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Post by Laurasia on Oct 9, 2010 12:34:38 GMT -5
"Alibi" - 30 Seconds To Mars
This song, again, I do not relate directly to Hans' life. I connect with this song because it reminds me of just how far I have come, on a soul level, since Hans' self-destruction & death. And the sheer amount of emotion that Jared embues this song with in the way that he sings it makes that connection even stronger. Here are the lyrics...
No warning sign, no alibi. We faded faster than the speed of light. Took our chance, crashed and burned. No, we'll never ever learn.
I fell apart, but I got back up again. And then I fell apart, but got back up again. Yeah.
We both could see crystal clear, That the inevitable end was near. Made our choice, a trial by fire, To battle is the only way we feel alive.
I fell apart, but got back up again. And then I fell apart, but got back up again. And then I fell apart, but got back up again. Oh way oh Oh way oh Oh way oh Oh way oh Oh way oh Oh way oh
So here we are, the witching hour, The quickest tongue to divide and devour.... Divide and devour. If I could end the quest for fire, For truth, for love, for my desire..... My soul! And I fell apart, but got back up again! Oh way oh, oh way oh, oh way oh, oh way oh, oh way oh, oh way oh, oh way oh, oh way oh, oh way oh!
I fell apart! I fell apart! I fell apart! I fell apart! I fell apart!!!!!
But got back up again.
Sincerely, Laurasia
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Post by Laurasia on Oct 15, 2010 12:38:51 GMT -5
"M.I.A." - Avenged Sevenfold
Warning! Some members may find these lyrics disturbing!
This is one of the songs that Hans connects with the most.
Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise. Living another day in disguise. These feelings can't be right. Lend me your courage to stand up and fight, on tonight.
Ooooo.... Stand up and fight.
The fighting rages on and on! To challenge me you must be strong. I walk your land but don't belong. Two million soldiers can't be wrong.
It's no fun, but I've been here before. I'm far from home and I'm fighting your war. (Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things.) Some are scared, others killing for fun. I shot a mother right in front of her son. (Take this from my consciousness, and please erase my dreams.)
Fight for honor, fight for your life. Pray to God that our side is right. Even though we won, I still may lose... until I make it home to you. I see our mothers filled with tears. Grew up so fast, where did those years go? Memories wont let you cry... unless I don't return tonight.
So many soldiers on the other side. I take their lives so they can't take mine. (Scared to make it out alive, now murder's all I know.) Nobody tells me all the reasons we're here. I have my weapons so there's nothing to fear. (Another day, another life, but nothing real to show for.)
Fight for honor, fight for your life. Pray to God that our side is right. Even though we won, I still may lose... until I make it home to you. I see our mothers filled with tears. Grew up so fast, where did those years go? Memories wont let you cry... unless I don't return tonight.
Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise. Living another day in disguise. These feelings can't be right. Lend me your courage to stand up and fight.
Watching the death toll rise, wondering how I'm alive!! Stranger's blood on my hands, I've shot all I can. There are no silent nights, watching your brothers all die!! To destroy all their plans, with no thought of me. No thought of me. No thought of me!
Ohhhhh.....
Walk the city lonely.... memories that haunt are passing by. A murderer walks your street tonight. Forgive me for my crimes. Don't forget that I was so young..... fought so scared... in the name of God and country.
Sincerely, Laurasia
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Post by Laurasia on Mar 24, 2011 14:41:48 GMT -5
"Nightmare" - by Avenged Sevenfold
Warning! Some content may be disturbing to some members!
This song is one that truly leaves me haunted at this point in time due to my recent recollections of the smoke stacks of a crematoria in one of the labor camps.
Nightmare! Now your nightmare comes to life.
Dragged ya down below, down to the devil's show, to be his guest forever. Peace of mind is less than never! Hate to twist your mind, but God ain't on your side. An old acquaintance severed. Burn the world your last endeavor!
Flesh is burning, you can smell it in the air, cause men like you have such easy soul to steal. (Steal) So stand in line while they ink numbers in your head. You're now a slave until the end of time here. Nothing stops the madness, burning, haunting, yearning... Pull the trigger!
You should have known the price of evil. And it hurts to know that you belong here, yeah. Ooh, it's your f*ck*ng nightmare!
While your nightmare comes to life.
Can't wake up and sweat cause it ain't over yet. Still dancing with your demons. (Victim of your own creation!) Beyond the will to fight... Where all that's wrong is right. Where hate don't need a reason. (Loathing self-assassination!)
You've been lied to just to rape you of your sight. And now they have the nerve to tell you how to feel. (Feel) So sedated as they medicate your brain. And while you slowly go insane they tell ya... "Given with the best intentions. Help you with your complications!"
You should have known the price of evil. And it hurts to know that you belong here, yeah. No one to call. Everybody to fear. Your tragic fate is looking so clear, yeah. Ooh, it's your f*ck*ng nightmare! Ha, ha, ha!
Fight! Not to fail! Not to fall! Or you'll end up like the others!
Die! Die again! Drenched in sin! With no respect for another!
Down! Feel the fire! Feel the hate! Your pain is what we desire!
