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Post by Storm on Apr 17, 2011 13:38:31 GMT -5
Lol! Just as long as I wasn't Schellenberg!  |
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Post by doctorwhat on Apr 18, 2011 10:42:17 GMT -5
it's so cool that you were able to get confirmation on it. i read on a random reincarnation site that if someone's a reincarnated Nazi (or other "evil" person), there's a reason. the person who the spirit/soul was reincarnated into is strong enough in this lifetime to deal with the guilt, anger, etc, and is able to work with it to settle the karma of the situation. then there's some who arent strong enough to deal with it and so they just relive the situation in a way, like joining the KKK or Neo Nazis (according to the site). it's a real interesting concept. maybe the spirit/soul of Heydrich reincarnated into you because you're strong enough to handle him. i'd open the package (unless you already did), but center yourself and such. that way it's not so overwhelming.  |
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Post by msmir on Apr 18, 2011 16:08:40 GMT -5
it's so cool that you were able to get confirmation on it. i read on a random reincarnation site that if someone's a reincarnated Nazi (or other "evil" person), there's a reason. the person who the spirit/soul was reincarnated into is strong enough in this lifetime to deal with the guilt, anger, etc, and is able to work with it to settle the karma of the situation. then there's some who arent strong enough to deal with it and so they just relive the situation in a way, like joining the KKK or Neo Nazis (according to the site). it's a real interesting concept. maybe the spirit/soul of Heydrich reincarnated into you because you're strong enough to handle him. i'd open the package (unless you already did), but center yourself and such. that way it's not so overwhelming. I guess you don't remember what site it is huh? I would be interested in seeing that. But yes I have agreed all along that is what would happen. Older souls simply have more experience and they are called older souls because they have had more lives and more experience than younger souls. But the older souls who were Nazis who have come back have enough experience and strength to find it within them to rectify past errors where as younger souls who did come back, who were Nazis would easily "forget" why they came back in the first place and fall back to old ways ie joining the KKK like you said. Same goes with victims, victims who are older souls find it within themselves to heal and forgive. Victims who are younger souls will stay in the victim mentality. It is easier for anyone to fall into lower vibrations regardless but older souls generally know to take the higher route even though it is harder. SS3, again I think you are doing an outstanding job! |
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Post by doctorwhat on Apr 18, 2011 16:44:55 GMT -5
it's so cool that you were able to get confirmation on it. i read on a random reincarnation site that if someone's a reincarnated Nazi (or other "evil" person), there's a reason. the person who the spirit/soul was reincarnated into is strong enough in this lifetime to deal with the guilt, anger, etc, and is able to work with it to settle the karma of the situation. then there's some who arent strong enough to deal with it and so they just relive the situation in a way, like joining the KKK or Neo Nazis (according to the site). it's a real interesting concept. maybe the spirit/soul of Heydrich reincarnated into you because you're strong enough to handle him. i'd open the package (unless you already did), but center yourself and such. that way it's not so overwhelming. I guess you don't remember what site it is huh? I would be interested in seeing that. But yes I have agreed all along that is what would happen. Older souls simply have more experience and they are called older souls because they have had more lives and more experience than younger souls. But the older souls who were Nazis who have come back have enough experience and strength to find it within them to rectify past errors where as younger souls who did come back, who were Nazis would easily "forget" why they came back in the first place and fall back to old ways ie joining the KKK like you said. Same goes with victims, victims who are older souls find it within themselves to heal and forgive. Victims who are younger souls will stay in the victim mentality. It is easier for anyone to fall into lower vibrations regardless but older souls generally know to take the higher route even though it is harder. SS3, again I think you are doing an outstanding job! <--- www.aelestrid.net/healingtheaxis/ was the site  |
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Post by Storm on Apr 19, 2011 5:04:49 GMT -5
Thank you so much for your friendship and support Msmir. It means the world to me. You touch people's lives in a very special way x Oh, the Healing the Axis site, wow, yes! That is a cool site! x |
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Post by Laurasia on Apr 20, 2011 14:12:18 GMT -5
Here you go Doctorwhat.... "The chief Lagerfuhrer of the men’s camp at Birkenau was SS-Obersturmfuhrer Johann Schwarzhuber." That was taken from this page from the Holocaust Research Project, regarding the chain of command at Auschwitz/Birkenau. Sincerely, Laurasia |
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Post by Storm on Apr 20, 2011 14:25:05 GMT -5
Oh wow, Laurasia, well done!!!
