Something that I often wonder

[euskanoravian]

I was a Rabbi in Rome in the 1400's. It was a rough life, but I do have many recollections of having plenty peaceful moments. I was proud of who I was, and I was proud of my job. I remember lighting Shabbos candles in the stone synagogue where I did hang out often. In my last life, I was a Nazi. What a contrast. Nonetheless, I was a Nazi who did not hate Jews. In fact deep down I respected Jews, but could not show it because that was against the law. Because of that, I was just as nasty to Jews like the other Nazis and hated myself for it. I sometimes do wonder if I did not allow myself to become antisemitic because of subconsciously being influenced by my past life as a Rabbi? In this life, I am fascinated by Judaism. If my health were to ever improve, Israel is one of the places that I would like to visit.

Blessed Be,
Andi

[msmir]

You may have been possibly tolerant to Jews where as the other Nazis were not... simply because you were either an older soul than many of them or.. maybe it did have something to do with that past life as a Rabbi influencing you that way. It's really hard to say. I would love to see Israel too but I admit I am kinda afraid.. then again, when does the media NOT blow anything out of proportion? Yes one day I would love to go too.. among other places!

[euskanoravian]

You are right. I am a very old soul. It must explain too, why I did not hate Jews, and knew what the right thing was to do. And I died for it. It may have not had anything to do with my Rabbi life influencing me in anyway.

Blessed Be,
Andi

[Laurasia]

I think that your lifetime as a Nazi was just karma allowing you to experience the other side of the coin from having been a Rabbi, hon.

Sincerely,
Laurasia

[euskanoravian]

You could be right.

Blessed Be,
Andi