This is a painful and difficult subject

[dontcrymasha]

...But I'm decently astonished to have found this message board. I have never shared information about my past lives with anybody, so this is a hard thing for me to talk about. I also know very little concerning such. Only recently have I come to terms with myself about it.

Years ago, three different psychics had told me I was a reincarnated Nazi. Past lives were not the focus of my meetings with them, so I paid little attention to it. But it stuck in my mind.
My mother has always told me that she was a holocaust victim. We have a lot of differences and I'm often extremely frustraited by her. She demands control over my life and makes things difficult, even though I live with my SO and she has seperated from my father.

I know that I am a very spiritually developed person, and I have had many many past lives. I don't know where the Nazism falls in, but I can tell you that it's only a small step in my journey. However, I know that making peace with my mother is the lock and key to that door.

I don't know who I was back then or when I died, but I think I had another life between then and now. The most information I have is that my best friend {in this life time} was with me, and someone kicked me in the face. It was either my Nazi life or the life after that I was stabbed to death in the back, because that has always been a horrifying fate to me.

I don't have any negative memories of my Nazi life. In fact, even when I was little I was never stirred or touched by the hate crimes of WWII. To this day I still fall neutral; i can't help it! I just can't bring myself to get upset by it.

Anyway, that's the best I have...Thanks

[sweetlunapie]

Hi!
If you have not read my posts, I believe that I was an inmate at Buchenwald who shacked up with then married, once we escaped to Switzerland, a Nazi Lieutenant (it's the most concise way to put it), and he as himself now seems to be pretty much in the same mindset as you when it comes to guilt and lacking it. It really does not at all bother me, as I believe that those feelings are personal, and we all react differently to our own experiences.

Anyway, it's cool to see another member! Please feel free to join the Skype chat, if you'd like (you would need to private message me for my Skype name if you're interested). It's cool to see another Nazi around here, haha!

[msmir]

Hi, nice to meet you! My name is Mir and I am a reincarnated victim. It sure sounds like you must have karmic issues with your mom. I am sorry to hear about the frustration as I know I feel the same way about my mother as well LOL. Looking forward to knowing you, and again I understand the frustration about "the mother wanting control over your life thing!"

Cheers,
Mir

[Laurasia]

Hello Dontcrymasha.

Welcome to the forum & we are just as glad that you have found us! ;D

I fully agree that you & your mother seem to have karmic issues to work through, which is expected given your two seperate pasts. (I have a TON of karma to work through with my own mother, which stems from a lifetime other than my Nazi one as well. )

As for your not feeling any guilt.....there is nothing wrong with that. You did not do those things...a former incarnation of yours did. Therefore you cannot be held accountable for it. Now that doesn't mean that guilt or remorse will not come up as you recall more from that lifetime, but that is not something that we former Nazis are supposed to be saddled with. In fact, that is often the very thing that we need to heal from. And if it never comes up for you, that is fine as well. Like I said much of our healing is often getting past those emotions, if that step isn't necessary for you than that in itself is a gift.

I hope that you enjoy yourself here & if you have any questions, concerns, etc then feel free to either post them in the Site Issues forum or PM myself or MsMir.

Sincerely,
Laurasia

[lulz]

Welcome to the forum! I was a doctor in Auschwitz and responsible for much of the experimentation there. I do feel guilty knowing this, but as Laurasia said, it's fine that you feel how you do, as you are yourself now and no longer that person.
Nobody is here to judge, only listen. I look forward to hearing what you've got to say.

[Iseke]

Nice to meet you, and welcome to the forum!

And I know what you mean about how hard this all is! But it will get easier just by having this community here to talk and listen!

[privatetucker]

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As for your not feeling any guilt.....there is nothing wrong with that. You did not do those things...a former incarnation of yours did. Therefore you cannot be held accountable for it. Now that doesn't mean that guilt or remorse will not come up as you recall more from that lifetime, but that is not something that we former Nazis are supposed to be saddled with. In fact, that is often the very thing that we need to heal from. And if it never comes up for you, that is fine as well. Like I said much of our healing is often getting past those emotions, if that step isn't necessary for you than that in itself is a gift.
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I feel like I say this a lot (wow you guys are more concise than I ever could be) but...that pretty much says it all.

Hi, nice to meetcha. I'm Tucker, and I am a reincarnated victim from Poland.

[dontcrymasha]

Thank you, everyone, for your kind words.
But I suppose something that's been bothering me is, how can I today be such a good and wonderful person if " a former incarnation" of me did these things. I like to believe that no matter who I am and where I go, I'm still some-what the same person.
Again, I don't know who I was back then and what I did. So I guess that doesn't help much

[sweetlunapie]

Once reincarnated, people are still the same SOUL and basic make-up, but you are a different person. A different person has a different environment in which to grow, physiology, circumstances, and lessons to learn, all of which have a profound role in shaping the psyche, determining our actions and reactions in situations, and carve our personalities. Let's face it; if you have two people who are the same in every way at birth, and one person grows up in a happy home while the other endures severe physical abuse all through childhood, these two people will be totally different people as adults, just as if the same soul grows up as an Aryan child in Nazi Germany and then reincarnates on a farm in Iowa in 1995. You will carry some traits with you all throughout your lives, but given the fact that so many factors were completely out of your control in your last incarnation, just as they are in this one, many of the members here believe that you cannot and should not be held accountable for your actions in that life now. You're still you, but just a bit (or a lot) different.

[Miss Bothmann]

Hello and welcome to the site. I agree with everyone else...whatever you did in your past life is not your fault in this one. I know that it can really feel like it at times (I get it quite a bit from other incarnations), but we just have to try to keep that in the back of our minds. As for feeling neutral in your emotions, that is very common as well. Look forward to seeing you around.

[lulz]

I agree with Luna 100%. I felt the same way for quite awhile; like I should be held just as accountable because in a way I was still me. As Luna said and as I've learned, we still may be the same "core" person, however, a different life and environment can shape a different person, at least to an extent. I'm so much like Josef in some ways that it's scary, but I'm also different and my own person in other ways.

[munchenruth]

I, too, have family karma issues. When I came to my father, who does hold some Spiritualist beliefs and would be the most receptive, about realizing that reincarnation is something real, he immediately changed the subject and won't discuss it.

In retrospect, he and I do have certain similarities that I now identify with being a Holocaust victim or just a civilian caught up in it. Nonetheless, bad family karma issues do put a definite damper on things.