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Post by raphaelthehealer on Dec 22, 2010 5:37:10 GMT -5
I have 5 retrograde planets in my natal chart, is it common amongst the Reincarnated Holocaust Victims? I am not very sure if I died in Holocaust but there are several factors that make me feel I died there. Things like inexplicable knee condition called Chondromalacia Patella(since birth) Double Pneumonia when I was about an year old. Can't stand vomit I sleep like a worm as if there's no space on the bed. Terribly Claustrophobic, can't use elevator, public loo(fearing that I will get locked and die ). Barbwire and railway track in my recurring dream. I see myself with some other people in an open jeep(recurring dream). When I was a child I used to get worried in the night thinking someone would come and take me away. Strong reaction when I see Auschwitz photos I like Jews and Star of David has always attracted me. Can't take hot or cold shower, when I see steam in the bathroom I freak out, can't touch cold water and can't tolerate cold or extremely hot weather, I like moderate climate. I was born and brought up in a place where the temperature used to be below minus in Winter but I have never been able to tolerate the cold. I panic in crowds so always avoid it. I don't like to be touched much. In one of the recurring dreams , people were shooting and I was pretending to be dead and finally got shot. I always have a feeling that I was around 9-10 in that lifetime and co-incidentally I got a big cut on my forehead on my 10th Birthday, I still have a deep scar on my forehead. Very confused
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Post by raphaelthehealer on Dec 23, 2010 1:09:03 GMT -5
Thanks for the warm welcome Iseke:)
Thanks for sharing the thread link, I so relate to it specially the hospital part(I am dead scared of needles) and this line "In this life I am sometimes afraid of getting really happy with something as I'm afraid I will loose it anyway".
I always feel like a victim, I guess its my Virgo North Node which makes me feel that way.
And yeah, I look very different from my family (drastically different).
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Post by Laurasia on Dec 23, 2010 11:53:56 GMT -5
Hello Raphael. Welcome to the forum. I have to agree with Iseke, it certainly does sound as though you were in the Holocaust. I also wouldn't know about the astrological aspect of things though as I do not study astrology. Iseke is right though that MsMir is very knowledgable about such things. In fact she has a book coming out next month that looks at the connection between reincarnated Holocaust victims & their charts. As I'm sure you saw in the thread link, there are many other members here who were also victims of the Holocaust. So you'll definitely have others here to share with about what is going on with yourself & your memories. I did want to say one thing to you though.... You mentioned that you always feel like a victim. It doesn't have to be that way, hon. You are no longer a victim in this life & holding onto those types of feelings will only hinder your progress (just as former perpetrators, such as myself, need to learn to release our feelings of guilt). You are safe now, you are free now. So don't be afraid to go out & live your life now. ~hugs~ Sincerely, Laurasia
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Post by raphaelthehealer on Dec 23, 2010 13:34:41 GMT -5
Thanks for the kind words Laurasia, I am so glad to have found this forum Yeah, I am so excited about MsMir's new book:) Thanks once again!
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Post by msmir on Dec 23, 2010 22:32:23 GMT -5
Hi Raphaelthehealer, it's a pleasure to meet you. I would love to chat with you further on this topic and yes the retrogrades are a strong indicator of past lives, and many reincarnated Holocaust victims are born with Neptune in retrograde because their dreams were snatched away and many with this placement have the same fear of that. Everything is explained in the book that is coming out, very soon online!
Mir
PS by the way I am horribly emetophobic. Not so much of myself being sick but of others.. and yes I have kids, and thankfully they rarely get sick and if they do my husband knows he must be the single dad in that case. He knows this is something I just... cannot handle.
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Post by raphaelthehealer on Dec 25, 2010 6:11:49 GMT -5
Hi MsMir, Nice to meet you too:)
I have these retrograde planets in my Natal Chart-
Mercury Saturn Pluto Neptune Uranus
Same with me, I don't mind my own vomit but I can't stand when someone else does it.
