Well now I'm totally confused!

[rachaeld]

I attempted to do a Brian Weiss past life regression meditation, hoping to get info about Holocaust past life but was open to whatever life came through. Instead of that life, when I looked down at my feet upon entering the past life, I saw black military combat boots and my hands looked male and I had a strong knowing of being a soldier in Vietnam! At first I thought I was just thinking of my dad who is a Vietnam vet and pictures I have of him there. But I went with it. Didn't see much else except that I saw jungle type environment.

So then I asked the pendulum to confirm this - if in that past life I was a soldier, said yes, was I an American soldier, said yes, was I in Vietnam, said yes, did I die in Vietnam, said yes.

Asked pendulum to spell out name and got MIchael Caffee...I went to the website of Vietnam wall to look up the name and got nothing...but then I was inspired to try spelling last name Caffey and there is a Michael Caffey that died.

If all this is true, why would the pendulum have a different spelling? Does that mean it was just imagination? And why didn't I get info on Holocaust? Argh! This is hard!

This Michael was born in 1948, died 1970. The dates fit into my timeline if I did die in the Holocaust (1942) and then was born into my current life in 1975. But sheesh, I feel like my soul was quite active! I have always been interested in Vietnam and the soldiers and I do alot of volunteer work with the military now...always thought it was because of my dad but now am rethinking.

[Sunstar]

Hello Rachael!

First of all, a very warm welcome from me, too! I've just read through all of your posts and I'm glad you are here. There seem to be less reincarnated Holocaust victims than reincarnated Nazis on SR (or maybe the victims do not post that much), so it's great that you've joined

I think the results you get with your pendulum are just amazing. I do not know much about using a pendulum, but a single letter, that was misspelled, seems nothing compared to a full name that could be verified. This is just incredible!!! I do not think it is just imagination, but I can understand your doubts as I'm always very sceptical myself.

Well, I wouldn't be surprised if you were a victim in one PL and a soldier in another. Souls sometimes like to choose opposed lives/fates, so they can experience things "on both sides" and this way they get "the whole picture".
There might be some aspect of your present life that is affected by both of these past lives. In your very first post you wrote that you asked your guides, why you've suffered so much emotionally in this life. Maybe you have to look at both PLs to find the answer. There could be an unsolved issue that was present in both PLs and that you've carried from one incarnation to the other.

As to myself: I was a lower rank SS officer in a camp. What I remember best is the evacuation of the camp at the end of the war and the marches through the snow in winter 44/45. (I get a goose flesh every time I just think of it, or when I just see some snow!) My recollections came in dreams and spontaneous flashbacks. When I focus on my PL or ask my guides, I hardly never get the answers or information that I asked for. Instead I get something completely different or nothing But I will get new information or answers to old questions in a moment when I do not expect I also remember bits of a PL in the ancient world. I work with angels and my spirit guides, and I constantly work on my spiritual growth.

I hope you enjoy this forum. And sorry for any incorrect English. I'm not a native speaker, but I do my best - haha

All the best
Sunstar

[Demi]

Glad to see someone out there coming back quickly, my case also, as it seems.

Sunstar - I hear you about snow, that's a very strong thing for me too. If I walk in snow and there is a forest and the smell of burned wood it's like I expect a camp showing up behind the next row of trees. It's like transgressing to a different ambience.. !

Is it just me, or were the winters horribly long back then?

All the best
Demi

[Sunstar]

Demi, it's not just you. Especially the last winter during WWII '44/'45 was a very hard one. Great parts of the Baltic Sea were frozen. And if you were somewhere in the East, then the continental climate would add to that.

Yeah, it's like "transgressing to a different ambience" - exactly like that! Sometimes like a time travel with strange thoughts in my mind... And it's stronger when I wear black boots and a coat ...

[Demi]

Not sure if I lived through that winter, but there were some where it got cold and freezing in October...

Yeah, time travel, like something stands still inside of me! And I'm trying to feel out what it is, but it's like I am taken away from my daily life, forget it for a moment. There is a place near where I live, actually two, which remind me of camps... And I go "oh no!"... this big open space, and lookouts and barracks. It's actually a place for concerts and horse riding, etc, but if I go by there I happen to transgress into that state. A bunch of things appear in my head, thoughts feelings, I wanna turn around and leave, yet I am spellbound somehow.

I seem to be attracted to military style clothing. Feels kinda natural, and practical. As well as "not that again!", a drag, something long and hard. Drills and sitting in a hole for days. Of which the color grey seems to be a direct reference to.

All the best
Demi