad as people think and is learning and becoming a better being gets hijacked by Himmler! Not happy! Hi SS3. Can't you get into contact with her to let her know that she made a mistake? Even if it was a recorded interview, I'm sure that once she is aware of her mistake she will want to retract her statement & correct herself....especially if she knows how much this means to you. Sincerely, Laurasia
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