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Post by Storm on Apr 20, 2011 15:16:10 GMT -5
"SCHWARZHUBER, Johann SS-Obersturmführer 1904 - 1947 Schutzhaftlagerführer (Deputy Commander) in Birkenau Like many other leading SS men who made important careers in the concentration camps, Schwarzhuber came from Bavaria. In March 1933, he joined the SS. He began his career in the KZ Dachau in 1933, where he first performed sentry duty and later worked as a Blockführer (head of a prisoners’ barrack). In 1938, he was transferred to the KZ Sachsenhausen, where he was Rapportführer. In September 1941, he was assigned to Auschwitz and in March 1942 he was appointed Schutzhaftlagerführer (Deputy Commander) of the Men’s Camp in Birkenau. Schwarzhuber stayed in Birkenau until November 1944. He had probably hoped that the big changes in command that took place as part of the preparations for the "Hungarian Action" in spring 1944 would have promoted him to Commandant of Birkenau; however, this post was given to Josef Kramer. Survivors described Schwarzhuber in very different ways. He could send thousands to their death without any show of emotion, yet at the same time do anything to save a few. So, for example, during the liquidation of the “Theresienstädter Familienlager” (the Family Camp for Jews from Terezin /Theresienstadt) when it is said of him that he saved about 78 children from a certain death by simply placing them in the Men’s Camp. Witnesses often saw Schwarzhuber drunk at selections and they also mention his love of music. The camp orchestra once arranged a small concert for him on his birthday. His wife and their two children attended the concert. In November 1944, he was again sent to the KZ Dachau and made responsible for certain sub-camps. On 12 January 1945, he was transferred to the KZ Ravensbrück as Schutzhaftlagerführer. Here he was directly responsible for the gassings that took place during the last months of this camp. Immediately after the liberation of the camp on 29 April 1945, Schwarzhuber was arrested. In the Ravensbrück-process he was sentenced to death and hanged on 3 May 1947. Photo: Auschwitz Museum Sources: Dixon, Jeremy: Commanders of Auschwitz, Atglen 2005 Langbein, Hermann: Menschen in Auschwitz, Frankfurt a/M 1980 Tillion, Germaine: Frauenkonzentrationslager Ravensbrück, Lüneburg, zu Klampen, 1998 www.deathcamps.org/occupation/auschwitzmen.html" You know, I felt strongly we may had met back then and to see you were at Dachau in the early days makes me wonder if we did indeed meet? |
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Post by doctorwhat on Apr 20, 2011 21:13:58 GMT -5
"SCHWARZHUBER, Johann SS-Obersturmführer 1904 - 1947 Schutzhaftlagerführer (Deputy Commander) in Birkenau You know, I felt strongly we may had met back then and to see you were at Dachau in the early days makes me wonder if we did indeed meet? i got the same impression. same type of feeling i got when i got the Heydrich-y feeling (awkward sentence that sounded better in my head) i was really contemplating on whether or not to reply on the thread because when i went to deathcamps.org and google images, it was the same face as "i" was in the dreams that i'd had since i was like 5 or 6, and in the hypnosis reading/regression recently. it's so weird. especially since he seems to be a guy who's very hard to find ANY info on, too. haha, i read he was a drunk. wonder if he drunk Schnapps...it's the only kind of alcohol i can really stand but i'm afraid of becoming an alcoholic cuz i can drink a LOT, so i have to limit myself and only then water it down immensely with Mt Dew to keep myself from liking it too much. i have another instance (maybe PL related?) when i was at my grandma's house, and she had this record with this old German song on it from the early 40s that i played so much that i'm surprised it even worked when we lived there (with her) when i was 16. i played it then, too, constantly and it drove her crazy. she ended up taking the record to her antique shop and sold it  since i cant find really anything on him that isnt repeated over and over on sites, hopefully he wasnt THAT evil, like a Mengele type. the woman i went to told me i kept saying Mengele's name like i hated him. she said it stuck out because she said "everyone knows that man's name when they hear it." she said my tone of voice was like i wasnt his biggest fan, then i started laughing. which reminds me, i just switched doctors 2 weeks ago, because my doc looked EXACTLY like Mengele - right down to the gap in the front teeth. i had him since i was 16, and i always wanted to punch him in the face, and one time i slipped up and had called him Mengele, and he wasnt too happy. so i switched docs. and it turns out my new doc (who i saw for the 1st time today) is a Jewish guy whose parents died in Auschwitz (he was sent to live with an aunt in NYC as a kid w/ his brother), and his eldest sister was in Ravensbuck & survived. he was wearing a Star of David pendant so i told him to have a happy passover, and all of a sudden he tells me about his family during the Holocaust, and said "i just got the impression you wanted to know." it was a bit uncomfortable to tell the truth. and Laurasia - thank you so much for finding him. i was able to track down a video of the Ravensbruck trial and saw Schwarzhuber i got chill down my spine and it took me at least 1 hour to find one with sound to see if that's who it was. |