I am too excited about your new book:)
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Post by raphaelthehealer on Dec 25, 2010 11:52:58 GMT -5
Oh! Forgot to add one point, I CAN'T stand the smell of Fennel, was there any fennel field around or was it one of the ingredients in their cooking? I have puked 2-3 times when I ate it by mistake.
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Post by msmir on Dec 25, 2010 16:33:04 GMT -5
If you have Mercury in retro you were horribly scorned for saying the wrong thing in your past life, with Saturn you either abused your authority onto others OR vice versa, Pluto you were ostracized, Uranus you took a risk by going against some rules and with Neptune, you never lived your dreams... if you were in the camps, from what I see alone you were likely one of those that had to "work" for the Nazis, could have been part of the kapos but at the same time hated it and did what you could to help inmates and with Mercury in retro you may have leaked out something you had not intended to leak out which could have been led to your death... does this kind of situation resonate? And fennel does not bother me but I can see why it would bother so many. And I still would rather NOT be sick and have tried fighting it but it seems like the older I am getting the less successful I have been with that when such situations arise. Thankfully its not that often. But yeah if anyone so much says around me that he or she is feeling sick, I run!! I baby my kids when they have colds or fell down and scraped their knees...I guess it is overcompensation on my part since I am nonexistent when they puke but THANKFULLY they get colds more often than that and when they do get colds they still eat well and don't feel sick in that way! Some kids puke even when they have colds, ugggh. I am glad to see you excited about my book, I will keep you updated.
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Post by Iseke on Dec 26, 2010 0:10:19 GMT -5
Yeah...I'm absolutely terrified of being sick myself, and if others say they feel sick or are being sick it scares me to death to think I might get what they have.
But, hmm, fennel! I have not ever heard of that! It's possible your aversion to it came from other lifetimes, so don't rule that out! Of course, it could just be a physical intolerance, but...from what you're saying it seems psychological. I have not heard of it being connected in any particular way with the camps though (fennel was far too fancy for the food most of the inmates were served, I would think), but, maybe it was! In any case....I'd be interested to know if it bothers anyone else, or if there really was a connection?
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Post by raphaelthehealer on Dec 26, 2010 2:42:51 GMT -5
Thanks so much Ms.Mir for explaining all these to me:) Yeah, thats quite possible. I sometimes stutter when I speak and I would rather keep things to myself thinking that it might hurt someone but having Sun, Moon and Ascendant all in Fire Sign sometimes I am plain blunt. I never intend to hurt anyone but I am often mistaken for being rude.
Iseke, yeah Fennel allergy could have been a result of some other lifetime, thanks for pointing that out:)
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Post by msmir on Dec 28, 2010 1:11:31 GMT -5
I am Sagittarius rising, Leo Sun and Taurus Moon, I can be blunt too but I am inclined to be practical about what I say at the same time.... My son is also triple fire (Aries, Aries and Sagittarius rising), he has some autism (high functioning) and I hope this serves him in the end because this can mean motivation for him!!! I don't expect him to turn into the next Temple Grandin but I do have expectations of him that he will be motivated to do well in something he loves I am pushing him towards that direction. As for the fennel allergy, I can see why some would be turned off... doesn't it have a smell that can be quite grassy? And there is a gruesome reason I am asking that.... I will say it if you don't think you would be bothered.
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Post by raphaelthehealer on Dec 29, 2010 2:48:34 GMT -5
Wow! I am also Sagittarius Rising with Aries Sun and Aries Moon. I am a very slow learner and I always feel that I am different, different in a good way:) Bill Gates also has High functioning Autism and I am sure your son will make you Proud some day:) I have a Water Grand Trine in 4th, 8th and 12th houses (Pisces, Cancer and Scorpio). I don't know if its that grassy smell but I Can't stand it, just remembering it makes me feel pukish
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Post by msmir on Dec 30, 2010 2:17:35 GMT -5
Oh cool so you have some similarities to my son Maybe, the core areas are the same but the rest of the chart is different because he is certainly his own individual which is good... just want him to function well. Yeah Bill Gates is amazing, if you have motivation you can do anything.
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Post by raphaelthehealer on Dec 31, 2010 2:38:17 GMT -5
Yeah:)
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