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Post by amyrose on Oct 21, 2011 0:26:06 GMT -5
Like everybody else I am really happy I have found this site! Ever since I was 7 and my parents took me to this war museum about ww2 and the holocaust I have taken what happened to victims of the Holocaust personally. I have a strong connection with 40's and the war. This one time i was at a museum and i stopped and stared and a women stripped dress like they wore in the camps, i couldn't move away from it and I felt like for 5 seconds I was wearing it, it felt real, like it was as rough as a potato, and I felt like I was standing in mud and the sky was dark and i could see black smoke for a moment. Like I wasnt in present day... I can't get enough of learning about the final solution the Third Reich. I hate the the SS with such a passion and i never knew why till I read this link www.pastlifeastrology.net/2011/01/31/what-your-moon-sign-reveals-about-your-previous-lives/ what it says about leo's.... It describes me to a tee. The weird thing is I am writing a story right now about a girl, who was a victim and got raped several times by the SS... Hopefully i can heal from my past life from talking on here!  |
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Post by msmir on Oct 21, 2011 0:38:07 GMT -5
Like everybody else I am really happy I have found this site! Ever since I was 7 and my parents took me to this war museum about ww2 and the holocaust I have taken what happened to victims of the Holocaust personally. I have a strong connection with 40's and the war. This one time i was at a museum and i stopped and stared and a women stripped dress like they wore in the camps, i couldn't move away from it and I felt like for 5 seconds I was wearing it, it felt real, like it was as rough as a potato, and I felt like I was standing in mud and the sky was dark and i could see black smoke for a moment. Like I wasnt in present day... I can't get enough of learning about the final solution the Third Reich. I hate the the SS with such a passion and i never knew why till I read this link www.pastlifeastrology.net/2011/01/31/what-your-moon-sign-reveals-about-your-previous-lives/ what it says about leo's.... It describes me to a tee. The weird thing is I am writing a story right now about a girl, who was a victim and got raped several times by the SS... Hopefully i can heal from my past life from talking on here! Hi Amyrose, glad to meet you. I am MsMir, another reincarnated victim and moderater. I am surprised your parents took you to the museum when you were only 7, but glad you are getting answers now. And buy the way that site is mine Just wondering what keyword did you use to search for it...I have not touched it since I have been so busy and will be working on it again, but doing book reviews for astrology and past life books and other stuff. In fact some of that info on there I am using as I am building currently a past life astrology course. Oh and by the way because this was a thread created by someone else I will have to move it to avoid confusion, anyway glad you joined. |
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Post by rednight94 on Oct 21, 2011 10:35:10 GMT -5
Welcome Amyrose! There's a lot of great people here to help with these past lives, I joined in June (?) and I'm so glad I did. |
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Post by amyrose on Oct 21, 2011 22:36:05 GMT -5
Thank you MsMir! I really wish I could remember what I googled to find that article but I can't! But I know it was the first one I clicked on. I just had this overwhelming feeling to search about past lives that I can't explain. And my parents took me to the muesum that young because they are both really into history and I guess wanted me to learn about what happened.