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Post by doctorwhat on Apr 21, 2011 12:41:22 GMT -5
when i was in college, i took a History of the Holocaust class (my fave class, it was so interesting, but ended up being the History of Auschwitz, Dachau, and Ravensbruck mainly) and i spent the entire class correcting my professor's pronunciation of Ravensbruck (he hated it, haha). that's so cool about your mom. i LOVE harpsichord music. and old German music from the 1940s and before. in a weird way, looking at (the ONLY photo i can find) him, i resemble him in a way. same eyes and nose and face shape. i used to have blond hair but when i got older, it turned darker, but i still have my green (used to be blue til i was 30) eyes. but he's a very hard guy to find info on both online and in book form. haha, yah, Heydrich's famous nose lol, i kinda like it. i always thought he looked like a bunny in a way - when i was little, i named my cousin's white red-eyed rabbit "Heydrich" haha. she named it "Fluffy" so i called him "Fluffy Heydrich" i went to an antique shop today and i actually found a photo of him, but the woman wanted $350 for it and she said it was Ribbentrop, which i knew it wasnt. that's why she wanted to sell it for so much. when i told her it was a "random Nazi" she said i didnt know what i was talking about lol, but i know what Ribbentrop looked like, and it was Schwarzhuber it was the one you can find online everywhere --> www.holocaustresearchproject.org/trials/images/SCHWARZHUBER.jpg , so i guess i could just print it out lol. she also had Hoess and a few Mengeles, all for less than the $350 she wanted for who she thought was Ribbentrop. feel free to PM me, too, if you need to talk i'm a real good listener. |
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Post by msmir on Apr 21, 2011 16:41:11 GMT -5
I guess you don't remember what site it is huh? I would be interested in seeing that. But yes I have agreed all along that is what would happen. Older souls simply have more experience and they are called older souls because they have had more lives and more experience than younger souls. But the older souls who were Nazis who have come back have enough experience and strength to find it within them to rectify past errors where as younger souls who did come back, who were Nazis would easily "forget" why they came back in the first place and fall back to old ways ie joining the KKK like you said. Same goes with victims, victims who are older souls find it within themselves to heal and forgive. Victims who are younger souls will stay in the victim mentality. It is easier for anyone to fall into lower vibrations regardless but older souls generally know to take the higher route even though it is harder. SS3, again I think you are doing an outstanding job! <--- www.aelestrid.net/healingtheaxis/ was the site Haha I actually wrote that blog but I have been so swamped I let it go on the back burner. I need to find time to get back onto it. But as we all do plan our lives before our incarnations, our intentions are to correct past mistakes... but souls with less experience or younger souls have a greater chance of getting sucked back into the lower energies on earth and fall back to old patterns.. a lot more likely than older souls (souls with a lot more experience due to having had more past lives and more experiences) as older souls will just "know" to do the right thing... and don't forget, the older the soul, the higher the odds that during their journey.. it has been perpetrators, victims, and again perpetrators in other lives. These memories are just so strong and raw for us because it was our last lives (or for some of us, 2 lives ago if a short life was lived prior to this). |
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Post by Storm on Apr 21, 2011 17:49:53 GMT -5
Miriam you are so right about it all being raw as it was not that long ago, maybe just the last life, for many of us. When I was born at the end of the 60s there were still reminders of the war all around. Bomb sites etc. It always felt so close. Almost like a spectre at the feast.
