Shalom, y'all!

[munchenruth]

Shalom, y'all!
I've been traveling down the Holocaust Reincarnation Theory journey for almost 7 years now. I've been getting bits and pieces, but I haven't gotten even close to large chunks of my whole life back. I figured if I get in touch with more former Nazis and victims and do further reconciliation will help with my memories.

I currently am: female, late 20's, American, married (funnily enough to my son in my Jewish past life), no children. Studying mortuary science with a background in religious studies. I am Christian, but observe the Noachide 7 commandments and most of the mitzvot haKashrut.

I was born and raised in and around Munich in a very Orthodox leaning family. I was the middle of at least 4 children (I remember 3 sisters). I had an arranged marriage in my late teens-early 20s. My husband fled Germany in late 1938 and I had our first child, a boy, the following summer. I gave him up to a Christian family to protect him. I went to Auschwitz via at least one other camp in the later years. I was in Auschwitz at least 3 months before I failed a selection. In that time, I found out that my husband had also been captured and sent to Auschwitz at least two years before me and died before I got there. I don't even remember my name, but I know I was either nicknamed or been given Rut(h) as a Bat Mitzvah name.

Not really sure what else to add, but that's what comments and questions are for. So, that 's who I am.

Vielen Dank!

~Rut

[Laurasia]

Hello Ruth.

Welcome to the forum & thank you for sharing what you have been able to recall of your past life with us. It seems that most of our reincarnated victims here went to Auschwitz. Though I suppose with the sheer number of people "processed" at Auschwitz that wouldn't be unusual.

Well I certainly hope that you enjoy yourself here on the site & that you find it helpful in your healing from that lifetime. If you have any questions or concerns feel free to PM either myself or our Global Moderator, MsMir.

Sincerely,
Laurasia

[munchenruth]

Thank you, Laurasia. I will. BTW, in the 3rd Reich boards, there are great subsections, but none for Jews and other victims. Where do I go to post?

Yes, inhaltslos, coffee in the US would rock. Indeed, well-based wackiness is loooooong overdue.

[Laurasia]

Hello Munchenruth.

The majority of us members (regardless of what side we were on) just post in the general "Past Lives During the Third Reich" forum.

I originally only had one sub-forum in there for past lives that weren't connected to WWII. We have some members that were interested in having specific sub-forums for recollections from the individual branches of the military that were active during WWII so I expanded the sub-forums accordingly.

Sincerely
Laurasia

[rednight94]

Welcome!
Hey fellow Munich-ian...? I lived in Munich in my last life too. I was a bit younger than you though, and died in Dachau.

[eiszeit]

Welcome to the forums! We're all friendly here, and I'm sure you'll fit right in.

I was born and raised in Munich too, and I also went to Auschwitz. I can't even begin to imagine having to give up your son, though... That must've been really, really difficult. I'm glad you know him now, though. Stories of people being reconnected with people they knew from back then always makes me happy and gives me hope.

I hope you enjoy yourself here on the forums, and I hope we can help you with the healing process.

[munchenruth]

I'm glad to find some fellow Munich folks, too. Maybe we were neighbours, even. Even if it was in the bread line at Auschwitz.

Letting go of Dovid did suck eggs, but like my husband running, spreading out improved likelihood of survival. Further, passing him off as an Aryan from as close to birth as possible gave him the best possible chance. I likened myself to Yoheved, Moses' mother, who had him set in the River to save him from a wrathful Pharaoh. Unlike her, I never got to see him again. At least as then-himself.

[munchenruth]

WTT?

[munchenruth]

I had never heard of it. Sorry I missed it. Glad to see you here too, Fritzhollmann.

[Miss Bothmann]

Hello munchenruth and welcome to the site. Thank you for sharing memories of your PL with us. I am so sorry that you had to give up your son, but at the same time you were very brave for being able to make that sacrifice. I look forward to seeing you around.

[munchenruth]

Thanks, Miss Bothmann.
He is going to be coming on board in the coming days, Fritz and Inhaltslos.
Finally, I was show there is a forum he fits into. He doesn't remember a military PL, yet anyway, as he personally doesn't define the HJ as military per sé. That is really the only group online I have officially put myself in, as I was an American soldier in Viet Nam and did speak about this past life there as there was some Nazi PL presence.

[msmir]

Hi Ruth, sorry for the late welcome but welcome to the forum. I also died in Auschwitz as a child, and glad you found this place. So you are studying mortuary science! Wow... my 9 year old daughter (who was my mother in my last life btw but survived the Holocaust and died a few years post war from a stroke) has an uncanny interest in forensics and death... and she was sent to the right, meaning she had to do gruesome work there and this could be her way of dealing with it as the memories are there subconsciously. I commend you for studying mortuary science because I do have a fear of dead bodies (but there is that morbid curiosity there too but not like my daughter has lol).. but the fear did not come from that lifetime... anyway, welcome!

Mir

[munchenruth]

Thanks, Mir. I, too, had a bit of an aversion to corpses, but I did a couple of semesters at a hospital as a volunteer chaplain to expose myself to corpses in a safe environment. I still have difficulty with trauma, but natural causes don't bother me to the original extent now. I helped clean up and place my father-in-law into the morgue cart when he died of heart failure. That helped me with my grief process.

[msmir]

I think that is highly commendable. I know they say with proper therapy for phobias exposure therapy is the best but it needs to be done at a safe pace. I am no where near dealing with my other phobia which is puke.. I used to beat myself up for it but now I have accepted it is ok, it is not something I need to heal from anytime soon as I have other priorities to take care of. But I admire anyone who overcomes their fear.. let alone goes into a career involving it! I am sorry to hear about your father in law, my mother in law has end stage heart failure and it will likely be within a year. But it is a complicated issue with her, and won't go into the drama with it Again I think it is great you are doing this.

[privatetucker]

Hi, Ruth! Welcome! -glomps-

I glomp everybody, so yeah. <3

Such a pretty name, by the way. It was my mother's name in my past life in Poland, too. =)