Post by privatetucker on Aug 8, 2010 0:02:00 GMT -5
Hi there!
My name is Tucker, and I'm eighteen going on nineteen. Um, I'm pretty bad at describing myself but I will try.
I'm a writer at heart, and right now my current love is RvB (Red vs Blue).
I wouldn't say I've known I was a reincarnated Holocaust victim my whole life- at least not in those terms. But I always had such a strong connection to the time period since I was six, when I stumbled across a picture book about Anne Frank. I've felt like a weird person for a long time because of it, and have gotten some really negative reactions to it in the past.
My memories are sketchy, though I have a few very clear ones. Just not enough to put together the whole story--yet. I was a Polish Jewish girl born in 1928 or thereabouts, and my name was Bronia. I am not sure exactly where I was from in Poland, but I think it was Lodz.
I was in Auschwitz, and have some clear memories of that, and I do remember my death somewhere. I am not quite sure where I died, but I know it was in the spring/winter-ish 1945, and I died of typhus.
I've had a terrifying fear of sickness as long as I can remember, to the point where I absolutely flip out even if I get something as minor as a cold. I've been afflicted with all kinds of anxiety disorders and panic attacks that got worse when I was a teenager in high school, and became pretty suicidal when I was sixteen. Apparently I'm bipolar though whether that has to do with my past life I am not quite sure.
When I was a little kid I had a lot of strange habits that I can now see the connection between my past life and this one, what I have always dubbed in my mind as"survival mode". Always on hyper alert looking for danger, any signs of unrest, a place to escape or hide. Sense of direction is very important to me; I have to know where I am at all times, where I am going and alternate ways. I constantly needed a sweater with me at all times because I was terrified of being cold and thought "if I have something to keep myself warm and they take me away I will be able to survive because I won't freeze".
I also have a few food issues-- food makes me anxious.
Anyway, it's nice to meet y'all. ^^
Oh, and a quick question- I can't seem to get my avatar uploaded for some odd reason, and I miss my Church/Tex.
Anyone know how to fix that?
-Tucker
My name is Tucker, and I'm eighteen going on nineteen. Um, I'm pretty bad at describing myself but I will try.
I'm a writer at heart, and right now my current love is RvB (Red vs Blue).
I wouldn't say I've known I was a reincarnated Holocaust victim my whole life- at least not in those terms. But I always had such a strong connection to the time period since I was six, when I stumbled across a picture book about Anne Frank. I've felt like a weird person for a long time because of it, and have gotten some really negative reactions to it in the past.
My memories are sketchy, though I have a few very clear ones. Just not enough to put together the whole story--yet. I was a Polish Jewish girl born in 1928 or thereabouts, and my name was Bronia. I am not sure exactly where I was from in Poland, but I think it was Lodz.
I was in Auschwitz, and have some clear memories of that, and I do remember my death somewhere. I am not quite sure where I died, but I know it was in the spring/winter-ish 1945, and I died of typhus.
I've had a terrifying fear of sickness as long as I can remember, to the point where I absolutely flip out even if I get something as minor as a cold. I've been afflicted with all kinds of anxiety disorders and panic attacks that got worse when I was a teenager in high school, and became pretty suicidal when I was sixteen. Apparently I'm bipolar though whether that has to do with my past life I am not quite sure.
When I was a little kid I had a lot of strange habits that I can now see the connection between my past life and this one, what I have always dubbed in my mind as"survival mode". Always on hyper alert looking for danger, any signs of unrest, a place to escape or hide. Sense of direction is very important to me; I have to know where I am at all times, where I am going and alternate ways. I constantly needed a sweater with me at all times because I was terrified of being cold and thought "if I have something to keep myself warm and they take me away I will be able to survive because I won't freeze".
I also have a few food issues-- food makes me anxious.
Anyway, it's nice to meet y'all. ^^
Oh, and a quick question- I can't seem to get my avatar uploaded for some odd reason, and I miss my Church/Tex.
Anyone know how to fix that?
-Tucker