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Post by doctorwhat on Apr 21, 2011 22:19:19 GMT -5
that's so cool about your mom. i LOVE harpsichord music. and old German music from the 1940s and before. when i was little, i named my cousin's white red-eyed rabbit "Heydrich" haha. she named it "Fluffy" so i called him "Fluffy Heydrich After that people suddenly started getting me pink stuff and I started buying it too, so I became rather more pink and fluffy! Maybe my energy had to soften ?! So that is very funny about your cousins rabbit! Fluffy Heydrich! Wow, I did not even know who Heydrich was for years. But I had a horribly uncomfortable vibe about him when I did learn who he was. I cannot exactly remember how I heard his name first, but I think it was in some film about when he got assassinated. I remember my Gran, who loved war films, watching this really old film about a village that was wiped out when some German guy got blown up, so I guess it must have been Heydrich. I sat down to watch it too, it had already been on some time. I was so darned uncomfortable with it that I had to go to my room. The next time I came across Reinhard was watching part of the serial Holocaust at a friend's on video. I remember laughing and saying, no one could be that cold and evil, surely?!  And I really got a vibe about the other SS character in the drama, not sure if he was based on a factual person, but the one whose wife drives him to go further up the ladder in the SS and he does more and more bad stuff to climb the ladder. I really felt that guy's situation! It is almost as if that character is based on another aspect of Heydrich. When I was a kid my Mum, who amazingly thought I would be a boy and was thinking of calling me Tristan, was convinced I would play the violin. She gave me a wonderful antique violin with the carved head of a lion on top. It was made in the 1820s and is beautiful. I used to take it out of the case and hold it and look at it but the bow, with its horsehair, really gave me the creeps. Mum was not pushy and accepted I did not want to learn to play the violin,as I was more focused on singing, but she let me keep it. I would touch the horsehair and somehow feel it could hurt me. Years later I found out that horsehair from the car seat upholstery and other fragments of material from his uniform and the car and shrapnel etc, were the casue of Heydrich's death. I know it is a pretty random thing, but I really do feel my reaction to the bow of that violin was maybe born of Heydrich's death? In a way that is so karmic. Somehow my unconscious awareness of the horsehair assisting in my PL death gave me an 'irrational' fear of the horsehair bow, hence stopping me from wanting to learn the violin in my youth. Now, when I regret not learning the violin in this life, I am too old. The whole nose thing is funny. Both my late Gran and my Mum have quite Heydrich like noses and I was always the one who had got away without what my Gran called the family conk. Mum broke her nose and got a bump on it afterwards. My nose is not so prominent as Heydrich's thankfully. Aw, he HATED his nose! When I regressed the lady made me look at myself in a mirror and describe myself and it was hideous, I just saw this great nose and piggy little eyes. Though I liked my short blonde hair. I also liked feeling tall and strong. Under recall I realised that Heydrich hardly slept. He was always rushing from one thing to another. He only allowed himself to chill out rarely and mainly in Prague. It was like I/he was afraid to sleep as time went on. He definitley had uncomfortable and restless sleep unless he was so exhausted he went out like a light and woke, it felt, almost immediately with no recall of dreams. That picture of Johann is really good. How could the lady think it was Ribbentrop, lol?! I live right where Ribbentrop wanted to. He actually came here and negotiated with our local landed family to try and get a prominent local landmark for a base for the Reich when we won the war, lol! Do you know he only added the Von, (his aunt's title and she adopted him), so he sounded aristocratic? I have a Heydrich postcard. I do not like it. I have it on my dressing table with the intention of trying to deal with him by getting used to having the picture of him around. But all that happens is I wake every morning, look at him, groan and wish he wasn't in my life. Wonder if that is how Lina felt some mornings....? Will definitley PM you. x i'm the same with pink. lol. maybe because we lived a couple of pretty unfeminine lives in the past, it's forcing itself into this lifetime with the forced-upon-pink, i dunno. but now i'm all about the pink & fluffy haha! i was about 6 when we came to Indiana to visit my dad's parents. and my uncle had a farm too, and they had rabbits, pigs, etc. and my cousin had just gotten a new bunny for his 4H project and didnt know what to name it, so i said Heydrich, so she named it Fluffy :/ whenever i thought about Heydrich, i always thought he might've been a decent guy outside of the uniform. he seemed likable, kind of like someone you'd just hang out with and have a good conversation with. or go to the theater with or out to dinner or whatever. but when he put the uniform on, it was different. i read somewhere he was pretty insecure about his nose and his wide hips, so i kind of felt sorry for him even tho he seemed like he couldve been a bit full of himself at the same time as insecure about things. haha, talking about Heydrich like he's my best friend lol. i had similar feelings about Mengele, too, only more like he was probably pretty annoying and arrogant, which is why he was probably annoying. like he was the guy who nobody