Lost! Hit the wall! Watch you crawl! Such a replaceable liar!
And I know you hear their voices! (Calling from above.) And I know they may seem real! (These signals of love.) But our life's made up of choices! (Some without appeal.) They took for granted your soul... And it's ours now to steal!
As your nightmare comes to life!!
You should have known the price of evil. And it hurts to know that you belong here, yeah. No one to call! Everybody to fear! Your tragic fate is looking so clear, yeah. Ooh, it's your f*ck*ng nightmare!
Sincerely, Laurasia
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Post by Laurasia on Mar 24, 2011 14:54:26 GMT -5
Buried Alive" - by Avenged Sevenfold
This song echoes Hans' feelings about life within the camps to me.
Take the time just to listen, when the voices screaming are much too loud. Take a look in the distance, try and see it all. Chances are that you might find that we share a common discomfort now. I feel I'm walking a fine line...tell me only if it's real.
Still I'm on my way. (On and on it goes.) Vacant hope to take...
Hey! I can't live in here for another day! Darkness has kept the light concealed! Grim as ever. Hold on to faith as I dig another grave! Meanwhile the mice endure the wheel. Real as ever.... And it seems I've been buried alive!
I walk the fields through the fire, taking steps until I found solid ground. Followed dreams, reaching higher, couldn't survive the fall. Much has changed since the last time, and I feel a little less certain now. You know I jumped at the first sign. Tell me only if it's real.
Memories seem to fade. (On and on it goes.) Wash my view away...
Hey! I can't live in here for another day! Darkness has kept the light concealed! Grim as ever. Hold on to faith as I dig another grave! Meanwhile the mice endure the wheel. Real as ever.... And I'm chained like a slave! Trapped in the dark! Slammed all the locks! Death calls my name... And it seems I've been buried alive!
Take you down now, burn it all out, throw you all around... Get your f*ck*ng HANDS OFF ME!
What's it feel like? Took the wrong route... Watch it fall apart. Now you're knockin' AT THE WRONG GATE!
For you to pay the toll... A price for you alone. The only deal you'll find... I'll gladly take your soul.
While it seems sick, sober up quick. Psycho lunatic crushing you with HANDS OF FATE!
Shame to find out when it's too late, but you're all the same... Trapped inside INFERNO AWAITS!
Evil thoughts can hide, I'll help release the mind. I'll peel away the skin, release the dark within!
This is now your life! Strike you from the light! This is now your life! Die, buried alive! [x3]
Sincerely, Laurasia
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Post by Miss Bothmann on Mar 25, 2011 11:39:07 GMT -5
Both of those songs are awesome Laurasia! I am glad that you posted them.
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Post by Laurasia on Apr 3, 2011 16:15:41 GMT -5
"Chapter Four" by Avenged Sevenfold
This song gave me my most recent recollection, which I received on the return trip home from vacation. It really speaks to Hans' feeling of being completely seperated from God.
Give me your hand. Blood is spilt and man will follow infernal man. Punishment too great to bear (Conceived and born was one of light. Rain and dark, the other born black night.)
Raise your head and taste the courage. (The one of light) Fall from grace, unholy night.
I've come here to kill you, won't leave until you've died! Murder born of vengeance. I closed my brothers eyes tonight...
[Repeat from the beginning]
It's cold tonight as the clouds turn grey and from my hands to my brothers grave! You took his side! You took his gift! Feel the power of a fallen man, crestfallen man!
Far away in this land I must go. Out of the sight of the One! A punishment sent from His hand... a hardship that no one should know. Now go...out of the sight of the One. Away in this land you must go.
Where has he gone?! What have you done?! A voice commands from high above this earth. From the soil his blood cries out to me! Murder, liar, vengeance, deceit!
Far away in this land I must go. Out of the sight of the One! A punishment sent from His hand.... A hardship that no one should know. Now go....out of the sight of the One. Away in this land you must go.
Sincerely, Laurasia
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Post by Laurasia on Jan 4, 2012 13:16:00 GMT -5
"Never Again" by Disturbed
I LOVE this song! And, if the forum were to have a "theme-song" this would definitely be it!
Never Again... Never Again...
They had a frightening desire for genocide. They wouldn't stop 'til what was left of my family died. Hell-bent on taking over the world... You couldn't hide in the shroud of conformity. We can't forget how we were devastated by the beast, And how we pleaded with our captors for release. We were hunted for no reason at all. One of the darkest times in our history.
All that I have left inside Is a soul that's filled with pride. I tell you "Never Again"! Their depraved society Didn't end up killing me. Scream with me "Never Again"! Not again!
A generation that was persecuted endlessly, Exterminated by the Nazi war machine. We will remember, let the story be told. To realize how we lost our humanity. You dare to tell me that there never was a holocaust? You think that history will leave their memory lost? Another Hitler, using fear to control... You're gonna fail this time for the world to see.
All that I have left inside Is a soul that's filled with pride. I tell you "Never Again"! Their depraved society Didn't end up killing me. Scream with me "Never Again"! Not again!
All that I have left inside Is a soul that's filled with pride. I tell you "Never Again"! Their depraved society Didn't end up killing me. Scream with me "Never Again"!
