Living with an Enemy

[ignotus]

Literally. My sister was a Soviet, a Russian, one of those men who helped Kantaria place the flag on top of the Reichstag. I even saw a picture of her PL stepping on a eagle... (No comment)

I have not validated her life yet but she was Russian as she validated her death; a massacre at Novgorod. (Lucky)

Her name was 'Datskiv' or 'Daitskiv', I don't know, its pronounced like that. I'm gonna ask that in another forum..

She was a Jew back then and a Soviet, and I was a Nazi. The problem is currently, both of us are fighting. Terribly. I mean, punching and kicking bad.

I'm not fond of her and the feeling is mutual but is there any way to patch up this problem? Karma is back in the form of her. Please don't say hug. That's the last thing I'm going to do.

Is there anyone with the same problem..?

[msmir]

I personally think the majority of us deal with this kind of issue. And no it is not realistic to make up and hug. It is one of those situations where you need to gain awareness about your past and if she is open to her own, then perhaps that will lead to peace in the end. that is if your suspicions are correct. I am not saying they are not by any means. But if it is, be prepared for the possibility of karma not balancing itself in one lifetime either. Eventually it will the more open you and her become. And by the way, the biggest people that test you in life are members of your family. So it does not surprise me it is your sister involved.

[ignotus]

It isn't suspicions. I had her do a regression. This is going to take awhile...

[msmir]

Yeah it will. So this is yours and her opportunity to learn from it

[ignotus]

Hopefully, we'll be friends. Actually, funny thing I found out about my sis's PL.

One was this and the one before that was that she was a pirate and I was a pirate hunter. Funny... We've been enemies for a loong time. But I'm guessing the Universe got enough of it. So, I'll fix this and hopefully lose another enemy. Would be nice.

[Leutnantzursee]

I think quite often we get really unpleasant karma within families, mine was with my father most definitely, though I've wondered recently whether his mistreatment of me was because in some way he sensed my PL - he did live through the war in occupied Jersey and hated Germans!! I'm interested that you come from SE Asia in this life, my daughter has huge ties with Japan and me too, another life I've uncovered was one in Feudal Japan as i think some kind of Courtesan. I think my daughter might have been fighting on the Japanese side during the war and my younger girl, possibly with the Americans. We get on really well though, so I don't think we ever came across each other in that life. It can be so hard having a bad relationship like that with a family member, really awful, I know. Only time will tell I guess:-)

[ignotus]

I don't know why I'm in SE Asia now... All I know is that I miss Germany and the snow. There's no freakin' snow here. All tropical. I'll treat this like a holiday in a foreign place. But I'm getting more and more homesick. And worried, just looking at the Eurozone crisis. But that's not my problem currently... So, I'll just leave it to them, they seem to have a nice Chancellor now.

My sister doesn't share a good relationship with anyone at all in my family except my cousin. I believe my mother may be a general of some sort in her PL. As she loves strategy games and is one of the top conquerors in one of her online game. Its a WW2 online game.

[Leutnantzursee]

Maybe you and your sister are incarnated as family to try and build bridges in some small way, I dunno? It sounds like you both have a karma of being enemies and those soul mate relationships are just as important as the loving ones, often they force the most growth in us as souls, even if it seems to kill us, at the end of the day it will all make sense when we die and cross over! I sincerely believe every lifetime offers us the opportunity to create love, if we can rise above the knee jerk reactions we have from past bad karma:-) Maybe by exploring both of your lives together in the past, you'll get a better understanding of where it all began. I also think as we head towards the Aquarian age, we have come full circle with a lot of our incarnations and are back in relationship with where a problem or indeed a deep bond, originated. For instance I live in Sheffield, England and I know that 4000 years ago I was a member of the Neolithic Middle Eastern tribe here, I was adopted by the village medicine woman and was in love with a boy from a neighboring indigenous tribe. That's just an example about place. It may be that you did have a number of lives in SE Asia, long ago and that's why you're back there - incidentally, which country?:-) But hey - I certainly hear you as regards missing Germany, although I'm also a bit fearful of it! I have to say I'm very drawn to your part of the world, I love the food and architecture and so much resonates for me with anything Asian and Native American - they of course are genetically linked with Asians:-) I even look slightly SE Asian in this lifetime, I was once asked if I was half Chinese by a Chinese guy! Families are certainly the hotbed of karma, and its curious you feel so much disharmony with yours, aside from your cousin. I really hope you find healing in this life Ignotus, it is a tough journey, but here we get to pour out our hearts and speak openly, and that will go some way to helping:-)

[Leutnantzursee]

...PS, sorry I misread you - you said your SISTER has the issues with the rest of the family not you! It's late, put it down to that and a 'Senior moment'!!lol

[ignotus]

As far as I know, most of my lives were Europeans. I don't know what I was doing here, but maybe I sailed here in some lifetime ago...