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Post by amyrose on Oct 23, 2011 1:03:19 GMT -5
It may interest you to know, Amyrose, that some SS have reincarnated as women and some even, like myself, have been subjected to rape and sexual abuse in this life. So we have seen things from the other side, (even though I did not take part in such disgusting camp based activities in that life I appreciate if my situation is real I took part in the system which did that awful stuff). Ultimately we all have to see both sides of a situation in the course of spiritual evolution. I always knew my own situation was karmic even though the reasons for it eluded me. And I am now totally at peace with what I have endured in this life. Ultimatley I hope someday no man or woman or child ever has to endure rape or sexual abuse again. It serves no one. Not perpetrator nor victim. I really do hope you find some healing. Wow thank you for that insight. And I'm sorry you had to endure such an awful thing as sexual abuse. Personally that topic always made me extremely emotional, like it was something that happened to me when I know it never has, I never really knew why I felt like that. Now I guess maybe it has something to do with my past life channeling through. The freaking thing for me is right now, before I saw that article I was writing a story about a young woman who was parted from her lover in Poland and was sexually abused by SS guards. So now I'm wondering if it could be my past life coming through or something. I mean I always had this feeling that I had a past life but never really realized that i actually do until I read that article by pure chance. And now putting a bunch of weird dreams, unexplainable emotions, and that incident in the museum where I felt like I was wearing the camp uniform and was standing in mud, I realize that I most likely am a reincarnated victim. |
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Post by msmir on Oct 23, 2011 1:39:25 GMT -5
Hi Amyrose, oh no worries, just curious since I run a SEO business and got that site ranking to #1 for some keywords lol. I tend to get obsessive with that kind of stuff at times as a result. I have to say I am surprised that your parents took you to the museum when you were so young. But hey that is just coming from me, since my daughter who is 9.5 was my mother in my last life who did survive the Holocaust but died shortly after liberation... and she is starting to remember some things very subtly and her memories just make me uncomfortable.. because I don't want her to remember, and want to protect her from remembering anything.. but I have to learn to let go, since she has so much Piscean energy she is meant to deal with her past in this life. Just not at the age she is at. But I am glad your parents wanted to educate you about the Holocaust. Kids do need to learn about it as the more time passes away from when the atrocities happen... more people will forget about it and history could repeat itself. Sadly it already has. Think about the Balkan war and Darfur.
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Post by gwida on Oct 23, 2011 18:23:16 GMT -5
Glad you're starting to notice things chick, and put everything down that comes to you -- even if you're not certain of it! This could lead to connections from other PLs, and possibly show you how you "evolved" from lifetime to lifetime and help you identify which lessons were largely predominate. And as other forum members have already said: you are brave for confronting the past and not running away nor denying it. Best not to hold emotions bottled up -- no matter how ugly. Never. For me it was some weird sort of cardiac fit (tachycardia and hyperventilation...?), so learn from my mistake!  And just remember if you ever feel real bogged down by the past, that you're here and now, and it's time to start a new life. Learn from past lessons, but don't wallow in them. |
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Post by gwida on Oct 23, 2011 18:26:02 GMT -5
I think probably due to the fact people never had the time or environment in order to heal back in those days more souls have been born with the pain imprinted upon them and it will feel so raw. What amazes me it that my own pain from probably being a part of an organisation which hurt men, women and children is more real to me in many ways than my painful experiences in this life, so that shows me that one can truly feel PL pain as much in real time as anything from this life, so what you are experiencing is natural. Just remember to be kind to yourself when the pain engulfs you. I think that is something all of us on these PL journeys need to bear in mind. x What about as a carry-over from more than 1 previous lifetime...? (I just felt like that could be the reason in my case...) |
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Post by Laurasia on Oct 24, 2011 16:35:15 GMT -5
Hello Amyrose.
I am also very glad that you were able to find the forum (& indirectly through MsMir nonetheless!) & would like to welcome you. ;D
I am very sorry to hear about the brutal way that you were treated by the SS in your last lifetime. While I was the Commandant of a death camp in that lifetime, I never did tolerate such behavior from any of the men working under me - in the field or otherwise. I do know that it happened though as I was not in charge of the men with me when I was younger.
As SS3 mentioned, I am another reincarnated Nazi who has survived both years of sexual abuse & sexual assault in my current lifetime. It is a terrible thing to live through. But I understand fully well that things which happened in previous lifetimes can affect us just as much (sometimes even more so) than things that we endure within our current lifetimes, so if you ever feel the need to talk privately about what you are going through feel free to send me a PM anytime.
Well I hope that you enjoy yourself here & if you have any questions or concerns feel free to PM either myself or MsMir.