For the countless souls who've died Let our voices fill this night. Sing with me "Never Again"! Oh they aren't lost you see... For the truth will live in me. Believe me "Never Again"!
NOTE: Also included in the lyrics of the album (though not actually said during the song) is the following.....
"Around the world throughout the pages of our history Too many souls have fallen victim to brutality. In every continent the horrors unfold. Too many lost to the cause of antipathy. Never again can we allow another genocide. We must begin the walk across the great divide. Too many people have a tale to be told, A holocaust of their own, for the world to see."
Sincerely, Laurasia
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Post by Miss Bothmann on Jan 18, 2012 16:25:26 GMT -5
"Never Again" is an awesome song!! It could be the anthem of this forum. 
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Post by jleaw on Jan 28, 2012 9:53:28 GMT -5
I have a big connection to swing/big band music and stuff with gypsy influences like Django Reinhardt. However, I didn't know if anyone else appreciates the album Aeroplane over the sea, by Neutral Milk Hotel? It was written by the lead single, Jeff Magnum, who has talked about possible PL beliefs and written as a love song to Anne Frank. The video is really powerful : www.youtube.com/watch?v=AH3CRVVBL9o It's my go to, comfort music :-) Here are some lyrics as a sample, i think many on here might connect to: Ghost, ghost I know you live within me Feel as you fly In thunderclouds above the city Into one that I Loved with all that was left within me Until we tore in two Now wings and rings and there's so many Waiting here for you And she was born in a bottle rocket, 1929 With wings that ring around a socket Right between her spine All drenched in milk and holy water Pouring from the sky I know that she will live for ever She won't ever die She goes and now she knows she'll never be afraid To watch the morning paper blow Into a hole where no one can escape Dee, de de de de... And one day in New York City baby A girl fell from the sky From the top of a burning apartment building Fourteen stories high And when her spirit left her body How it split the sun I know that she will live forever All goes on and on and on and She goes and now she knows she'll never be afraid To watch the morning paper blow Into a hole where no one can escape Dee, de de de de...
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Post by Laurasia on Jan 29, 2012 15:53:06 GMT -5
Hi jleaw. Oh god YES! I LOVE big band/swing music! In fact my father-in-law teases me that I listen to his dad's music! LOL! I have not heard of Neutral Milk Hotel before now, but those certainly are some moving lyrics.  Sincerely, Laurasia
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Post by Laurasia on Apr 16, 2012 13:14:40 GMT -5
"A Thousand Years" by Christina PerriThis is a song that Miss Bothmann & I both connect with intimately regarding one another, since we have (quite literally) loved each other for over a thousand years....going back with one another all the way to ancient Greece. I love you baby. And, like the song says, I'll love you for a thousand more.  Heart beats fast Colors and promises How to be brave How can I love when I'm afraid to fall But watching you stand alone All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow One step closer.... I have died everyday waiting for you Darling don't be afraid I have loved you For a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more Time stands still Beauty in all she is I will be brave I will not let anything take away What's standing in front of me Every breath Every hour has come to this One step closer.... I have died everyday waiting for you Darling don't be afraid I have loved you For a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more And all along I believed I would find you Time has brought your heart to me I have loved you for a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more One step closer.... One step closer.... I have died everyday waiting for you Darling don't be afraid I have loved you For a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more And all along I believed I would find you Time has brought your heart to me I have loved you for a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more Sincerely, Laurasia
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Post by eiszeit on Apr 16, 2012 23:22:02 GMT -5
Awwwww  That song is so sweet, especially given the way it connects to you and Miss Bothmann. I love hearing stories of souls who have reconnected over hundreds, thousands, ten thousands of years... It gives me so much hope and makes me happy. And I love "Never Again". Disturbed's music is great for powerful emotions, and this is certainly a subject that stirs up some strong ones.
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Post by Demi on Sept 3, 2012 21:28:51 GMT -5
Those are the songs I used to listen to...
Prodigy -Breathe Prodigy - Firestarter Theme song Schindlers List
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Post by Rebecca on Sept 4, 2012 5:46:52 GMT -5
I have quite a few but some RATM, Rise against, NIN and Korn songs bring me back a bit. However its generally certain sounds, notes or riffs in a song that strike a chord rather then the whole song itself if that makes sense?
Kind Regards
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Post by Laurasia on Sept 24, 2012 18:39:23 GMT -5
"The Noose" by A Perfect Circle
To me, this song is a strong reminder that as former perpetrators of something as awful as the Holocaust we must keep in mind that, oftentimes, just remembering what happened & realizing how very much we have evolved on a soul level is not enough...we need to actively do something to heal the damage that has occured.
So glad to see you well, Overcome and completely silent now. With heaven's help You cast your demons out. And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you off your cloud...
But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead. To the dead.
Recall the deeds as if They're all someone else's Atrocious stories. Now you stand reborn before us all So glad to see you well.
And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you to the ground....
But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead. To the dead.
With your halo slipping down. Your halo slipping Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down [repeated]
Your halo slipping down to choke you now.
Sincerely, Laurasia
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