liked, but he thought everyone liked him & tried to be on acquaintance terms with people, and you were nice to him because you felt like you had to be. i dunno. like by looking at photos of different SS and others, get a feel for their personality? not all of them, just a few. does that make sense? in this life, i'm amazingly good at reading people within the first 5 minutes of meeting them. my mom was convinced i was gonna be a boy, too. she was going to name me Scott. my son's name is Tristan that's pretty neat about the violin. i'm glad you were able to get it. and i dont think anyone's too old to learn an instrument. i like music, but i'm pretty instrumentally-challenged. i can play the piano, tho, pretty well. but i never formally learned it, i just taught myself. haha, i had no idea about Ribbentrop adding the "von" so it'd sound more aristocratic. kind of self-important brattiness lol. I have a Heydrich postcard. I do not like it. I have it on my dressing table with the intention of trying to deal with him by getting used to having the picture of him around. But all that happens is I wake every morning, look at him, groan and wish he wasn't in my life. Wonder if that is how Lina felt some mornings....? lol, i think every wife feels that way about her husband once in awhile. just kidding. i think that if you can somehow get in touch with his personality outside the uniform (like if he WAS a nice guy outside it), then it'd be easier to come to terms with him? i'm pretty sure he wasnt all bad. like bad actions, bad thought, not bad person? and he couldve been a bad sleeper because he might have had a conscience that was weighing on him? i have a feeling Schwarzhuber got sloshed to deal with what he was doing. i watched Heydrich videos before writing this post, and there's no way he was evil. you can see it in his eyes that he wasnt, unlike when when you look at Mengele. there's a difference. in Heydrich's eyes, you can see he had a conscience, in Mengele's you dont see that (they're empty). so maybe try to get a feel of what he might have been as a person, it might make it easier. |
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Post by doctorwhat on Apr 21, 2011 22:47:27 GMT -5
Older souls who are reincarnated Holocaust victims and past life Nazis will likely not only be able to learn forgiveness and find compassion with one another- but will form an incredible bond as a result that no one can explain. That is true healing. Sadly many reincarnated Nazis may have intentionally reincarnated for the purpose of evolving even if younger souls. Sadly they do not. Many have them have gone back to their old ways like joining the KKK. And sadly many reincarnated Holocaust victims have remained in their victim mode, ridden by every fear (not having a bad past life phobia that you have today which rarely affects the way you function in life unless faced with it). Many reincarnated Holocaust victims also stay in the victim mode and blame everyone for actions that they are downright responsible for. In that case, those reincarnated Nazis and reincarnated Holocaust victims were brave enough to come back but are not successfully evolving unless something in their lives pushes them to. <--- www.aelestrid.net/healingtheaxis/ was the site Haha I actually wrote that blog but I have been so swamped I let it go on the back burner. I need to find time to get back onto it. But as we all do plan our lives before our incarnations, our intentions are to correct past mistakes... but souls with less experience or younger souls have a greater chance of getting sucked back into the lower energies on earth and fall back to old patterns.. a lot more likely than older souls (souls with a lot more experience due to having had more past lives and more experiences) as older souls will just "know" to do the right thing... and don't forget, the older the soul, the higher the odds that during their journey.. it has been perpetrators, victims, and again perpetrators in other lives. These memories are just so strong and raw for us because it was our last lives (or for some of us, 2 lives ago if a short life was lived prior to this). really? i didnt know you wrote it what you said, it makes a lot of sense. the older souls are more wise, have "lived" longer, and so know that they need to heal and work on things, whereas the younger souls really dont realize that yet, so keep doing it over again til they learn. kind of like the difference between your teenage years and your 20s/30s a bit. |
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Post by Storm on Apr 22, 2011 10:09:22 GMT -5
Doctorwhat, I really think we met! I want to research Dachau now and see exactly how much contact Reinhard had. I would imagine that in the early days he had a lot, as he was first based in Munich at the Brown House. I have found records of correspondence between him and SS personnel at Dachau. But of course he had much rivalry in terms of the actual running of camps by Eicke. I am managing to read snippets here and there but I have yet to read a whole book about Heydrich, even though I have acquired about 10 in the past few weeks since all this hit me, not to mention all the books about the SS, Einstazgruppen, Nazis in general etc etc. I have had to buy a new bookcase for all these books! My eldest son came back from Uni for the holidays and announced that he will never again be bringing his friends into our living-room in case they think I am a Nazi, lol!  