Yes, love each other or die trying.. That's what I feel the Universe is saying.. And they may be right. I can try but maybe when she's a little older. She's a teenager and unfortunately acts like a spoiled one. *Sigh

I'll go read on Atticus to fix this prob..

Nah, its okay, I get senior moments as well, although I'm still a kid... Those moments are awkward..

[gwida]

Dec 11, 2011 8:46:52 GMT -5 Storm said:

Regarding the far east, there are significant esoteric links between the Nazis and the Tibetans. Some theorists say when the allies stormed Berlin they found a number of dead Tibetans in SS uniforms. Himmler sent expeditions to Tibet in search of Madame Blavatsky's Great Masters of Agartha. There were a lot of strange and random theories and connections around back then.

I know this is kinda off-topic (as most of my ramblings are) but I had this really, really, really weird dream (weird even by my standards) where I saw this Tibetan monk dude with a shaved head and real cool orange robes and he gave me this really "mystical lecture":

"Hitler has not yet been able to penetrate the secretes of the Chinese language. Every single language is like a different type of flower, and combined with other flowers makes a different tasting type of honey..." He also mentioned that it was a matter of being able to differentiate the different "tastes" in languages (NO idea what he meant by that) and the more one did it, the easier languages (I think he was referring to any language existing today) became to learn. I'm still unsure what the hell he was on about*-- then he told me to go learn Chinese! Am I just weird or what?!

*I did not watch Avatar: the last airbender before I went to sleep!

[Leutnantzursee]

Wow - Gwida - that is really weird and so topical I can't help thinking, maybe just to me, but I've been thinking a lot about those connections the Nazis saw regarding the 'Aryans' (well...more in reality, all Europeans) and the peoples of the far East. My daughter told me that Himmler regarded the Japanese as 'honorary Aryans' and tried to find some kind of link between the Japanese language characters and the runes. Of course the main theme is that of the Swastika which is so common from India to Tibet and in some of the Native American tribes. Its so sad, the Swastika was a symbol of enlightenment - the sun wheel - to those people before the Nazis got hold of it, I even found a web page about 'reclaiming' the swastika from its Nazi connotations as its actually such an ancient symbol and has nothing to do with violence and control.

It sounds like you had a real visitation from a spirit Gwida, maybe a guide? It makes me think of English though, because English is comprised of 'different flowers' or elements, maybe Chinese is too in some way? I know there's Mandarin and Cantonese, and some of the dialects spoken by the remaining matriarchal tribes in the mountains. I did a bit of research into linguistics as part of my Goddess/Avalon quest (which SS3 knows a bit about;-) and a number of the SE Asian languages are a part of the Sino/Tibetan family, some linguists claim that Basque is connected to that family, it also includes Alongin which is a language family of various America tribes. I think the Nazis did tap into something of interest and found connections between a number of cultures on the planet, and with all the new data on genes these days, we can see that there are links that astonish, like the Saami (native peoples of the circumpolar region) sharing gene MDNA markers with Berbers who live in North Africa! The origins of the first Europeans before the Neolithic farmers seem to be generally speaking - Asian, so I think the Nazis were on the right track, even before the advent of the human genome project! The dream might have been about sound and frequency perhaps, something else that interests me, I think (SS3 might know more about this?) that the Nazis were experimenting with using sound weapons. Well Gwida, you are great with what you pick up on, you always impress me hun:-)

[gwida]

Dec 12, 2011 0:35:35 GMT -5 Leutnantzursee said:

