q86
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Jan 25, 2011 18:49:41 GMT -5
Post by q86 on Jan 25, 2011 18:49:41 GMT -5
Hello, my name is Brooke, I am currently a 17-year-old High School student, and a few years ago, I discovered my past as a certain SS officer. I do understand that I should essentially accept it and move on, but I just cannot seem to do so. As you would assume, it is extremely hard to talk about this subject with anyone, even people with the same "problems" online.
I feel I am in such a difficult situation, since I feel no one (at least no one my age) is in the same position as I am; but I am obviously not alone since this community exists. However, my past has caused me a lot of grief, as I am tremendously regretting what I have done. Not only that, but I, a straight female, miss my wife terribly. I am just at a point where I don't know what to do and I hope this community will help in some way.
Thanks for reading
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Jan 26, 2011 9:27:32 GMT -5
Post by mccoyxyz on Jan 26, 2011 9:27:32 GMT -5
The mere fact you're starting to deal with all this at an age like that is a good sign. Better to get it out of your hair, then get on with life than the other way around, with it hanging over your head for years. Check through some of the past posts and for certain you should find at least something that will be helpful to you. Do not hesitate to revive a post that's in the past, it doesn't bother us. There are two ways to get greater confidentiality. One, use the members only area, casual surfers don't have access to it. Two, send a private message to anyone who is speaking of a topic that concerns you greatly. And remember, you're living in a brainwashed society, one into the one life theory, so all of this seems quite radical. Any Asian society into reincarnation and you'd be a whole lot more cool about this. And don't get hung up on which side someone was on, it's all the same angst anyhow. Best wishes.
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Jan 26, 2011 11:35:06 GMT -5
Post by Iseke on Jan 26, 2011 11:35:06 GMT -5
I'd like to second what Mccoy said: first, there is loads of support here for you, and that it is great you are seeking it now instead of far later! And second, that no matter what side you were on, we all share in the same suffering (albeit not in quite the same way).
So welcome! We are happy to hear your thoughts and any memories you are willing or able to share!
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Jan 29, 2011 13:56:32 GMT -5
Post by Laurasia on Jan 29, 2011 13:56:32 GMT -5
Hello Brooke. It is good to hear from you here on the boards, as having a network of support during this time will be very important for you. This would be a very trying time for you (as 17 is for the vast majority of us) without the added stress from recalling such a lifetime anyway, so you should benefit from the support offered here. And your feelings are perfectly normal & natural. The sense of guilt indicates that your soul has indeed progressed & is meant to motivate you to keep improving yourself. (Though you are not meant to hold onto that sense of personal guilt, as it will only serve to eat at you & block further soul growth. ) Your longing for your former spouse is also natural regardless of your physical sex or sexual orientation in this life. Afterall it is not her physical body that you are really longing for it is her soul & the connection that existed (or still does exist) between your two souls. ;D Sincerely, Laurasia
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q86
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Jan 29, 2011 18:24:43 GMT -5
Post by q86 on Jan 29, 2011 18:24:43 GMT -5
Thanks, everyone! I really appreciate the support and I will eventually add more soon just so I can get this off of my chest.
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Jan 30, 2011 1:46:19 GMT -5
Post by msmir on Jan 30, 2011 1:46:19 GMT -5
Hi Brooke, sorry for the late reply but welcome and if you read my story then you will certainly understand where I am coming from! I have been super busy as I am about to release online my book about the Holocaust and astrology, which I am sure you have already found I am a very busy lady right now but I just wanted to say hi!! I will be in touch soon. Cheers, Mir
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Feb 3, 2011 21:48:15 GMT -5
Post by Miss Bothmann on Feb 3, 2011 21:48:15 GMT -5
Hello Brooke, and sorry for my late reply as well. Definitly, you will find that you are more than welcome here, and hopefully will find the support that you need. 17 is a very tricky age to begin remembering past lives, but that was about the time that I began getting glimpses of one of mine. Feel free to pm me if you ever need anything or feel a need to talk.
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