Post by adriana on Sept 1, 2010 5:36:38 GMT -5
I feel I have mostly emotional knowledge from the WW2 life. Something is good, and a lot is bad. But I want to share how that life effects me now, and if you can see similarities from it (of course I can't be 100% sure I had a life back then, but I'm pretty sure). I can't be sure that everything I write comes from WW2, or from a past life at all.
- Sometimes in winter when I walk outside somewhere I sometimes have this brief image/or thought of me being forced to be out in too little clothes. Actually it wasn't until last year that it dawned to me that this might be past life connected. It's something that just happens, and that I don't really think about. But it's always that I freeze and whatever I am wearing isn't sufficient to keep me warm. So last time it happened I realized I was "seeing" myself wearing something that could very well resemble the concentration camp outfits (but not sure they were striped).
- I used to feel since I was little that I used to have a lot darker hair than I have now, now I'm blonde. Sometimes when I see a certain type of appearance, I feel that "I used to look like that". My uncle had a girlfriend when I was around 10, and I remember that for whatever reason I felt that I looked a bit like her before. But she was many years older than me lol, and very different appearance wise to how I look now.
- I have tried to regress on my own, and sometimes I find myself doubting what gender I was back then. But seeing I had my hair cut at some point and too skinny to have a womanly figure, I realize it might have been connected to that, but other impressions from that life is that I was no doubt a female.
- I am a bit skinny now, and I have read somewhere that reincarnated holocaust victims often are a bit too skinny or a bit too fat (I hope noone takes this the wrong way). But I eat healthily, so it's nothing to do with that.
- I get a weird reaction to certain types of buildings, for example certain brick wall buildings.
But I also have a good association to certain types of yellow buildings that I also feel are connected to that life.
- When I see images from Auschwitz, I don't always get this horror feeling, sometimes I just feel a bit numb, or even a bit neutral or spaced out. Does everyone else in here that have been in a camp always get a bad reaction when you see images from there?
But i remember the first times I saw pictures from it it really got to me. And sometimes I have to read about WW2. I know others can't even look at pictures or read anything. I would think that if I was there I would feel recognition and feel horrified all the time, so my reaction doesn't always make sense to me.
- I hate hospitals, I used to be terrified of them. And the smell, and that particular green color. I still am, but sometimes you need to see a doctor so I'm not that afraid now as I used to be. And taking shots, I hate that, too
But I used to feel when I was younger when I first learned about the camps that there was something about hospitals/experiments/operations etc, and I didn't know until much later.
- I hate vomiting, I mean no one likes it, but I have been really afraid of even being near people who are sick like that. I'm not that afraid anymore, but it still sticks with me.
I even had vague impressions of some kind of people being treated so that they would get sick like that. Then I read not long ago that people in the camps were given shots so that they would vomit..
I don't know if this was done to me, but I might have seen it back then.
- I also used to associate Auschwitz with sexuality. This is probably the most difficult part as it made me feel crazy and I was angry at myself for feeling that way. Then I learned that they did have brothels there. But this is a bit blocked for me.
- In this life I am sometimes afraid of getting really happy with something as I'm afraid I will loose it anyway. Does anyone else relate to that? And also I used to be really really obedient kid, and I was so afraid of making noise in the classroom that I even didn't cough when I had to lol.
So this is a bit long, and a lot about me, sorry about that, but I just want to see if others can relate to any of it or even have additional things to come up with. Is there other things that it is very common for people that has reincarnated from holocaust to feel in this life?
- Sometimes in winter when I walk outside somewhere I sometimes have this brief image/or thought of me being forced to be out in too little clothes. Actually it wasn't until last year that it dawned to me that this might be past life connected. It's something that just happens, and that I don't really think about. But it's always that I freeze and whatever I am wearing isn't sufficient to keep me warm. So last time it happened I realized I was "seeing" myself wearing something that could very well resemble the concentration camp outfits (but not sure they were striped).
- I used to feel since I was little that I used to have a lot darker hair than I have now, now I'm blonde. Sometimes when I see a certain type of appearance, I feel that "I used to look like that". My uncle had a girlfriend when I was around 10, and I remember that for whatever reason I felt that I looked a bit like her before. But she was many years older than me lol, and very different appearance wise to how I look now.
- I have tried to regress on my own, and sometimes I find myself doubting what gender I was back then. But seeing I had my hair cut at some point and too skinny to have a womanly figure, I realize it might have been connected to that, but other impressions from that life is that I was no doubt a female.
- I am a bit skinny now, and I have read somewhere that reincarnated holocaust victims often are a bit too skinny or a bit too fat (I hope noone takes this the wrong way). But I eat healthily, so it's nothing to do with that.
- I get a weird reaction to certain types of buildings, for example certain brick wall buildings.
But I also have a good association to certain types of yellow buildings that I also feel are connected to that life.
- When I see images from Auschwitz, I don't always get this horror feeling, sometimes I just feel a bit numb, or even a bit neutral or spaced out. Does everyone else in here that have been in a camp always get a bad reaction when you see images from there?
But i remember the first times I saw pictures from it it really got to me. And sometimes I have to read about WW2. I know others can't even look at pictures or read anything. I would think that if I was there I would feel recognition and feel horrified all the time, so my reaction doesn't always make sense to me.
- I hate hospitals, I used to be terrified of them. And the smell, and that particular green color. I still am, but sometimes you need to see a doctor so I'm not that afraid now as I used to be. And taking shots, I hate that, too
But I used to feel when I was younger when I first learned about the camps that there was something about hospitals/experiments/operations etc, and I didn't know until much later.- I hate vomiting, I mean no one likes it, but I have been really afraid of even being near people who are sick like that. I'm not that afraid anymore, but it still sticks with me.
I even had vague impressions of some kind of people being treated so that they would get sick like that. Then I read not long ago that people in the camps were given shots so that they would vomit..
I don't know if this was done to me, but I might have seen it back then.
- I also used to associate Auschwitz with sexuality. This is probably the most difficult part as it made me feel crazy and I was angry at myself for feeling that way. Then I learned that they did have brothels there. But this is a bit blocked for me.
- In this life I am sometimes afraid of getting really happy with something as I'm afraid I will loose it anyway. Does anyone else relate to that? And also I used to be really really obedient kid, and I was so afraid of making noise in the classroom that I even didn't cough when I had to lol.
So this is a bit long, and a lot about me, sorry about that, but I just want to see if others can relate to any of it or even have additional things to come up with. Is there other things that it is very common for people that has reincarnated from holocaust to feel in this life?
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