Sincerely,
Laurasia
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Post by amyrose on Oct 24, 2011 19:21:48 GMT -5
Aweh thanks to everybody. Im very very happy that people here are nice & open and I intend to deal with my past and im glad when i need support I can come on this site for support! |
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Post by Miss Bothmann on Oct 27, 2011 16:56:35 GMT -5
Welcome to the site amyrose. I am glad that you were able to find us (much due to the hard work of msmir  I am sorry that you had to have such tender feelings ar such a young age, but perhaps you were meant to start remembering young. What you endured at the hands of the SS was brutal, and I am sorry to hear it. Anna (my PL ) was a staunch Nazi supporter who became engaged to Hans Bothmann (our own dear Laurasia). Hans never once treated me horribly, though I know of many cases where SS men took out their frustrations on even those they professed to love. So I feel very lucky in that respect. However, in the fall of Berlin, Anna was raped and killed by Russian soldiers..so perhaps I can relate. SS3: It was very sweet of you to reach out to amyrose. With all of the knowledge and experience that you have, I am sure that she would find it very beneficial to talk to you. |
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Post by amyrose on Oct 28, 2011 21:46:01 GMT -5
Welcome to the site amyrose. I am glad that you were able to find us (much due to the hard work of msmir I am sorry that you had to have such tender feelings ar such a young age, but perhaps you were meant to start remembering young. What you endured at the hands of the SS was brutal, and I am sorry to hear it. Anna (my PL ) was a staunch Nazi supporter who became engaged to Hans Bothmann (our own dear Laurasia). Hans never once treated me horribly, though I know of many cases where SS men took out their frustrations on even those they professed to love. So I feel very lucky in that respect. However, in the fall of Berlin, Anna was raped and killed by Russian soldiers..so perhaps I can relate. SS3: It was very sweet of you to reach out to amyrose. With all of the knowledge and experience that you have, I am sure that she would find it very beneficial to talk to you. Thank you very much! But Im kind of glad Im realizing what happened to me in the past sooner rather than later. I've always felt that the sooner you deal with issues the sooner you can lead a happy life! And im very sorry about what happened to you in the past, Anna's awful death. My heart goes out to you  |
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Post by amyrose on Oct 28, 2011 21:57:49 GMT -5
Hi Amyrose, oh no worries, just curious since I run a SEO business and got that site ranking to #1 for some keywords lol. I tend to get obsessive with that kind of stuff at times as a result. I have to say I am surprised that your parents took you to the museum when you were so young. But hey that is just coming from me, since my daughter who is 9.5 was my mother in my last life who did survive the Holocaust but died shortly after liberation... and she is starting to remember some things very subtly and her memories just make me uncomfortable.. because I don't want her to remember, and want to protect her from remembering anything.. but I have to learn to let go, since she has so much Piscean energy she is meant to deal with her past in this life. Just not at the age she is at. But I am glad your parents wanted to educate you about the Holocaust. Kids do need to learn about it as the more time passes away from when the atrocities happen... more people will forget about it and history could repeat itself. Sadly it already has. Think about the Balkan war and Darfur. I'm sorry that you have to see your daughter go through that. And yes I agree one hundred percent that kids need to learn and appreciate and remember the victims of the holocaust. Because you are right, it is happening again. I watched this documentary last year about how Antisemitism is alive and kicking once again all around the world. It's absolutely horrendous the way people think and act sometimes. The world has obviously not learned the lesson and innocent people are going to die until we do.... If we ever do.... I am in grade 11 this year. In my social curriculum this is the year we learn about world war 2 and the holocaust. It angers me to no end that my peers make fun and JOKE about the Nazi's and their antisemitic actions. It's not a laughing matter at all. It's a serious issue people my age need to remember and take to heart and learn from so we maybe won't make the mistake again. |
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Post by Laurasia on Nov 1, 2011 13:33:56 GMT -5
That indeed is the very reason that we are all here openly discussing these matters. To make sure that the true memory of it is kept alive &, hopefully, not repeated. Sincerely, Laurasia |
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I am sorry that you had to have such tender feelings ar such a young age, but perhaps you were meant to start remembering young. What you endured at the hands of the SS was brutal, and I am sorry to hear it. Anna (my PL ) was a staunch Nazi supporter who became engaged to Hans Bothmann (our own dear Laurasia). Hans never once treated me horribly, though I know of many cases where SS men took out their frustrations on even those they professed to love. So I feel very lucky in that respect. However, in the fall of Berlin, Anna was raped and killed by Russian soldiers..so perhaps I can relate.