Post by kangarus on Apr 27, 2012 12:01:18 GMT -5
Hi, I use the nick Kangarus - given my choice of nick, I am alluding to my current lifetime as an Australian. In my current lifetime, I am a 24-year old Australian with a very mild high-functioning autism, anxiety, also I was extensively bullied at school, thus possible trauma issues there. I am rather precocious in spiritual matters, and have a measure of psychic talent, although I can't fairly measure it myself.
I have done a lot of introspection on my past lifetime leading up to and during the Second World War, among other spiritual matters. I will post what I can in the relevant forums here.
For now, I hope to familiarise myself with this forum in general. It is a good thing that a site such as this exists - I just so happened to find it in the wee hours (here in Australia anyhow) and I feel in myself it was, to say the least, a fortuitous find via Google. :-)
What I will say of my past lifetime involving the Second World War here is that I was already in my teens - a young adult by the standards then - in 1933, and I had come from a poor background, so most of this past life up until the war was that I was just a worker doing my job, as was my attitude during the war, as a tank driver - although I had a traumatic experience involving the camps, perhaps someone who was formerly a friend as a small child had died there (well, was murdered), I'm sorry but the memories of that and afterwards are marred with a lot of psychic 'screaming' until my death at a place what I feel was somewhere in the occupied Netherlands - oddly, I remembered feeling at peace at that moment, in some way accepting of my fate and relieved to die. It is something that is tearful for me, but in a sense of relief - I think somewhere, though he played the part of a good little German soldier, I think he knew in his heart that something was terribly wrong, at least toward the end.
Curiously I remember this time in my current lifetime when I felt almost 'at home' sitting in a vehicle that had been converted from an old World War II tank. That's where I get the feeling I was in the Panzer divisions of the Heer - I had volunteered, as I feel, to keep my family 'safe' (my family then might have had some secret sympathies with Resistance type groups or had some social contacts in their past that needed covering up).
I'm sorry for the long introduction, but I needed to get all that out; I just felt these past energies just - well - flowed. Anyway, I hope my past life annotation can serve as a warning against being wilfully blind to the oncoming storms that threaten our lives and our world in favour of being overly attached to our own lives.
I have done a lot of introspection on my past lifetime leading up to and during the Second World War, among other spiritual matters. I will post what I can in the relevant forums here.
For now, I hope to familiarise myself with this forum in general. It is a good thing that a site such as this exists - I just so happened to find it in the wee hours (here in Australia anyhow) and I feel in myself it was, to say the least, a fortuitous find via Google. :-)
What I will say of my past lifetime involving the Second World War here is that I was already in my teens - a young adult by the standards then - in 1933, and I had come from a poor background, so most of this past life up until the war was that I was just a worker doing my job, as was my attitude during the war, as a tank driver - although I had a traumatic experience involving the camps, perhaps someone who was formerly a friend as a small child had died there (well, was murdered), I'm sorry but the memories of that and afterwards are marred with a lot of psychic 'screaming' until my death at a place what I feel was somewhere in the occupied Netherlands - oddly, I remembered feeling at peace at that moment, in some way accepting of my fate and relieved to die. It is something that is tearful for me, but in a sense of relief - I think somewhere, though he played the part of a good little German soldier, I think he knew in his heart that something was terribly wrong, at least toward the end.
Curiously I remember this time in my current lifetime when I felt almost 'at home' sitting in a vehicle that had been converted from an old World War II tank. That's where I get the feeling I was in the Panzer divisions of the Heer - I had volunteered, as I feel, to keep my family 'safe' (my family then might have had some secret sympathies with Resistance type groups or had some social contacts in their past that needed covering up).
I'm sorry for the long introduction, but I needed to get all that out; I just felt these past energies just - well - flowed. Anyway, I hope my past life annotation can serve as a warning against being wilfully blind to the oncoming storms that threaten our lives and our world in favour of being overly attached to our own lives.