It sounds like you had a real visitation from a spirit Gwida, maybe a guide? It makes me think of English though, because English is comprised of 'different flowers' or elements, maybe Chinese is too in some way? I know there's Mandarin and Cantonese, and some of the dialects spoken by the remaining matriarchal tribes in the mountains. I did a bit of research into linguistics as part of my Goddess/Avalon quest (which SS3 knows a bit about;-) and a number of the SE Asian languages are a part of the Sino/Tibetan family, some linguists claim that Basque is connected to that family, it also includes Alongin which is a language family of various America tribes. I think the Nazis did tap into something of interest and found connections between a number of cultures on the planet, and with all the new data on genes these days, we can see that there are links that astonish, like the Saami (native peoples of the circumpolar region) sharing gene MDNA markers with Berbers who live in North Africa! The origins of the first Europeans before the Neolithic farmers seem to be generally speaking - Asian, so I think the Nazis were on the right track, even before the advent of the human genome project! The dream might have been about sound and frequency perhaps, something else that interests me, I think (SS3 might know more about this?) that the Nazis were experimenting with using sound weapons. Well Gwida, you are great with what you pick up on, you always impress me hun:-)

Wow Liz, PM if you don't mind your other linguistic findings!
Yeah... that was a bit full-on from -- whoever he was -- to learn Mandarin (I [/i]think[/i] it was Mandarin he was primarily referring to -- it was used to write this really thick black leather-bound book that the monk was "chanting" out of. It kinda creeped me out actually, I had no idea why Mandarin specifically.

I actually like the original symbolism of the Swastika -- it sounds peaceful to me. I read in a book that Hitler made it into a withershins Swastika, and in doing so, the sun's rays like, cascaded backwards or something (metaphorically speaking) and turned the seasons upon themselves. In doing so, he was hoping to make the German people think of the "good ole days" (LOL) of when their race was "strong and pure" (or some other weird sh*t like that...) I'd say he got pretty well with the hypnotising stuff, but I LIKE.THINGS. SYMMETRICAL!!!

Yeah I still got no idea how all this stuff comes to me -- the NZ government probably adds in a bit more into our water supply then bleach or Fluoride!

... Speaking of which, their is a small but thick book in the library about the history of India and I mean THE HISTORY OF INDIA. Man it's a good book, but I doubt I'd get the chance to read it atm. Looks like I'm gonna have to read about it sometime in January and then blog about it, haha! ;D

[Leutnantzursee]

Yes Gwida - I've heard that too about the swastika being reversed under Hitler, which means its energy would be subverted from the original context too, a bit like Satanists using an upside down cross I guess. Mind you, that's a clever explanation from Hitler about why the swastika was reversed, but really it seems in occult terms like a hex or curse. *Shudders* its all a bit creepy really, but fascinating:-) I owe you a PM anyway luv, I can't think there's a great deal more on linguistics that I have - it was about finding the origins of Avalon, not in the formal King Arthur sense, but that it might have referred to something much earlier, and that the women who had this knowledge fled when invaders came and scattered - I suppose its what some would call the Atlantis theory, I was never one for that, I think the original 'Atlantis' was much closer to home and not a sunk continent, but that's just my opinion:-) Yep, best not hijack Ignotus's thread anymore - sorry Ignotus!!

[Laurasia]

Hello Ignotus.

I have to agree with the statements that were already made about people we are repulsed by, or always at odds with, being just as important for our growth & understanding as the ones that we are most drawn to & love. Those intense feelings are there for a reason afterall. As Msmir stated however, complete peace between the two of you may not be achievable within the span of a single lifetime. That does not mean that the two of you are not meant to start making great strides in that direction within this life though. After all, if that weren't the case, then why would you have incarnated with so personally connected from the very beginning of your lives?

Since you are both open to the idea of reincarnation I would suggest that the two of you begin working through your past life experiences openly & honestly together. This should help the both of you to better understand each others' perspective views & feelings on certain situations.

And rest assured that your respective ages are playing a large role in causing tension between the two of you as well. While many of us here are well past our teenage years, I'm sure that most can remember just how much the raging hormones of that age wreak such havoc on every aspect of one's being....yes even one's feelings & reasonings. So take your time with each other & try to understand one another. There will be times when you feel that you absolutely cannot do that though & those are the times when you just have to leave each other alone for a while.

Sincerely,
Laurasia