He was great when I told him I could be a reincarnated one though. He just laughed and said that it wouldn't change how he felt about me as it is in the past, so that is good. I am so relieved that not everyone automatically sees evil in Heydrich. Thank you so much for sharing your impressions of him. x When I look at Reini I just see a terrible aloneness within him. It is the same way it felt under regression. and to be honest it is still with me. I know he did not feel he totally fitted in anywhere. I have grappled with that all my life too. He was broken after his dismissal fro the navy. and you are right that his uniform changed his personality. It really was an extension of himself. He needed that uniform to create the persona he wanted the world to see, which was unfortunately a fearful and intimidating image. But it was easier to scare people off than have them try and get too close, where they may spot the human frailties he was desperate to conceal, even from himself. Oh, he is so complex on some levels, but I understand him. I am very similar in some ways. I was horrified when an ex partner and I had harsh words about his intimidation tactics and he accused me of being threatening too, by way of the image I sometimes, (completely unintentionally), portray of myself, his words being, "Look at you with your big car with your big powerful career, and you think you aren't just as intimidating as I am?" It really made me think. I do not intend to give out those signals. But even some of my colleagues say I am formidable. I really do feel like the aftermath of Heydrich right now. But if this is true then that is exactly what I am. I feel all the pain he suppressed and would not acknowledge to himself. I just start crying all of a sudden over something that happened back then, like losing his Naval career, (the worst thing that ever happened to him). Or over Lina and the children. I want to stop being so emotional over this but I feel it is going to take a lot of time. And then add the Final Solution into the mix and it is a recipe for disaster, lol. But I have to be strong and I will not shirk my responsibilities. Some of the work I am doing now links in so much to paying back for stuff he did so I am grateful for the chance to pay back for some of what I did then. I am so happy to have connected with you Drwhat! I really am. Ha ha, yes I imagine every wife does feel like that about her husband at times. I have always shied away from marriage. I am far too self sufficient in some respects and really must open up more. I am very like Reinhard, in fact I have gone further as Reinhard had that male need for a woman whereas as a female, (who I personally believe are emotionally stronger than guys much of the time), I have never felt the need for an emotional attachment to a partner. I like the friendship and the sex, lol, but emotionally I keep myself to myself, other than my friends and family and kids. I do wonder if that is born of Reini too. I am having a session with a healer on Tuesday to work on my heart chakra. I do not want to be so self imposed isolated. I often wonder why I am like that. I can totally understand Johann needing to drink to cope with his job and also to blot stuff out. I think it was very common and completely natural working in such situations as the camps. I, too, read people very quickly. Maybe these are skills born of those lives? I think it makes perfect sense that you can read some SS members from their photos, especially those who you encountered in that life. I have always been exactly the same, yet more so with the prominent Nazi figures. For example Hitler always creases me up. He had a tremendous sense of humour and could be fantastic company. And when he went off on one of his rages it could actually be hilarious, though you could never have displayed your amusement. I get the feeling that Hitler and I got very well at times. I always despised Goering! my feelings for Himmler have changed somewhat since encountering the idea his doctor may have had something to do with Reinhard's death. I never liked Himmler. In fact when I have taken on those petty little government departmental bureaucrats in my professional life I have always compared them to Himmler and my annoyance has always resulted in my sniffing out all their misdemeanors, when they are abusing their power. I saw off a nasty little assistant director once. He had breached central gov guidelines and was hiding behind untested theories in his targeting of certain women for the removal of their children for adoption. He was a nasty character. I kept on taking up the genuine issues I found on him and he moved on in time. He reminded me of Himmler, with all these untested theories based on moralistic clap trap that were influencing his professionalism. I used to feel a bit sorry for Himmler on some levels though. I do not anymore. In fact I am very unhappy with him now. Yes, Reinhard did act with a certain bravado and arrogance. But he actually did not take himself as seriously as many other did Wow, your son is called Tristan, that is so cool! It is a really nice name and I would not have minded being named that. I also love the Celtic names Tegan and Torrey. I really admire the way you are dealing with your past life. I get a feeling you are very strong in yourself and that is admirable. I will drop you a PM later. x |
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And I really got a vibe about the other SS character in the drama, not sure if he was based on a factual person, but the one whose wife drives him to go further up the ladder in the SS and he does more and more bad stuff to climb the ladder. I really felt that guy's situation! It is almost as if that character is based on another aspect of Heydrich. 
He was great when I told him I could be a reincarnated one though. He just laughed and said that it wouldn't change how he felt about me as it is in the past, so that is good.